lucaeharis

[lucaeharis]

Hi. If you still do the number prompt writing can I ask for 21, 24, 30, 45? Jance with autistic!Nace?

I’m sorry for asking for so many numbers. Autistic!Nace is still one of my comfort headcanon. And the IKEA fic is still one of my fav fics

Love from an autistic fan who loves your work (both writing and drawing).

I'm so glad you enjoy my content and the IKEA au <33 Sorry this took so long, I've had exams :')

Prompt 21: "Oh, love what have you done to yourself?" Prompt 22: Unless you ask me not to in the next five seconds, I'm going to hug you." Prompt 30: you're okay. Please be okay Prompt 45: oh, love….

CW for light self-harm (hair pulling)

Jan probably should've predicted that this could possibly happen. Or maybe not. It's not like Jan knew beforehand that their plans would derail like this at the last moment. And in general, Nace is perfectly capable of managing his own emotions. He knows what triggers to avoid and even if a meltdown does occur, the brunette is able to stay calm enough to at least get himself somewhere safe. Now Nace is curled up on the kitchen floor, head in his hands, tugging at his hair. Other than his heavy breathing, the other man is relatively quiet all things considered. Jan can't tell if that's a good or a bad sign. There's shattered pieces around Nace from where he presumably dropped a plate earlier. Jan hadn't seen it happen but that was probably the final trigger for Nace. "Sweetheart.....what have you done to yourself?" Jan gently pipes up, keeping his voice soft. Nace releases a pained grunt but otherwise doesn't respond. He must be going non verbal then. Jan squats a few steps away from his lover, mindful of the broken plate. Nace is still pulling restlessly at his hair. Jan notices that he tends to do that when frustrated. And today's events definitely call for frustration. They were supposed to meet up with Kris and Jure today, Nace especially looking forward to it, but the plans had abruptly been canceled due to unforeseen circumstances. While Jan doesn't care much, he knows sudden changes are very difficult for Nace to deal with.

The older man begun washing dishes to calm himself. But Jan had heard a crash not much later so safe to say Nace's day isn't going great so far.

"You're okay, Nace....." He tries to verbally reassure his lover. Nace seems to be overstimulated right now and so Jan refrains from touching him. Brown eyes soon fleet to look into his, something about the spark in them so upset that Jan's face immediately softens. "Oh, love...."

"Give me a sign if you don't want it, but I'm gonna hug you within the next 5 seconds, okay?" Jan can't bare to just stay sitting here. The urge to comfort is almost primal. Nace is thankfully coming to himself again, if slowly, offering a small nod in consent.

Jan impatiently swipes some of the plate shards aside with the back of his hand before settling properly beside Nace. He gently takes the brunette's wrists to make Nace stop his hair pulling at once. Nace easily relents, tense body gradually relaxing as Jan wraps him up in his arms. Jan holds his boyfriend like that for a long time, until the calmness is practically radiating off of Nace and the other man puffs out a sigh against his shoulder.

"I broke the fucking plate." The simplicity of the statement causes Jan to start laughing. Though Nace's chuckle is quiet, it's there and it's enough to make Jan feel relieved. Crisis averted.

"That's okay." He tells Nace with a shrug. "We can always get another one.....at IKEA."

"Oh, please...." Though Nace rolls his eyes, the smile that spreads across his face betrays him.

[lucaeharis]

Whatever you say Bojan

[lucaeharis]

Big fan of Jan explaining stuff in English. His way of talking slowly and taking his time to pick the right words and contemplate how he wants to present his thoughts? Top tier.

[lucaeharis]

Dearest saucy,

How would the boys react if you ran out of tampons/pads while round theirs? Who would have a supply in their house already? Who would run (yes, actually run) to the shop?

Sincerely, ✨ boo

The boys have to take care of their girl, (or whoever is bleeding) don't they?

(Period talk and a bit of nsfw under the cut)

Nace: has a supply of your favourite kind stocked, both pads and tampons cause he knows it can change day to day. Has a bin next to the toilet too so you can dispose of them easily. Puts them on his shopping list when he sees they're running low.

Jure: being accident prone means one has an extensive first aid kit. He's never been shot before but has heard tampons are great for stopping the bleeding so he has some of them just in case. That and if he ever gets a blood nose. It's... unconventional but you appreciate the gesture none the less. He makes up for it by being very into period sex.

Jan: his preference is him being inside you or eating you out the entire time, you laying back on the bed while he services you, a towel down to catch anything and save himself a load of laundry. Shower sex is especially good during this as it all washes away.

If you must be out of his arms though he'll either have something random tucked in a draw or at the bottom of a bag from last time or he'll run to the shops to get what you need.

Bojan: would only know your cycle if he was trying to breed you, wanting to know exactly when you were most fertile so he could fuck you and know you'd be likely to have a baby with him.

Otherwise it's a surprise each time, him running out the door to the nearest open store, bringing home your favourite chocolates and ten extra packets of pads and tampons of all sizes you know you won't need just in case you bleed through it all.

Kris: has your cycle in his phone and makes sure he has everything you might need before you even ask. Keeps note of your preferences and makes sure there's also chocolate, a hot water bottle, his dick and snuggles on demand for you.

[lucaeharis]

Bathsex/cumplay day

That one scene in Saltburn

You're welcome >:)

[lucaeharis]

It sounds like a few of you are having a hard time, and while I don't want to derail completely from the intended theme of this blog, I thought we could take a little break from the wilder concepts tonight to think about some emotional healing.

So if you need it right now, please think about your favourite Joker(s) cancelling their plans to pop round to your place (whether you asked him to or he was just worried about you) maybe with a shiny gift to help cheer you up. Is it takeout (with a milkshake)? A nice bottle of wine to help you unwind? Some far-too-expensive soaps and bath bombs? A novel you've been looking for? Some fluffy socks for winter?

Maybe he puts some music on and helps you complete some of the stressful jobs you've been putting off, then runs you a bath and changes your bedsheets and finds a list of movies for you to choose from. Not that you're going to watch it - you'll be too busy telling him about everything that's been going on.

It's enough that he holds you while you talk, letting you feel safe and warm against his body as he listens, punctuating your therapy with kisses on the top of your head and stroking your arm and letting you listen to his heart beat through his chest.

It's getting late.

Do you mind if he stays over?

Love you, boos xx

[lucaeharis]

Found this on Reddit and your IKEA fic come to my mind immediately.

STOP THIS IS SO CUTE 😭❤❤❤ I'm glad ppl are still thinking abt this AU <33 Nace is obviously Djungelskog. And tbh I assign Jan Blåhaj simply because Djungelskog and Blåhaj belong together but alternatively he'd be the IKEA alien :] Also Bojan would be the yellow dog plushie and Jere is a black rat ☠🙏

Thank u for this ask it's so adorable 🥲❤ I love IKEA stuffed animals

[lucaeharis]

Favorite boys

[lucaeharis]

I can’t believe you posted the last chapter of the IKEA fic😭😭😭😭

I agree frog and dolphin shaped candies are the best! (Frog ones are always my go to when I’m studying for an exam).

Jan earned Nace’s full trust after Jan helped him deal with a sensory overload makes me so happy. Sensory overloads are hell to live through and the way someone tries to help/deal with it is says a lot about the them as a person.

Giving a frame to the story/ the structure of how you started and finished the fic is chefs kiss✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨.

I really enjoyed your work❤️ 100/100. I hope you will continue to write autistic!Nace stories. This fic gave me so much comfort.

I can't believe it either 🥲 I think I started this fic in December or January so it did take a long time haha but I'm happy to have concluded the story <3

I don't really like squishie candies but when they have the soft white stuff underneath it's sooo good 🐸🐬

really wanted to put in a meltdown scene with Jan because Nace has come to associate being overwhelmed with pain so I wanted to show the contrast to how patient and gentle Jan is compared to Maja. And that ofc was the gateway into Nace finally feeling safe enough to take off his shirt 👀 Nace especially has suffered so much in this fic so I had to write about him realizing he's finally in a healthy happy relationship 🥲

Fun fact I was always intending to circle back to IKEA from the very first chapter 🤭 Their meeting was too iconic the fic just had to end under similar circumstances

I don't have that many JO fics in my catalog but tbh to me Nace is always autistic in them lmao Jan too actually they're autism4autism to me. But it'd be fun to maybe write some more Nace centered fics in the future with scenarios that are specifically relatable to fellow autistics hehe

Thank you so much for reading the story!🐻🐈‍⬛❤

[lucaeharis]

I started to read your IKEA fic before I got my diagnosis. Now freshly diagnosed I started to re-read it. It was my comfort fic before and now it gives me even more comfort because the way you wrote Nace. Thank you for writing the fic❤️❤️❤️❤️.

Aaah so happy for you that you got a diagnosis!! I'm glad to hear that so many people feel connected to Nace in the fic <3 Love me some autism projection hehe Still working on the last chapter 💪💪 Thx so much for reading!

[lucaeharis]

my favourite genre of pictures of myself (you can't see me from behind bojan)

[lucaeharis]

rest in peace legend. thank you for giving us such an amazing performance as president snow. 🕊️

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The nightmares in FNAF 4 get crazy...

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God's sleepiest soldier

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on your mark.. get set.. go!!!

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Bless him, this puppy always thinks he’s funnier than he actually is