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Well obviously I can’t have chronic fatigue, that’s a real problem for real disabled people that’s diagnosed by doctors probably. Clearly I just have some sort of perpetual exhaustion issue, that is also almost certainly my fault somehow
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ik im cooked when i start smiling to songs thinking ab him
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this is coming from a place of insanity but do you think that caleb would grab your tongue when you start to mouth off just a little too much... reach into your mouth and hold your tongue with his fingers—still gently, he'd never hurt you on purpose. unless you ask him, of course. it's always whatever will make you happiest.
he loves you, pampers you, but everybody has their limit, and his is hearing you say any variation of the words "i hate you" too many times. you're joking when you say things like that, but even jokes can rub people the wrong way, and before you have time to process you are suddenly unable to speak.
he's looming over you, a calm expression over his features, but you swear there's something darker in his eyes and it scares you to the point of exhilaration. he opens his mouth—a condescending tone dripping from it. "ah ah ah, i thought i taught you better than to say such mean things to your big brother." feigns a pout and you know he's toying with you.
he asks you if you love him, if you want him around, if you want him to keep touching you. makes you nod your head in response to each question, tongue still caught, drool leaking out of the corners of your mouth. lets go only once he's satisfied, and kisses you in such a filthy, wet, sloppy way that the spit that dribbled down your chin just a minute ago is now mixed with his.
#dicks hard as diamond rn to be frank . i need tofeel him in my THROAT#oh my god the fucking condescending tone IM SO HORRNNUUUUUUYYYYYYYOH MY GOD#I THOUGHT I TAUGHT U BETTER. ASICK TO MY STOMAHC#rin when i catch u rini WHEN I CATCH U !!!!!!!!!#a.rbs
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one of xavier’s worst moments of jealousy is learning you’ve dry humped the big teddy bear in your room to get off
#on the opposite this would get caleb so hard he couldn’t see straight#<- cuz its the teddy bear he got y— *gunshot*#a.rbs
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xia "wolf in sheeps clothing" yizhou
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can infold PLEASE give one fuck about me PLEASEEEEE
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thinking about the concept of a retaking of a virginity. like reader who has had a bad experience their first time and character who wants to redo that experience for you. who says “why don’t we do it again? we’ll say this is your first time. here, with me.”
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at the end of the day most of the bllk men are not the type of bfs your friends like lol
#friends get skeptical ab bachira cause he wants to monopolize my attention and they hate it HSNSMABSMSNS#they get freak vibes from him but they know thats my type anyway so they just . side eye and keep quiet LMFOAHDNDBS#karasu getting hate from associating w otoya is SOOOO FUNNY TO MEKAHSKSHDD#chigiri getting an immediate seal of approval iktr#a.rbs
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gona fail these exams dawg
#two exams two lab reports and a presentation due next week. have started nothing for anything#i havent left my house in 8 days#this past years fried me to death#a.speaks
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That voice is the voice of the monster inside you.
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gimmicky gift shop things are so great sometimes i love the theological implications of there being different types of soap to wash away sins depending on your sect
#you get this for yukimiya after the first time you have sex and he almost cries LMFAAOAOAOOOJKA#yukimiya kenyu you amuse me#a.rbs
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i just made a drink so fucking good WOAAAH
#honey chamomile and vanilla tea + butterscotch chocolate chips as a sweetener ♡—♡ even my mom who hates sweet things loves it#i wish my drink making skills could get me a lab job. BOOOOOOO#anyway gna cozy up and watch memories of a murder :p excited cuz its been on my list for sooo long#also i missed tumblr so much i wish my self esteem wasnt so insufferably reliant on my academics . rip#i hope everyone is staying safe and warm and healthy#a.speaks
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.....in other words, this is how ive been doing 🫡
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#no that is not how u spell it LOLL i could also very easily be looked up if i actually put it on my insta but bc of how recognizable it is#i also go by a nickname on insta bc i am scared of the internet#the only place online w my real name is my linkedin page my indeed and business facebook 😭#actually nvm i dont think smbd could look it up if they didnt know how it was spelled bc theres so many variations of it#its an arabic name and not a particular common one but also not like rare? kind of average#but my parents were assholes ab spelling so it doesnt rlly match up how its pronounced lol it makes sense only if u know how to speak arabic#and specifically write arabic words in english/know arabizi or smth#i used to honestly hate it when i was younger bc of how impossible it was to find it spelled properly on anything#like my schools (muslim mind u) would regularly spell it wrong on my documents and report cards#i used to think of it as an inconvenience instead of just incompetence on other ppls parts#but ive grown to love and appreciate its uniqueness now and make sure it is properly spelled and pronounced right when introducing myself :3#a.rbs
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so anyway todays been rough i need to read some bachira fics but it is so terribly hard to find good ones
#if anyone has any recs besides aris fic (which i have devoured several times) pls drop them i beg 😞#i finally had my dinner at 10 pm#i came home and immediately started applying to more jobs#i found some on campus that im praying i can get because itd fit well into the breaks in my schedule and leave my weekends free to study#a.speaks
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god bless and protect queer elders
#i got fired from one of my jobs today and i was so tired and done with everything#then on the bus this lovely old man sat next to me and told me he loved my style and asked how my day was#i told him its been a long one and he said his was too and apparently he was wearing fem clothes earlier in dt and got harassed earlier#for it which made me so so sad and so he had to throw on some track pants to cover up his leggings (which is insane in this heat)#and i told him i was sorry he had to go through that but that i hope he stays safe in his self expression and then he asked me what made my#day long and i told him#n he said 'its okay. this is going to be an opportunity for something better to come along. you're just making some space for it right now'#and i literally almost criedbmdhsnsbdhd#he kept telling me not to stress too much because stress is bad for the body and to take care of myself and ohhh my god i very nearly sobbed#i was holding on by a thread i was sooo so fragile#sweetest man alive i sincerely hope he is okay and happy and stays safe#i was like so tired and overwhelmed and i feel like i didnt talk or say nearly as much as i wanted to because my stop was also coming up#so i had to cut the convo short#but god. i hope he is happy and safe#vent cw#vent tw
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