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It has been years. Sorry for taking you for granted Tumblr. Why do I use you only on depression crisis? You’re such a therapy for me. When facebook is too loud, OA, and inappropriate; when twitter is a whore; when instagrams are like people- so fake; when words seem to go one ear and out the other; long texts are ignired; when no one seem to listen... I wanna give you a hug. Let’s write and blog some more.

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Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)

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Buhay at Byahe

I was cleaning my room when I came across photos and papers. Hmm.. I was young yet deep. Young yet deep. "Buhay at Byahe" Sanaysay (edited) Sulating Di-Pormal Blg. 3 Setyembre 12, 2003 "Para!", Maraming tao sa Pilipinas ang nagbibyahe araw-araw sa pamamagitan ng dyip, bus, o taxi. "Para!"- yan ang kalimitang naririnig natin sa pagsakay o pagbaba, lalo na sa dyip. Sa isang estudyanteng nagbyabyahe pagpasok at paguwi tulad ko, karaniwan na lang ang pagsakay sa dyip. Pero isang beses na ako'y nagbyahe, ako'y napaisip. Ang buhay pala ay tulad rin ng byahe. Ang buhay ay parang pagsakay natin sa isang sasakyan; papara tayo at may makikilalang mga tao't kaibigan habang nasa byahe. Parang pagsilang natin sa mundo, habang lumalaki tayo'y may mga kaibigang makikilala. Sa byahe, magbabayad ang mga ito at ipaaabot sa'yo. Sila nama'y iyong tutugunan at iaabot sa driver. Tulad ng paghingi ng tulong ng isang kaibigan. Tutulungan mo at susulusyunan. Ngunit di habang buhay ay nariyan sila sa tabi mo. Darating ang puntong papara sila at bababa. "Para!", hayaan...konti nalang ang mga kasama mo. Magdaramdam ka at malulungkot. Ngunit di mo naiiisip na di iyon kawalan. Meron at meron paring sasakay sa jeep. May makikilala ka at magiging kaibigan.--Tulad ng pagdating at pagalis ng mga tao sa buhay mo. "Para!", may aalis na naman. Sa pagpreno ng jeep, napaipod ka, maaaring nauntog o nasugatan. Sobrang tulin kasi ng sasakyan kaya sa pagpreno ay dala kayong lahat. Para rin yang buhay kasama ang mga kaibigan at minamahal. Sa sobrang saya na kasama sila, sa kanilang pagalis ay mauuntog tayo at masasaktan. Ngunit patuloy parin ang buhay. Patuloy parin ang byahe. May sasakay at bababa, ngunit hindi ka naman mananatili sa jeep diba? "Para!", hayaan...iyong bahay na. Ikaw naman ang bababa. May maiiwan ka at malulungkot sa pagalis mo. Ngunit ganoon din sila. Patuloy parin ang pagbyahe. Tuloy parin ang pagtakbo hanggang makarating sa kanikanilang destinasyon. Sa sunod na araw ay ganoon na ulit. Maaaring makadaan ka sa lubak na kalsada, trapik, o problema...pero patuloy parin itong tatakbo. Saan man makasuot, makarating, dadalhin ka ng byahe sa tamang destinasyon mo. Dadalhin ka ng buhay sa tamang paroroonan nito.

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Was and Always, Nineteen

 Everybody is busy na ...sabi nga nila, when finally in the secular world, working... "This is the real life"

Well, I thought I've known that since I quit volunteering and left for manila. But much to my surprise, it is even worse when not only me, but everyone i know and love has his own busy life. It doubles the sadness. It squares the separation distance. Truly, there are seasons of life. This is a fact. We can never be forever young, forever carefree, forever 19. Yet this one thing, I will always definitely ask for in prayer. That in every closing of our eyes, may God bring us back to when we're 19. When we first stepped on church grounds and first felt dragged by his love. When we care for nothing except for how to free up our college schedule on friday nights for Campus Night. It was then we overthought life only to the extent of what to share in our weekly less-than-a-thousand-word catching up in small groups. We plan for nothing except for how we can join the latest church team building or volunteer somewhere. Why then, we didn’t run out of time? We could attend three Christmas parties and 5 meetings a week. We had no bank accounts, we were all jobless but we didn’t lack. We were always full and thriving.

That is, that was, our nineteenth.

 Years have passed and gone. We may never, never, be 19 again. But let our hearts and souls be forever hungry, forever excited, forever in-"kilig" to our saviour Jesus. Back to when we're 19, nothing seemed impossible; and every prayer seemed answered even before it unfolds. Let us always be 19, full of dreams and desires like nothing costs too much. Let us always be 19, unashamed for dancing for God, unashamed of wearing cosplays, or ramping as 2NE1’s, unashamed of reaching out to people, unashamed of dancing for kids, unashamed of Christ. May we always be 19, open-minded, eager to learn, vibrant, joyful, with untainted faith, and always hopeful heart.

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Hollow Dragon

Within the dragon is a thin worm, swimming along the blood of the beast. Inside the worm is thin air, nothing more, nothing at all. He can be a creepy mythical creature, as his eyes see fit. But inside is pointless, no scientist can fix. What makes a man and what defiles him is not what he takes in and digests for himself What makes a man and what defines him is every word that comes out, every thought from within.

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Our day has been 👍❄️🍕🍩☕️🚘🎡

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Hello to my one and only pair of boots. One day i will get a room full of them! #boots #dreamtoreality #oneday #someday

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I like cold breeze weekends. #feelingwinter #dayout #weekendgetaway

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Need to say more? #popcorn #whitechocolate #leave #restday

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At Franklin Covey seminar. God provided! #privileged 👓🙊

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FAST FORWARD THURSDAY This break, God traveled with me in time. In my "old age"-chair, on my last few days on earth, I will sit and stare outside like this and think about His goodness. Everything changes...except Him. #faithful #God #fastforwardthursday #strongerthan #centuriesold #trees #strongerthan #anything

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I loved you at your darkest.

Romans 5:8 (via learning-tobethelight)

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Oh I'm so tired. This week has been 😱😰😩😓😫 but the grace of the Lord is my strength. 😸😺😻

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Job 11

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Lotus. They live in the mud. The thicker the mud, the more beautiful it gets. It has a self-temperature regulatory system that even in the cold it can stay warm to attract insects for pollination. Be like the lotus. Bloom and stay warm where you're planted. (Photo not mine. No photo infringement intended.)

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Hello Tumblr! I am so back!

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Proud Asian. I feel like Mulan tonight. Hihihi #selfie #Asiangirl #Filipina