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I feel more lost now happy and living life than I ever did suicidal and depressed. I don't know what to do with my life or where it's going. I live day to day working and raising a child I probably shouldn’t even be raising. Most days I feel like I am the worst thing to ever happen to that little boy. I wish I could keep growing and getting stronger but this is beginning to make me feel more empty than I ever did, to begin with. How do people go from living a life full of just sadness, getting healthy but still feeling like they would rather die inside than feel like this anymore?  

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“I’m learning to outgrow the urge to need you.”

— e.m.// excerpt from a book I’ll probably never write

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Being a mom with depression is hard.

It’s really hard taking care of another person when you’re so consumed with sadness. Most days I can barely get out of bed, I do it so I know he eats. I do it so I know he’s getting out the energy he needs too. But most days I can barely bathe myself let alone pull out the toys and bubbles so he can have just a little more fun.

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