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queue is empty. this blog is now no longer in use. i have decided to leave it up, but i am active on @desecrated-lover

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our wedding would be lovely, just as we envisioned. everything perfect, private, and grandiose. it would be a day were our rings would tie us, though we do not require a ring to know our fate, but i’d wear something that would tell the whole world that i’m yours. our vows are precious, a promise of our everlasting devotion. not even death would do us part, for our souls are intertwined. i will forever leave your cup full, and never empty, and lift all your sorrows and make them mine. you promised a lifetime with me, and i’m giving you my whole world. in this life, and in the next, i am yours.

our coffin would already be in the works, too. a coffin for two, for a love beyond the grave. tailored in the finest silk and lace, delicate and precious as you. in death, and in rot, i am yours.

we were always meant to be. in life, and in death.

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Ahhh my favourite drink 🍷 the og post (Ig?)

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i hope your online presence can feel mine. i’m watching, lurking, waiting. i see everything.

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i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

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i think i might transfer some of my favorite posts onto a new blog and delete this one.

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i think i might transfer some of my favorite posts onto a new blog and delete this one.

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hi valentine!! this isn't really a question ask as it is, but i wonder how are you?? i hope you're doing okay!! :) i have given you asks previously, I don't really want to overload you rn, so im dropping by to say you've got this!! you're amazing and loved and i believe in you!

hello, maus! i’m up and down ,, mostly agonizing. how are you? thank you for checking in on me. that’s very sweet of you. i’m sorry it took so long to get to your asks. you’re always welcome to send questions on my inbox. even if i don’t get to them immediately, i’ll get to them eventually. thank you so much for your support :( i appreciate it a lot. i’m sending you some right back. you’re very kind, maus, and i appreciate that kindness a lot.

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I'd kill for you. I want to kill for you, and for me too, so i can keep you to myself. I'm selfish, I love you.

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oh yeah? i love you too. it’s okay to be selfish, i think. i understand the feeling very well. i’d kill for you too, you know.

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I love you more than anyone else in your life does btw <33

-cerb

you’re so cute. i’m going to eat you 🤍 i love you too, sweetheart

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hi again, going to answer the questions!! :3

I've been in love very long ago, it was my first love and for me it started being painful way later in the relationship, because the person lost feelings for me (yet still kept dating me for some reason) and i developed a codependency. but at the start, it was very dreamy and.. really for me love is kind of complicated, it's like seeing the most beautiful tree ever that grows in an extremely wonderful place and has delicious fruits on it. just..a place where i would want to stay for as long as i can and nurture it and witness all of the beauty of it. thats how it feels for me personally? but i have always been a hopeless romantic and it may be less complicated for other people.

breaking up with that person honestly felt like a very long slide downhill just filled with rejections. i tried very hard to show them that i love them and i wished they could show me that they love me back and they just.. answered very coldly to all my efforts. it was hurtful for me each time, but im the type of a person who still runs back to the person they love, even if they hurt you, so the rejections just kept going until they broke up with me. i remember i got very melancholic about it and spent around a week just staying home and crying about it. for me to heal fully it took around a year or so?? that's when i started being rational and realised it just wasn't worth it all, felt kind of stupid in that moment. for me the healing was really just time passing by and me not suppressing my emotions

i love very hard tbh, and when i am in love i tend to make a lot of art (im a very artsy person! i even try to post my art on social media! it doesn't go very popular, but im happy with any kind of attention) and, if possible, i tend to try and pursue a lot of physical contact with a person. i spent around 3 (4?) sketchbooks on the person i liked, i really love creating things for somebody! when i love, i love dearly, i try to keep track of what the person likes and dislikes and of their preferences in general. for me, acts of love should be filled with admiration and affection for a person! I personally like words of affirmation and compliments and poems most, but i always like when a person expressed their love in their ways! although this may change someday, since nobody really pursued me for years and i may get my opinions on it changed if anything happens?? but i doubt it really. honestly this fact is kinda the reason why i find some yans post very endearing and cute, im really just a sucker for lovingly put words of affection and attention

im probably going to ask a question a little bit later, when i have something else stirring inside. i really liked answering the questions!! i will be back soon ^^

i’m very sorry to hear that you’ve been through so much heartache. you’re very genuine and thoughtful with your love, and i think that’s beautiful. i can tell that you have a good heart. i hope you’re able to find someone who will cradle your heart and cherish it as you deserve. you put a lot of effort and time and thought into a relationship and you deserve to have that reciprocated. love can blind you, but remember that you deserve to not have to settle or hurt.

love as you describe it sounds very peaceful. do you ever get paranoid / anxious? what’s it like to not get jealous over people around them? it sounds like it would certainly be easier on the heart.

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i look at pictures of them and i just

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