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Slight reprieve

Smoke and almost silence

awake though still tired

taunts, threats still alive and very active

whispers, infamy hate and love

dreams of life away from detractors

Yet still, the trees provide comfort

In a town named after trees

intellectual pursuits muted for now.

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Who can you trust

Except those that are altruistic

Syllable count is off on purpose.

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Good thing I started this blog, documenting everything keeps me safe, plus things of this complexity would have to be documented. You really cant make this shit up lol.

Im keeping my cool, but things are in fact serious. I guess its my fault, I wanted adventure, but not like this. I should be done with school by now.

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Jack Reacher

...except i am only 5'6 and skinny as all hell and not an mp yet.

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So.

As I was asking the driver about when I get back on the bus at a layover in cleveland, he holds the ticket for a long while as a woman was getting off.. I mention my final destination to him.

I walk into the station and I overhear people talking about my final destination.

Same shit, rolling downhill. Im not sure if these people realize they are caught or not.

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...and know that you arent right all the time. And know you arent perfect. Make the best of it with whatever knowledge you have at hand. It is better to make a hypothesis and go on that then go with inaction. The truth will come eventually.

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The view from inside of the bus.

Somehow, Im still alive and on my way back home to continue what I started. Not too sad about events here, as the only thing I didnt do was get an apartment. Ive done everything else I needed to do here.

Thanks to those angels above keeping me safe. Curses to the users and abusers who tried to hamper my journey.

More later. Cant wait to see those trees and to have a drink of cognac when I get back.

Speaking of getting back. I will be back in New York when I am done taking care of other business. Hopefully I will be done with school by then.

And if the space force doesnt come into full fruition.

I have some meditation to do. Process these feelings. Feel bad about the insults ive thrown and searched up. Feel good about my accompishments.

In adverse times, stress management is key. Work out. Know that life isnt fair. Keep love in your heart, but be willing to defend your heart if need be. Appreciate the little things. Smell roses. Take time to rest, your power reserves arent infinite. Most of all, dont feel defeated by insurmountable odds, but feel emboldened....no greater glory than battle and success in extreme conditions. Even when facing failure, a valiant effort is respected more than whimpering in defeat.

May the light give you sight. Strength in infinite darkness.

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Soon, back to actual research.

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Toccata en la mineur, FbWV 101 – Johann Jakob Froberger

Cathédrale de Notre-Dame d'Anvers Paul Dmoch

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Lavatory trouble

And it all came down to pride befor the fall. Movements echoed by the same cues Ive discussed before. You really cannot make this shit up folks.

Also some movie is being filmed in my sleeping spot for the night. Instead of watching, I decided to take a walk. Meditate on some things. Lots to think about lately. Especially now.

Indeed.

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Cameras in hidden spots....really hilarious. More later.

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Usually, when I have a problem, I directly confront whoever is acting silly.

Im tired of passive aggressive behavior.

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In an alternate universe

Anarchists vs. RAAD.

I wonder who would win?