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youngxgod:

Aiden regretted his words as soon the boy started his excited rambling that just seemed to go on endlessly, but considering he got himself this deep into this mess already and had yet to receive anything positive out of it so far, he figured he might as well continue until he finally did. “Shh, babe. I’m sure I’m fine with whatever you wanna do. We could do it on Friday night, that works for me.” Aiden retorted, reluctantly wrapping his arms around Lucas’ again. “That being said, I’m not going to lie to you, beautiful. I do want you in my bed before that time. It’s really been too long already, and you know what kind of effect you have on me.” he spoke softly, before pressing a gentle kiss on Lucas’ forehead. “That’s not a problem, is it?”

Lucas’ face blushed red as Aiden kissed his forehead. It shook his head slowly before saying, “That’s not a problem at all. I’ve actually kind of missed that.” he admitted sheepishly, feeling almost embarrassed with himself for being so awkward. “We could even head back to your place now if you want... I don’t mind. My writing was kind of stalled anyway by the furry monster in my lap.” he said, following his words with a small giggle. 

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“Oh, you do? Then enlighten me, where is this going, princess?” Aiden furrowed his brow in annoyance when Lucas’ rejected him once again. “I merely asked you a question, Lucas, and to be frank, I don’t think you answered it.” He tried his best to remain patient with the boy, but part of him began to question if it was really worth it. Yes, he found Lucas incredibly attractive, but it wasn’t like the kid was that good of a lay anyways. Crossing his arms over his chest, Aiden had to stop himself from rolling his eyes at the younger boy as Lucas averted his gaze once again. It was really starting to get on his nerves how Lucas kept looking away from him. “I just wanted to make sure you knew what you’re asking from me. I’m not a knight in shining armor by any means, princess. I meant it when I told you that I’m bad for you.” Wanting his full attention, Aiden grabbed Lucas’ hand that was stroking Ozzy’s fur, and laced their fingers together. “But if that’s what you want, then that’s what you’ll have.”

Lucas opened his mouth to answer but paused when Aiden laced their fingers together, a smile making it’s way back onto his face. “Really?” he asked excitedly, looking back at Aiden once again. “Because I have the cutest date in mind! It’ll be so much fun. But we can do whatever, so like if you prefer something that’s fine too. I just wanna spend my night with you.” he insists as he gives a nod, releasing Aiden’s hand so he could throw his arms around the older male and bury his head in his neck. “I don’t need a knight in shining armor, I’ve gotten used to saving myself. I just want you, that’s all I’m asking for. I promise.” Breathing out a sigh, Lucas lifted his head and added, “When’s a good day for you? I don’t wanna conflict with your schedule. But I have school, so the best nights for me are Friday and weekend nights. But I could probably do whenever.” The excitement was evident, and Lucas didn’t mind that. 

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youngxgod:

Aiden couldn’t help but chuckle a little. This was by far the most convoluted way he was ever asked out on a date, and for whatever reason, he found it very endearing. He lifted his hand to cup Lucas’ chin, tilting it slightly and brushed his thumb over the boy’s bottom lip. “You’re adorable, little Lucas.” he whispered softly, leaning in closer to him. “But do you remember what I told you, babe? That I’m bad for you?” Aiden continued in a huskier tone, dipping the tip of his thumb into Lucas’ mouth. “Do you remember how badly that turned you on?” a suggestive smirk swept across his mouth. “Is that really the kind of guy you want to date? Or is that the kind of guy you want to be fucked so hard by that you can barely remember your name?”

For a moment, the grin that Lucas was wearing prior stayed prominent on his features, feeling almost good about this situation and the question he had asked. But as Aiden continued to talk, his smile slowly faded until it was just a neutral expression. “I don’t understand why we can’t just be both.” he replied softly before pushing Aiden’s hand from his face and looking down again; fingers starting to toy with Ozzy’s fur once more. It sounded almost like Aiden wasn’t interested in the idea of dating; like he rather just leave things how they were. And as much as Lucas really didn’t like that idea, he wasn’t going to argue it either. He wasn’t in the mood for an argument, nor could he blame Aiden really. “But that’s okay. I think I understand where this is going. I guess I get it. Sorry for asking again.” The disappointment was evident in his tone of voice, that he knew, but Lucas tried his hardest to mask it.

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youngxgod:

Aiden was caught off guard by Lucas’ words and surprised by his sudden spark of confidence. He wasn’t sure what to think of the direction this conversation was going. Clearly Lucas wanted more from him, possibly even date him, and oddly enough it didn’t make Aiden want to run for the hills just yet. Still it seemed ridiculous, since this boy was still in high school and Aiden.. well, he wasn’t the type to commit to anyone, as was apparent in his previous relationship with someone who actually was his age. After taking a brief moment before replying, he titled his head to one side and asked him curiously, “Alright, what do you want to give me then, that I can’t get from anyone else, princess?” 

A smile spread across Lucas’ features as he said, “I don’t have much to offer you other than me.” He realized afterwards that it probably sounded narcissistic and didn’t make any sense in the context of what they were talking about, so he explained further. “Myself, officially. It can start off with just a date, something cute. Like I had asked you about before but you never actually gave me an answer to.” Somewhere inside of him the usual shy Lucas was waking up, because he found himself starting to get more nervous in what he was asking for. “Something that’s more than just sleeping together. I feel like I deserve that much, no?” he added, giving a small shake of his head. However, he also didn’t want to make Aiden feel like it was something he had to do. So, he quickly averted his eyes again by looking down then spoke up with, “But, of course, that’s if you want to. If not then... I don’t know, I guess that would be that.” 

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youngxgod:

“Alright. Fair enough.” Aiden shrugged, seeing no point in asking more questions about the subject at this point in time. There were far more pressing matters on his mind right now. “Mhm, I thought I made it pretty obvious how badly I want you, beautiful. Are you saying I need to try harder? Such a needy little boy you are.” he breathed, before he ran his tongue slowly down the younger boy’s neck, nibbling gently at the skin, yet hard enough to leave a mark. “Does that make you feel better? Or do you need more?” he asked huskily, trailing kisses from Lucas’ neck up to his jaw, then to his mouth, and teasingly flicked his tongue against his lips. 

“Well, I mean, maybe making things between us a bit easier to understand wouldn’t be a bad thing.” Lucas managed, eyes slotting closed and hand falling from where it was on Ozzy’s back as Aiden’s kisses grew just the slightest bit more intense. “More.” Lucas nodded as Aiden trailed kisses across his skin. When Aiden kissed him, Lucas brought his hands up to rest on both sides of his face; turning his head to face Aiden better and make the kiss easier on the both of them. He didn’t part his lips though, not like Aiden was making it obvious he wanted. Instead, he actually used the hold he had on Aiden’s head to pull the older male back just a few centimeters. Opening his eyes again, he held Aiden in place and looked his features over for a moment before adding, “More than just this, I mean. Kissing, and sex, and whatever else you get from whoever else here.” Lucas wasn’t used to taking charge of anything, but he was feeling an odd sense of confidence in that moment so he decided to run with it.

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youngxgod:

“Some writing? What are you writing about?” Aiden inquired, arching an eyebrow, then vaguely remembered something about the notebook Lucas’ had lost in the coffeehouse. Though he hadn’t paid much attention to the franctic rambling, Aiden was almost certain that Lucas mentioned something about poetry. “Love poems?” he teased, letting out a soft chuckle. “I wasn’t angry. Just a little moody, maybe. Nothing serious. Nothing that your sweet lips can’t fix for me.” he lied through his teeth as he moved in closer and nuzzled Lucas neck, pressing soft kisses onto his skin. “Mhmm, I missed you, babe. Did you miss me too?” 

“Ahh, kinda? Not entirely. There’s maybe a few I wrote down, but it’s an array of genres.” Lucas shrugged. As much as he was confident in his writing abilities, it was the one thing he actually was confident about, he didn’t necessarily like talking about his work. “That would have been nice to know at the time. Because you seemed pretty mad to me.” Lucas mumbled, his fingers twirling some of the slightly longer furry that sat at the base of the dog’s head. When Aiden leaned over to nuzzle and kissed him, Lucas took in a sigh. “Of course I missed you. I considered calling you a few times... but then I realized you probably didn’t want to deal with me so I didn’t.” he responded, giving another shake of his head. 

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“Is that a sarcastic it gets better? Or do you actually mean it? Because that could mean there’s more violence, especially if there’s more emotions involved.” Lucas rambled, something he did often when he had too many thoughts running through his head that he wanted to get out. Lucas laughed a bit at Dustin’s comment, raising an eyebrow. “Is being a goof at something a good thing or a bad thing?”

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aidenxharper:

“Oz, quit screwing around. We’re going home.” Aiden spoke firmly to the dog, gesturing into the direction of their house. Of course the dog didn’t listen, and refused to move an inch from Lucas’ lap. Aiden was growing more and more agitated by the second. He walked up to the pair and crouched down. “Are you deaf, bud?” he inquired as he patted Ozzy, and Ozzy just replied by licking his hand. A groan escaped Aiden’s lips, but at the same time he couldn’t help but smile at the furry animal. “Ugh, what a pain you are.” he said, rolling his eyes, then glanced over at Lucas. The boy’s annoying behavior had almost made him forget about just how attractive he was, and Aiden decided that he might as well take this moment as an opportunity to distract himself from his problems. “So, what are you doing here, beautiful?” Aiden purred, leaning in closer to the younger boy. “I haven’t seen you around in ages. Still angry with me, huh?”

A smile tugged at the corners of Lucas’ mouth as hie listened to Aiden talk to Ozzy just the way he had moments before. He tried to refrain from finding the encounter adorable, and instead just went back to stroking the dog’s fur. When Aiden finally addressed him in such a way that didn’t come off too coldly, Lucas found himself feeling a little relieved. Like maybe things weren’t too bad after all. “Ah, uh, nothing really. I just came here to get some writing done. The salt water air and cool feeling of the sand always helps when I need to get ideas flowing.” Lucas explained, giving a shrug of his shoulders. “And I wasn’t angry at you. I actually thought you were angry with me. Or, rather, I could tell you were angry with me... you know, the other day and stuff.” Lucas said, eyes averting down to the dog that was still in his lap.

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"How sweet of you." Lucas said, face crinkling in a scrunched up smile as Dustin poked at his cheek. When Dustin settled back against him, Lucas' arm made its way back around the other. The rhythmic feeling of Dustin's thumb against his skin becoming something he quickly became aware of, but forgot soon after he started focusing on the movie again. He found himself rather engrossed in the story going on on the screen; just barely noticing Dustin's smile enough to return it before returning his attention to the movie to watch it progress. His eyes widened when he watched the poor tiny bunny basically get attacked by the slightly older fox. "What kind of kid's movie is this?"

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smilechelsea:

She slowly nodded along so he knew she was listening, though a bit of it went through one ear and out the other. “Mhmm, my viewers wanted me to start vlogging– but I’m not a daily vlogger. Just bits here and then.”

“Wait, so if you’re not a vlogger on a regular basis then what exactly do you film normally? I’m assuming this is for the YouTube?” he asks, leaning his head to the side and squinting a little; finding himself genuinely curious.

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“Here’s to hoping. Because, no offense, crying in front of you over a cartoon furry movie would probably be a little embarrassing.” he said through another laugh. Truth be told, Lucas was finding himself growing rather comfortable with the boy’s need for such a close proximity. So, when Dustin pulled him in for another hug, Lucas wasn’t surprised by it. He just wrapped his arms around the other boy in return again and nodded. “You don’t have to keep thanking me, Dustin. It’s no trouble at all.”

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aidenxharper:

Aiden was so focused on scrolling through apartments on his cellphone, that he kinda forgot his surroundings for a moment. Eventually he decided to just give up, breathing out a loud sigh as he slid his phone back into his pocket. “Let’s just go home, bud. I’m no fun today, but I’m sure Sasha wants to play with you.” he told his dog, without looking up. When he turned around and didn’t see Ozzy anywhere, he slightly began to panic. “Ozzy!” he shouted. “Where the hell are you? Now is not the time to play games!” Obviously he didn’t get a response, and Aiden decided to just run along the shore and call his name until he found him. Today was really not his day, and luck was simply not on his side. This was only confirmed when he spotted Ozzy with that annoying, frazzled kid that he had slept with two or three times. “Could I have my dog back?” he asked coldly, crossing his arms over his chest.

Lucas once again saw someone approaching out of the corner of his eye. Glancing up at Aiden, the smile quickly slipped from his face thanks to the cold greeting he received. “You’re free to take him.” Lucas said, dropping his hand from where it scratching Ozzy’s tummy. “That’s if you can get him to get off of me. I’ve tried a few time now. I’m kinda stuck here, he doesn’t wanna budge.” he explained, giving a shrug of his shoulder. In all honesty, as much as he adored the dog that was splayed across his lap, he wanted to get it off of him as soon as possible. Mainly because he didn’t want to have to be face to face with Aiden right now, let alone deal with him. “Sorry.”

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Lucas was sat on the sand of the shore, a bit further down than where Aiden had stopped to play fetch with his dog. He had his feet buried in the sand, a leather bound notebook resting against his knees as he scribbled words to a poem he was writing. He was just getting in the groove when out of the corner of his eye he saw something trotting in his direction. Or, well, a better way to describe it was running. Upon looking up at the thing, he realized it was Aiden’s dog; one he had met the few times he was invited to Aiden’s place. “Ozzy? What are you doing here?” he asked the dog as if it could answer. However, the only response from him Lucas got was him coming to a halt in front of him before settling himself down across his lap. “Oof, Oz, you’re not a lap dog. Come on buddy.” Lucas talked to the dog again, this time through a laugh; a hand making it’s way up to scratch along the dog’s back. “Come on, I gotta get up; we needa get you to whoever brought you round, no?” Ozzy didn’t budge though, in fact all he did was roll onto his back so Lucas could scratch his tummy. So Lucas breathed out a sigh in surrender, deciding he’ll just escort the dog home once the furry thing decided to get up. “Alright, I guess you win.”

After yet another argument with his ‘step family’, Aiden decided to cool off by going out for a walk along the shore with his dog Ozzy. He had plans to play fetch with him, but after throwing the stick three times he was already over it, and even Ozzy’s sad puppy eyes weren’t able to convince him to play another round. “Sorry, bud.” he sighed as he took his phone out of his pocket. Enough was enough, he needed to move out of that hellhouse and fast. However, the rent prices of the apartments on the website he was scrolling through weren’t exactly improving his mood. “Fuck, who knew that finding an apartment in Spring Lake would be this hard? Who even wants to live in this shithole of a town?” he grumbled to himself. 

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“People tend to be drawn to that stuff.” Lucas commented, giving a shrug of his shoulders. “They probably want to see what you’re filming, if it’s of any importance, if they should try to get filmed or if they are getting filmed. That sort of thing, understand?” he added, hoping he didn’t sound too confusing. “You vlog though?”

“the most awkward part of vlogging is the people who stare at you. what’s so peculiar about a girl talking to a camera, eh ? ”

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aidenxharper:

“That’s right, I don’t, and I already told you it’s fine. Some things you just need to figure out yourself.” he sighed, feeling a little annoyed about the fact that Lucas continued to bring it up. Aiden wasn’t exactly the patient type. “Yea, I guess you did misread it. But it’s good to know that that’s what you think of me.” Aiden folded his arms across his chest and rolled his eyes at the other boy. “Not mad. Not even surprised. Just annoyed, and I suddenly remembered again why I don’t do nice things for people.”

Lucas winced a little at Aiden’s words. In all honesty, he was hoping Aiden would ask him what he was talking about so he could talk about his issues without feeling like he was intruding. But when he was met with that kind of response he shook his head at himself, thinking himself silly to have thought he’d receive any other kind of response at all. “I don’t think of you like that...” He said softly, head still hung so he was looking down at the ground while his fingers played with the edges of his sleeves. “But... but yea, I probably deserve that. I’m sorry I upset you at all. I’ll just... get going. See you... probably never.” Then with that he turned quickly to the right and started walking away.

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“Fair enough.” Lucas laughed, shifting a bit on his bed in an attempt to find an comfortable position. “You cried a little? Why, is there sad parts? Because if there’s sad parts then I just might be a mess.” Lucas mumbled, thinking back to the time he watched inside out and bawled his eyes out in the movie theater for a good fifteen minutes. When the boy cuddled back into him, Lucas wrapped an arm back around Dustin, smiling down at Dustin for a moment before looking back up at the screen in front of them. 

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kylelewis:

“Possibly what? Do you think they’ll leave? Or like not want to be your dad’s anymore? I doubt they would actually do that. They love us and they definitely would do anything for you. I’m sure of it.” Kyle tried to explain. He still glanced up at his brother with sad eyes. “I just don’t want you to go anywhere and leave us. I want you to stay at the house.” Kyle explained as he wrapped his arms around his brother. “I need you there. What if there’s a bad storm? I need you sometimes for those. I wouldn’t know if you were okay.” 

“It’s nice that you’re sure about that thing, Kyle. But I’m not. What I’m sure of is people change their minds. I want to try and get gone before our dads have the chance to change their minds about me.” Lucas knew that what he was saying probably didn’t make any sense to Kyle, or if it did it just wasn’t having the effect he meant for it too. But Lucas didn’t know how else to put how he was feeling. All he knew was he felt like he needed to get out before they realized what a burden he was. When Kyle hugged him Lucas wrapped his arms back around him in return. “I can’t do that forever, Ky. Even if I don’t get emancipation. I’ll have to move out eventually.” Lucas said with a short laugh. “And I’m only a phone call away if you ever need to contact me. Especially if there’s a storm. All you’d have to do is call me or facetime me and I can show you I’m just fine, and help to calm you down if you need.” he suggested, craning his head to look at his brother. “It’ll all work out, no matter what.”