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i’m currently working on other characters besides sano and akira. you guys won’t be getting any ren or strade content bc i personally do not like them that much to rlly write for but you will be fed. i’m tending to my two people out there that are fans of damien and samael. you all will be fed -🐇

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My perfect doll.

sorry for dissapearing! deltarune came out >.> but now we're getting back on our feet again! - 🐛

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ANGELIC BEINGS DO NOT DESERVE FATHERHOOD

ANGELIC BEINGS DO NOT DESERVE FATHERHOOD

WARNINGS: CHILD ABUSE, CAIN BEING A FUCKING TERRIBLE FATHER, RELIGOUS UNDERTONES, SANO BEING A DICK EVEN AS A KID

word count: 840

note: this was beta read once. cain devotees you will see him for who he is. Akira and Sano are children in this one, i’ll push out adult twins soon. DO NOT TAKE THIS AS GOSPEL. I DO NOT CONDONE ANYTHING WRITTEN HERE. SOFTLY BASED ON MY CHILDHOOD.

Cain wasn’t supposed to be home tonight; he’s never home during the weekend, but he’s home tonight, much to the twins' dismay. Sano had gotten ready for bed after he helped Akira into his pajamas, a red tank top that was a size too big for him and some plain pajama pants that Sano had given him as hand-me-downs. They were supposed to watch a movie tonight together, something family-friendly and silly, something Sano wouldn’t pay much attention to. He wanted his younger brother to be safe from their neglectful father.

But tonight was different.

Cain had sent Sano to his room with a wink and a kiss on the cheek- too close to Sano’s mouth for his comfort, but when has Cain ever cared about what his oldest wanted? When the sound of the knob clicking back into its slot rang out into the quiet flat, Cain snatches the little Akira up by his arm, squeezing uncomfortably tight. Akira stares up at his father with eyes full of fear, his little body trying its best to wiggle out of the older man's grasp.

Akira pulls back, urging Cain to tug him forward, “Let me go, Dad! I don’t wanna play!!” Akira grunts as he hisses in pain. He’s always tried to be on his best behavior when Cain was home, always running to another room whenever he was around. Akira doesn’t know why his father doesn’t like him as much as his brother- they both look the same except for their personalities.

Cain’s grip tightens. He knows that it’ll bruise the next morning, but he doesn’t care. He has never cared about Akira in the slightest. “I’ll let you go when you admit to what you’ve done,” he states between clenched teeth, “You’re a pest, Akira. A stupid pest that makes the higher powers loathe you. Do you understand why I favor your lovely brother over you? Do you, rat?” Ouch. Akira chokes out a sob, his eyes already threatening to spill long-awaited tears. He cries as his legs buckle underneath him, causing the poor boy to collapse to the ground. Cain simply yanks him back up, twisting his arm behind the boy's small back and shoving him to the hardwood floor. Akira continues to sob and scream, the heel of Cain’s shoe pressing painfully into his son’s spine. “If you don’t cease that awful crying, I’ll flay you in front of Sano and make him eat your insides. Would you want that, Akira? Would you? Cain shouts, his heel pressing painfully into the young boy. Akira just sobs louder, crying out for Sano, for anyone.

At some point, Akira cries out a bible verse, much to Cain’s surprise. It’s broken and half coherent, but it seems to get the attention of the angel. The searing pain and pressure in Akira’s spine is gone, leaving a throbbing pain in their place. Cain pulls Akira up by the collar of his shirt, slamming him into the coffee table. He cries in pain once more, only more strained as he tries to pull himself up and run away. He wants Sano to hold him and tell him everything is okay, that Cain is just in a bad mood and needs something to take it out on.

But Sano never comes. No matter how many times he calls for him, for his onii-san, he never comes.

Cain scoffs as he pours himself a drink out of a decanter. Akira thinks it’s an adult drink, something Cain often indulges in, even though he’s told both boys it’s against God to drink alcohol. “If you’re going to sit there and sob, why bother being my son? My sons do not sob, scream, or fight their father. Do you know what God would say about you? He would scold you worse than I do and banish you to the ninth layer of Hell.” Akira shakes his head violently, his nose running with snot and a little blood from the sheer force of being shoved into the coffee table. Cain continues, sipping from his glass. “I’ve been to the ninth layer, you wouldn’t last an hour doing what they do down there. Lucien would eat you alive and then some if you so dared to fight back against him. You’re nothing. You’re a stain in my shirt and a thorn in Sano’s side.” He takes another sip, waving his hand lazily. “Get out of my sight, rat. If I see you out here again, I will not hesitate to do as I said.” Akira nods timidly as he steadies himself against the coffee table, stumbling out of the living room and down the hall to his room.

Akira turns the handle and pushes the door open, shutting it quietly. “Onii-”

“I’m busy, Akira,” Sano mutters, his eyes never leaving his book. He doesn’t even show an ounce of care for his beaten brother.

“..I know..could I sleep with you tonight? I won’t wiggle around or talk or…or do anything…”

“You have a bed, use it.”

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Cain looks like a hazbin hotel character HELP😭😭😭😭 I love him dearly though!!!!!

I need to crack Akira🤤

WHAT WHO SAID THAT

must’ve been the wind….

well you’re in luck because there’s gonna be more Cain and Akira content soon! we’re rlly happy people are enjoying what little content we have out for this rewrite 😭 we appreciate it sm -🐇

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Does Enoch exist in this rewrite? ꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱

yes he does! he isn’t going to be a major character, but he will have his own developments along the way -🐇

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Caresses ur face…. Another btd rewrite… am i in heaven….

yes anon another rewrite…blessing (or cursing) your timeline for all eternity….. stick around and you might even get to see them all in color. and in your dreams 😋 -🐇

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WHOS READY FOR SOME SANO ANGST ‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥 WITH LORE 💥💥💥 AND CAIN!!!!!! CAIN !!!!!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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because you all have shown us lots of positivity about this AU, i decided to bless everyone with a small lineup of what i will be writing and posting first!

please note that these are just pair ups and not plots. i want these to stay close to what each background looks like for each character. we might be producing a small VN if enough people are interested as well! - 🐇

- Damien and Samael

- Cain and Rire

- Akira and Vincent

- Strade and Ren

- (possibly) Sano and Cain angst

tagging much later because i’m currently a little busy!!

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PLEASEEEEE CAIN, I’M ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOUUUU.

(Btw Cain design is so 😍)

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he’s out and about but i will relay the message to the big man upstairs -🐇

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what are the parts of cains head? where does his hair ends? where does his horn start? where is the wings attached? :000

answering this for him the best i can because he’s sleepin :3 im sure he’ll correct me a bit but idm

Cain’s wings are hidden in his reference, so he has actual wings, just an extra set on his lower back. they don’t do much to my knowledge (probably helps flight balance?)

for his hair and horns- i think it’s a little more difficult to understand without a picture.

he has those classic ear wings (lowk do not know what they’re called) that a lot of angel characters have nowadays. (i.e Sunday from Honkai Star Rail) His hair itself ends around his shoulders, maybe just an inch past them if we’re really being technical

now for his horns i’m assuming they start somewhere on the top or sides of the head? it makes imo if they did, but i could be wrong on that front

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Can i marry Cain?

"Unfortunately, there's a line, dear," - Cain 🌹

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Strade's real name is John Boyfriend to Death the 1st

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do you guys enjoy the illusion of free will - 🐇

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Is it just me or Strade looks like a bunny? :3

He does!! I gave him a cleft lip to make his face a bit more interesting and I think it comes off as deceptively cute!! Personally I like to make his expressionslook like the Cheshire Cat! :3 - 🐛

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False Principles

WARNINGS: Religious themes, implied child neglect, Cain being Cain, minor flashback. Reader beware

We never said Cain was a good father Word count: 396

note: Sano and Akira are both around 8-10 years old? I have a semi-in-depth fic I plan on pushing out soon to shed light on what the twins experienced during their time with Cain. Questions are encouraged. read between the lines (yes this was posted on ao3 leave me ALONE)

“Heaven is never complete,” Cain boasts, wine glass in hand. It’s half empty. “Without compromise.” The crimson liquid swirls with the glass as the fallen angel lazily tilts it, analyzing it like it’s been tampered with. Cain lounges on the plush crimson sofa, barely paying attention to his two adopted sons as he speaks aloud. He knows only one of them is listening, and he couldn’t be happier. His oldest, Sano, never spoke up against him; Why would he? Cain was the perfect example of a role model! He taught both of his boys how to defend themselves with weapons and magic, telling them that it should only be used within reason.

Cain stands behind Sano, the young boy struggling to hold the blade with one hand. “Everything in moderation, my dear,” Cain coos. He’s uncomfortably close to Sano, making the smaller inch forward every so often. “I trust you can do far better than your other half.” A threat disguised as praise. Cain’s secret way of forcing his son into quiet submission.

Sano’s arm shakes, his little hand trying its best to hold the handle of the blade. It’s far larger than what he can grasp, threatening to snap his little wrist. “I..I can’t hold it…” Sano mutters, afraid to speak any louder in fear of being scolded for being outspoken. “It’s too heavy, father, I can’t-” In the few moments that Sano speaks, his wrist gives out, and the blade clatters to the ground.Cain whistles at Sano to gain his attention once more, the younger snapping back into reality relatively quickly. He was lost in thought, that’s all. “I’m sorry, Father, forgive me.” Sano’s voice is small and reserved. For being so young, he’s mature and quiet. A perfect model of what Cain could’ve been. “And what could’ve possibly been on your mind while I am speaking to you, Dear?” “...Nothing important. Please, continue, Father.”

Cain hums, pleased with Sano’s response. “Very well. If you get distracted again, I am not against giving you a very well-deserved punishment.” Cain smirks, his golden eyes seemingly piercing Sano’s gray. The conversation ends there with Cain growing bored of his favorite son, pulling himself off the sofa and disappearing into the kitchen.

Cain never finished his lesson on Heaven’s principles; maybe that was the point. The twins don’t see him for a week after that.