lottieswidow
lottieswidow
Blame It On The Black Star
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18 | she/her | bi Attended the Mari Ibarra School of Hate šŸ‘©šŸ»ā€šŸŽ“TravMari FRIENDship enthusiast Enjoyer of some things
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lottieswidow Ā· 22 hours ago
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Marishauna headcanons somehow turned into a fic don’t ask me how that happened | erm… rivals to lovers? rivals to rivals with benefits? Idk
Lmk what yall think and if yall want a wilderness versionā€¼ļø also definitely not proofread sošŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
tw for teen drinking
Pre-crash Marishauna who would regularly share notes or have study dates! Mari who is science/math smart and helps Shauna study for tests and shares her notes with her whenever she asks😚 Shauna who repays her by helping her with her book reports or essays that are more opinion based rather than fact based.
Mari likes subjects where there are right and wrong answers and can’t stand to have an original opinionšŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
Super competitive on the field, obviously. If they are on opposite teams during a scrimmage the loser has to buy the winner lunch. Shauna’s team usually ends up winning but she won’t gloat at first, she knows Mari is already frustrated with losing, maybe once Mari has her cheeseburger then the bragging begins.
Maybe they aren’t dating and when Mari starts going out with D*nny Me*rs Shauna doesn’t really care but gets peeved when he’s all Mari talks about. Shauna also has no idea how to comfort people so she just offers to get Mari a slushy when she gets dumped😣
Going back to academics: Mari is totally not the type of person to raise her hand during class but she will if no one else is, especially in her stem classes. People forget she is smart all the time until she casually brings up a perfect test score, plus extra credit, for her pre-calc class. Teachers hate the fact that she can be yapping and ignoring them the entirety of class time but still knows the answers to questions they think will stump her. Shauna would find it impressive, so would Jackie. Kinda becomes the beginning of their academic rivalry where Shauna tries her hardest to understand equations, theorems, and the fucking laws of thermodynamics that Mari still remembers from 9th grade physics. Safe to say Shauna gets really frustrated / jealous when she gets a B+ in a science test she spent all weekend studying for and Mari couldn’t really care for another A+ that has Jackie asking her for tutoring lessons. (She can’t tell who she’s more jealous of, Mari for having Jackie’s attention or Jackie for getting in the way of their study dates) But best believe when English comes around and Mari is having trouble writing one fucking paragraph Shauna feels elated!
Highkey Mari doesn’t even know about the academic rivalry until she starts to notice Shauna’s mood swings. Like she’s in a good mood until she sees Mari got a better grade than her then she kinda just goes quiet, which wouldn’t be odd at first but Mari notices when Shauna starts biting her bottom lip and stares into deep space. And also when Mari is staring at the writing prompt but genuinely can’t think of a way to start the first paragraph and she notices Shauna wearing a smug little smirk before she offers to help, it definitely clues her in on Shauna’s internal competition.
Mari doesn’t care if Shauna is better than her in english, she thinks it’s a useless class cause she already speaks the language🄸 and science/math come easy to her so as long as she has that she always feels better than Shauna.
Ok going away from academics now, I think they have definitely kissed during a slumber party spin the bottle. To be fair most of the team has, but what makes theirs different is that they both wanna prove that they’re the better kisser so they kept going until they heard Van violently coughing in the background. Looking back at the team and some of them are blushing just from watching, taivan having knowing looks, Jackie being mildly annoyed bc Jeff (or Shauna) has never kissed her like that before.
At a party after that they’re both still in competition mode (cause when aren’t they) and again try to find out who the better kisser isā€¼ļøšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø
They find themselves in line for the bathroom, Shauna had been waiting in line for the past ten minutes when Mari walked up to her and started a conversation. Mindless chatter about the gossip she heard throughout the night, to Shauna it was an obvious ploy to skip the line but she didn’t mind, even if some of the other drunken teens realized what Mari had planned and executed.
Taissa had hosted this time and although her house wasn’t as grand as Lottie’s or as spacious as Jackie’s it is still big enough to hold almost their entire graduating class. It also ment less bathrooms available and less places for people to hide for privacy. Tai’s parents room was strictly off limits, Shauna had seen Tai and Van sneak off upstairs to Tai’s room, which only left the study, the walk in pantry, a couple closets, the basement, and the bathrooms, for explicit rendezvous.
The line continued to get shorter as Mari kept droning on about something, Laura Lee finally showing up to a party maybe? Shauna wasn’t really paying attention, not when she could smell the perfume Mari was wearing, or notice the way she was wearing a new lipstick, or how her skirt hugged her in all the right places. It was embarrassing really. How one semi-good kiss had Shauna’s head spinning in circles replaying that night over and over again, how Mari’s lips felt against her own, how Shauna’s fingers got tangled in her long dark hair, even Mari’s hand on her waist felt like it was burned on her skin long after it was over.
Finally it was Shauna’s turn for the bathroom and she thought the conversation would end there but then Mari pushed in after her and suddenly Shauna was pinned against the door with Mari towering over her. For a moment they stayed in that position, inches apart, breathing the same air, noses nearly touching. It seemed like Mari was just as surprised as Shauna was to be in this situation.
Then, like a flip of a switch, Mari’s previous confidence came back, and stronger. Her grip on Shauna’s waist tightened, pulling her closer. Now, chest to chest and lips millimeters apart, Shauna has no idea why Mari hadn’t kissed her already.
ā€œSay you want this too. That you’ve been thinking about me like I’ve been thinking about you.ā€ Mari stared intently at Shauna, searching for micro expressions that might give her insight to what she was thinking.
The entire night, maybe even the entire last week, Mari had seen Shauna watching her. Shauna had always been observant, noticing things others didn’t, so when Mari initially felt eyes on her when the party started it was barely noticeable. But then she would catch those daunting brown eyes staring at her from across the room a few too many times to be a coincidence and knew she had to act. Maybe it was her buzz talking, or her subconscious telling her to give in, to finally have what she’s been craving since the sleepover, maybe from even before that.
Nails softly dug into the skin of Mari’s shoulders before being followed by an eager whisper of god, yes and their meeting lips.
It was euphoric, like a first time high. Where their first kiss was experimental and competitive, this one was hungry and burning with a passion neither girl knew they harbored. (Maybe still bordering competitive)
Shauna leaned onto Mari, needing to feel her body against every inch of her own, smothering her until Mari was pinned against the sink. A soft whimper was heard as Shauna tugged on Mari’s hair, using her slight embarrassment as an opportunity to slip her tongue down Mari’s throat. It was obscene, the sounds their lips made, the moans and whimpers that left them involuntarily, the pulling and tugging of whatever piece of flesh they could get their hands on.
Truly, had they been anywhere else maybe they would’ve continued further, but the banging and yelling coming from the other side of the door interrupted the breathless girls.
ā€œAlmost done!ā€ Shauna shouted back, coupled with a groan of annoyance. She backed off of the latina, turning to look at the mirror above the sink. Her lips were swollen, the little makeup she had applied tonight was only slightly smudged, and her waist was pink where Mari had grabbed her. A lipstick was presented to her before Shauna could properly process her look and how to fix it, the shade wasn’t one she wore but it was better than nothing. Appreciatively, she took the lipstick and began to apply it. Watching through the mirror as Mari fixed her hair, she had already reapplied her makeup and practically looked brand new.
ā€œSee you around, Shipman.ā€ A taunt, clear, but made even more apparent when Mari kissed her cheek then walked out the door. Lipstick stain in the shape of Mari Ibarra’s stupidly perfect lips was left. A message that said I’m better, I’ve won.
Shauna had forgotten it had started as a competition is the first place.
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lottieswidow Ā· 1 day ago
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Tuesday is coming around to being one of my favorite days of the week only bc of Taissa Tuesdays I love it sm
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lottieswidow Ā· 2 days ago
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Part of me really wants to headcanon Travis as someone who knows how to do a really good grito but it lowkey only works if he went to a majority Latino schoolšŸ˜” (and as we all know that is not whs)
This also may or may not be inspired by a guy I knew in my majority Latino hs whom everyone could hear during any type of cultural appreciation event 🄸
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lottieswidow Ā· 4 days ago
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Yes but in a vaquera way! Like visiting los terrenos and her having a horse that she absolutely adores but doesn’t see muchšŸ’”
Ugh now I want vaquera Mari fics/art
pushing my horse girl mari agenda
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lottieswidow Ā· 5 days ago
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My friend is a camp counselor this summer and apparently her group put candles around the forest, did some type of ritual, then named her queen. I cannot believe they played Yellowjackets and I wasn’t therešŸ’”
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lottieswidow Ā· 6 days ago
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Chat how we feeling ab the fit?? This is me realā€¼ļø
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Gotta representā€¼ļøā€¼ļø šŸ
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lottieswidow Ā· 7 days ago
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Guys this is true šŸ§šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
But jinx so fast she teleported out the pit before she hit the ground
guys i just had a theory. so what if jinx is pit girl..
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lottieswidow Ā· 7 days ago
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Courtney is so gorjus I’m so lucky to be alive in the same timeline as her
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lottieswidow Ā· 8 days ago
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Body so tea they almost threw her into Boston harbor
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Alexa Barajas
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lottieswidow Ā· 8 days ago
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I fear….. I fear I love Marishauna much more than any other ship in yj…
Like they hated each other sm the only way to work through it is to fuck. Also, I truly believe that s3 would’ve been much more compelling if they got together instead of ShaunahatšŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
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LIKE THEY WANTED TO JUMP EACH OTHERS BONES😤
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lottieswidow Ā· 9 days ago
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Call me the pit the way I want her inside me
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lottieswidow Ā· 10 days ago
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Happy Fathers Day to these two
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lottieswidow Ā· 15 days ago
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Cat on my lap, playing fortnite, Dutch bros in hand. This is what unemployment does to a mf at 1pm on a weekday
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lottieswidow Ā· 16 days ago
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Travis was asked to man the grill for a couple minutes during a carne asada when he was 13 but ended up staying there for most of the night. It then became his job for every carne asada afterwards and he actually really enjoyed it. He got super into it to the point where he would search up recipes, like different ways to season the meat.
Grilling being something he enjoyed and had a natural talent for, which came as a surprise to everyone. Travis who decides to expand his horizons beyond the grill and tries cooking for his family whenever his mom was too busy.
Wilderness Travis who tries to help the cooks in s3 when he isn’t hunter anymore. Everyone besides Mari being surprised that he’s known how to cook this entire time but just now deciding to help. One of the jvs asking Mari how she knew and why she didn’t say anything and her response being something like ā€œgod did you want me to tell everyone how you rode your bike straight into a brick wall too?ā€ She knows how to keep quiet on rare occasions.
When Lottie doesn’t have him high out of his mind he really enjoys the moments where he’s in charge of cooking for the group, it reminds him of the days before the crash when he would grill and see his friends and family in a happy mood.
Mari who tells him he should go to culinary school if they ever go back home, thinking it’ll give him something to look forward to but instead he gets really upset because maybe in another life, where the crash didn’t happen, he would’ve loved to go. But he knows that after everything that’s happened out there he doesn’t deserve to be happy, that what he’s done, who he’s eaten, will haunt him and any form of happiness will be overshadowed by it.
And that night while asleep he dreams of that other reality. Of an older version of him and his brother, of his graying mother and father, who celebrate with him as he opens his own restaurant. A line of people that wraps around the corner waiting to eat his food. His father is proud of his success, that he’s created something bigger than any of them. But then faces start to blur, voices sound muffled, and the meat in front of him looks strangely human. Then he wakes up and is reminded of his true reality.
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lottieswidow Ā· 16 days ago
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And if Dakota Johnson’s character gets with Chris Evans instead of Pedro Pascal like the leaks are saying I will be demanding a refund and demanding to speak to a manager CAUSE AINT NOBODY WANT A BROKE BOY IN THIS ECONOMY
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lottieswidow Ā· 17 days ago
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DC x Fortnite season catch me not getting any sleep these next coming weeks
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lottieswidow Ā· 22 days ago
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Guys watch Motorheads it’s so good and my girl Mia Healey is in it🤩
Unfortunately she is str*ight in this but still it’s amazing
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MIA HEALEY in MOTORHEADS
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