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Ok, yeah- after small consideration, I'm not gonna interact with the Mass Effect fandom on here much, if at all or just barely. Not gonna unfollow people yet I don't think, but just... not gonna interact. Maybe I'll ask a few people for commissions when I have the money again, but majorly I really just want nothing to do with it.

I've found that it genuinely just makes me depressed, and is the main reason I really don't like being on here anymore. Still feel decently unwelcome due to what/who I work with and my own headcanons/ideas and such because everyone is so heavily opinionated- which isn't a BAD thing, I actually love seeing other interpretations, but the problem is that I've seen more people go 'it's this way and if you think otherwise fuck you you're wrong' and it's genuinely just. Yeah. I care too much about my duo and stories to keep seeing that, and it severely triggers both massive Impostor Syndrome and also a really bad anxiety of simply visiting the site because gods forbid I'm actually noticed by a bigger account like that and shit gets reblogged in a way that I REALLY don't want to happen.

Still gonna post my beans (when I have the energy), don't worry!!! But I'm gonna re-focus on my usual RE8 stuff or just whatever I happen to be into, like BG3 currently.

To the very few people I've interacted with who AREN'T like that and genuinely like seeing Cam and Saren and interacting with/open to ideas and such (who aren't my friends that are also on here ALSKDJS), thank you, I keep posting for you <3

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Ao3 version that lets you open the 'director's cut' where I, the author, explain every detail in excruciating detail to you and what it is in reference to.

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Finally managing to post yee

Was gonna be a simple sketch for Talos and Sovereign Spaw but wanted to slap color on them which ended up just being a sketchy colored thing in its entirety oop

He was very welcomed back at the Myconid colony and then he grew glowey shrooms 😃

//Mostly wanted to play with the mushrooms that grows on him,, i love them very much. uwu I haven't made a ship name for them yet, but I'll figure it out 💙//

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if you’re reading this, i’m wishing for the universe to be kind to you

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Postin my new BG3 bean quick

This is Talos! He's a Dragonborn Bard (black dragon), as well as full redeemed Dark Urge. He is also paired with Sovereign Spaw! 💙🍄

We're working on finishing Act 2 atm, but I do know that after game events, he returns to the Underdark to stay with the Myconid colony, and ends up growing glowing shrooms on his body to symbolize his acceptance and bond with them. Theres ALOT that goes into it, I've been going feral on Discord about it lmao

Also heres some cute images of him and Spaw that I got with the new camera mode 💙

Cuties 💙

(Also yes, I have the digi-feet mod for console. I love it sm its perfect)

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Got back into Baldurs Gate 3 recently

Made a new OC, full redeemed Durge this time, and he's in love with the Mushroom (Sovereign Spaw)

I'll post him and his doodles eventually, im still majorly avoiding tumblr as a whole for the same reasons I've posted about before so I won't repeat them

Decided to play again because a friend went back to it and I still don't have the mental energy to play Mass Effect 3

Been posting alot on Instagram tho, also have a bunch of stuff for Cam and Saren there that I haven't kept up with posting here, and just mainly active there in general. I'll post here again eventually.

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"he would not fucking say that" but you ever be looking at fanart and suddenly its "he would not fucking have abs"

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first base is ripping each other's throats out second base is fucking and then pretending it didn't happen after it's over. third base is falling unconscious from blood loss in the other's arms

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a funny thing about having a Problematic Blorbo is that you'll periodically come across a post along the lines of "um let's not forget that [Blorbo] is a bad person..." listing their various crimes, and if you have a modicum of intellectual honesty you find yourself nodding along and saying yeah it's true... but it's the greyness of their character that makes them so compelling... At the same time though you have a little Saul Goodman in your ear going "your honor in their defense: who cares like omfgggg who caresssssss like come onnnnnn"

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Had this idea for a bit and doodled it quick

More post-3 fluff, this time with the tiny fuzzy potato that is baby Calliope along with their usual banter.

They are both tired af, a mixture of age, physical disability and anxiety over the new little addition wearing them both down, but at this point Saren is at least ok enough to be near them and Cam makes a habit of lounging on the couch with what is essentially a tiny, vaguely turian-shaped plushie that moves and makes noise.

who knows, maybe Cam WILL find something. He was probably a tiny white puffball.

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you are short because you're evil

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mutuals even if I don't talk to you much/at all, when I see you on my dash I'm doing this

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Did the Instagram apple trend for Karl and Emelia and decided I wanted to try for all my other OCXCanon pairs too- and obviously next on the list was Cam and Saren.

They make a funky apple, but I love them alot <3

(Might not actually get to my other pairs but we'll see, I at least have my main two done and that's what matters)

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Hey look a trend I'm able to keep up with because I have time 😃

I saw it on instagram and thought it was adorable, and of course wanted to do one for Karl and Emelia. I kinda wanna do the same for my other pairs but we'll see! For now, just Metalworks. Might sketch out the others tonight if I can.

I also just realized I could have put the seeds in the shape of a heart but oop ALSKALDKA-

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Planning on finally trying to play Mass Effect 3 this month now that Art Fight is over and let me tell you my fucking anxiety upon the mere idea of going through all that emotional bullshit is extremely high and I'm wondering how many times I'll have to take a break and stop playing because I'll be bawling my eyes out

I'll also have to bite the bullet and work for a bunch of depressing shite for Cam and Saren because of it so yippee

But also... y'know... if anyone has questions, Asks are always open... I do very much love to yap about my babies and will take any chance to do so-

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puppy want a treat?

puppy want a fucking break from it all