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[lostchild1991-blog]

Raw Emotion

You know that feeling, that feeling when you get super excited for something. That undeniably happy feeling because you know that what you’ve anticipated is finally coming to fruition and you just feel so incomplete but in a good way. Because you know that it’s going to be a good thing that will complete you because it’s that very thing you’ve been waiting for. So yeah I’ve felt that way before. I felt that way earlier today in fact because I’m totally obsessed with Riverdale and it comes out every week or every second week at 11pm in Fridays on Netflix here in NZ and so all day I was like yass it’s nearly here. I wait to see what happens next like how is Jughead and Betty’s relationship going after the last episode how is FP doing etc. And so it hit 11pm and I’m waiting for my sister to stop casting her YT vids to the TV because my fam knows I was waiting for the new episode to come out. And she doesn’t unlink her phone instead she acts like a highly intolerable human being and I was so infuriated because not only had I’d been waiting all day but I’d be waiting 2 weeks (because I love this show so much so that it’s my whole year obsession tbh). And so I was highly annoyed and stormed out because I get so sick and tired of my sisters behaviour. And yes, I know I should be more calm and collected and focus on WWJD but it’s been a tough week and I just couldn’t deal anymore. So… yeah that’s just something I wanted to share with y'all. Has anyone else ever felt like this? Like you’ve been excited for something like ice cream or a pair of new shoes and then someone just like ruins it go you. Like they chuck your ice cream on the ground or maybe they've worn your new shoes and trekked through mud whilst wearing them, without your permission might I add. Share of you have, anyways I think it’s time for some tea. Goodnight and God bless everyone 💖

[lostchild1991-blog]

Life

Life, the very essence of every being. The thing that allows us to live because without it nothing could exist. Life is breath that has been breathed out to create some type of organism. Life, a word we all know and use in reference to sayings such as, “Life ain’t fair” or “Live life while you’re young”. But that is not all that life is. Life is what you do with this gift you’ve been given. It is not just simply existing, no, because if you believe that that is all there is to life then you have no idea what you’re on about. To me, life is something special and something that we cannot taint no matter how many bad things we do. Life is knowing that you were given the breath of God and you must go and do something amazing with that breath while it still pumps through your lungs. Life is living, loving and laughing so much your stomach aches. It is not simply the existence of one organism to ensure that it can survive within the cruel harsh realities of the world that that organism was placed in, no that is not life or living to be not exact that is simply existing. Life to me is all about living and creating something spectacular and wonderful that will surpass all human knowledge and will last throughout the generations. Something that only someone as unique as yourself could have created. So wlcome to my life and I hope you enjoy reading all about it. God bless 💖