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MICA: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

"well, there are just so many to chose from, how could i ever pick just one." zig sarcastically bemoans with a sigh, lips curling in some amount of amusement. "i've got news for you buddy. i'm an ass. i'm an asshole. you see this..." zig glances over himself for a moment in search of an identifying featuring, patting himself down before finally settling on the blunt behind his ear. "this joint behind my ear? notice how i'm never without it." zig shrugs with an arch of his brow, eyes twinkling with mirth as he says, "only an asshole would do that." there is a pocket of silence as zig puts the joint between his lips and attempts to light it, struggling so long with the lighter than one would almost think that the topic has been dismissed. however, once the joint has been lit and zig has taken his first puff, he mumbles around it to add, "my therapist says i also have a very hard time taking things seriously. which is shocking right? me! the picture of solemnity." zig exhales smoke through his nose before taking another puff for good measure and offering the blunt with an arch of his brow, "want a puff?"

BLOODSTONE: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

"you know how in the show loki, loki, you know the guy." zig gestures lazily between them as he speaks, brows furrowed as he explains, "is told by morbius, the show's resident dilf, that he is basically, almost entirely, only there for character development. that is his entire purpose. he is there to cause suffering and pain and hurt to essentially make the people around him better people. that is it. that is all he is there for, and that's all he will ever be there for, because in the end before he can do anything else or try to really do anything else, he dies." zig arches a brow pointedly for a moment before pointing to you with his joint as he adds, "now i am not enough of an edgelord to say i feel the same way about myself, but i can relate to it. i don't think i am here to change the world, or make any sort of real impact to be completely honest. i think that i am a background character. the supporting cast! and i am okay with that. i think i play my role pretty well." zig shrugs before taking another drag and winking as he adds, "so if you ever need a second love interest to make your realize why you liked the first love interest better in the first place, hit me up. i'm good for that."

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moss agate, iolite, quartz

MOSS AGATE: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself "well, okay. define low." noa insists with a wave of his hand, wincing a bit even as he awkwardly shifts his stance. "because like... i don't think i'm the shit or anything but... i mean i don't think i'm the worst either? is there a middle ground here? cause i think i'm fine. like just fine. very average over all, unless," noa pauses, tilting his head as he adds, "unless we're talking about things in terms of my work at all. like my art. if we're talking about that shit then i'm confident in it." noa nods then, some of his awkwardness fading as he says, "i mean, it's probably the thing about myself that i'm most confident in to be honest. my art."

IOLITE: my muse's drinking habits

"oh, i like to drink for sure!" ruth's grin is wide as she answers, her brows raising as she says, "like it's super fun to be drunk, and to like, watch other people be drunk too? i don't know, alcohol really is that bitch. we love her." ruth tucks a lock of hair behind her ear with a hum then, tilting her head as she adds, "but i dunno, like i like to drink but i only ever do it for fun, you know? like if i'm getting ready for a party or playing strip uno in my apartment or watching the bachelor. i don't like drink when i'm sad you know or like... just with dinner cause it goes with the fish? you know? like i like to drink when i'm doing something fun, not just cause. but, " ruth points then, brow arching as she adds, "sometimes drinking just cause can be super fun so. it just depends i guess. but i'll never say no to a free drink so if this is your way of offering..."

QUARTZ: how my muse thinks other people see them

"as a rich asshole with no substance?" niko asks with a bewildered wrinkle of his nose, lips pulling down into a frown before he adds, "who had cancer? i don't know, man, like i'm not trying to be self deprecating or shit but," niko crosses his arms over his chest as he shifts his jaw, brow furrowed for a few moments before he's finally saying. "i think anyone who's a fan of my shit, like my art or my short movies, or even my boards, probably like fucks with me on some level. i mean, at least i hope so?" niko shrugs. "but like everyone fucking else... especially people generally in town? god, i have no fucking idea. maybe they see me as the guy who throws cool parties every once and a while? or just that one dude who owns the skate shop?" niko's lips are curling into a smile as he laughs, shrugging easily as he repeats, "i don't fucking know, bro, but you know what, i don't particularly care? what matters is what i think of me right?"

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Id fuck tigress from king fu panda

but would she fuck you? humble yourself

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Timothée Chalamet as Kyle Scheible in Lady Bird (2017)

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“It would be so much easier to go through life being ice. Like, just pure and crystallized, no feeling.” 

Chase Sui Wonders as RILEY LUO

genera+ion

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no where: an experimental short film starring evan mock

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kristine froseth being totally adorable™

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Waves (2019) dir. Trey Edward Shults

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Anybody else in their I have nothing to say era? Because

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send me a crystal and i'll tell...

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

agate: how my muse calms down

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

charoite: who my muse looks up to

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

coral: how my muse views the natural world

diamond: a sex headcanon

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

gold: my muse's financial situation

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

kyanite: an anger headcanon

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

opal: how creative my muse is

pearl: a mental health headcanon

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

ruby: a happiness headcanon

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

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Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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share your recipes!!

1 tbsp Water

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me

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Who hurt you

you want a list or what

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I have led a toothless life, he thought. A toothless life. I have never bitten into anything.

Jean-Paul Sartre, The Age of Reason (via nauseadaily)