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weekly (kinda) update

okay so i have a midterm soon (next week) so any writing will be delayed until afterwards

i did write a good amount of the next chapter however and will continue onto it after my midterm (wish me luck lolol)

anyways, i want to thank y'all for all the kind comments and messages from the latest chapter of WotN!! i really do appreciate them sm and would gladly answer some more :))

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Hi! I accidentally found your tumblr account hahaha I'm Jaymrie from ao3 by the way (if you can remember me, i'm usually commenting on a chapter hahaha). I'm so glad you're updating again but please don't be burdened. We'll wait for you. I just read the tags again and saw it was a dead dove, oh boy we're in for one hell of a ride (or fall). anyways, thank you for sharing your talent with us and take care!

lololol hello! usually i try linking my tumblr to my ao3 in the notes but i think recently i forgot lmao

thank you for saying that! ik i’m not the most consistent poster but i’m glad there’s still readers that’ll still wait for a chapter post. and yes, the tags are very important to read and the story will later on prove more why it’s a dead dove don’t eat haha

thank you again and you take care of yourself as well 💜💜

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Oh my days they really DO love her a shit ton then!!

Could you just imagine:

Jungkook: y/n, can I make you pancakes for breakfast?

old y/n: what I can't hear you!

Jimin: you're still pretty!

old y/n: huh?!! what ya say??

Namjoon: take your medicine

old y/n: (puts on glasses) what is this? oh.

Hobi: c'mon, get in the bath it's nice and warm

old y/n: HOLD ON my back is hurting...this is difficult

Tae: why do mortals become so unsightly when they age, (scoff)

old y/n: I heard that.

HAHA OMG of course elderly reader would only hear the insults! they do have a ton of patience and care for her when it comes down to hearing loss and all the aging things that older people go through.

part of them joking around about her aging (like what you wrote about tae and assuming that he’s just kidding) is hiding the fact that they’re scared of eventually losing her. take that as you will :)

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damn i just spedrun with posting those asks (i have one more but i'll answer it later lol)

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I hear ur making this an ask blog so I wanna know, simple scenario:

Y/N asks, "May I have this dance" to each of the angels individually. What do they each say?

ooo this is interesting, imma imagine that a slow romantic song is playing in this scenario and that the reader developed slight stockholm syndrome after getting kidnapped. might as well have some kind of other fun in the hellhole the reader is trapped in.

namjoon would gladly take your hand to dance, he’s not very good at human movement so expect being constantly stepped-on and stumbling around. but once he gets into the swing and rhythm of the song, it’s pretty sweet scene to experience. imagine the peggy and steve scene in endgame (don't come for me about this spoiler, the movie has been out for a while now >:C ). he apologizes quite a bit for being a slight klutz after and offers to wrap up your feet if they still hurt.

jin would be hesitant since he is not at all good at dancing, he never participated in such things like that so it’s basically a wild mess. his pride would get the better of him and he’d blame you for messing up and would be constantly telling you off to stop laughing at him or else he’d have your head (which of course is an empty threat). it’s cut short anyways but the next day, he’d be telling you to get up and dance again so he can show you that he's actually really good at dancing (he's not but he can't take the L).

yoongi refuses your offer but if you pull him away anyways to dance, he would at first scold you for making him do this and then dance. he’s pretty decent at it and doesn’t say much, only quietly asking you if he’s doing it correctly and carefully avoiding stepping on you. it’s moments like these that make you see him a different light and it's a pretty tender moment between the two of you. he's the one that asks about doing it again one day when he gets better and he's all shy about it too.

hoseok immediately takes your hand and the two of you dance the night away. he jokingly scolds you if you make one wrong move but he's taking this shit seriously like you two entered a dance competition. he’s good at it, pulling you around the room and exaggerating every move with precision, the two of you ending up laughing and collapsing on the floor afterwards completely out of breath. it’s a fun experience and he’d ask you to do this again another day.

jimin takes any chance for your bodies to touch one another so of course he’s taking your hand. like hoseok, he’s good at dancing but it’s more sensual and graceful kind of dance than the others. but he's actually having fun and not really insinuating anything, twirling you around and doing dramatic dips here and there. it's electrifying really with how smooth he moves the two of you around, he puts you to shame with any dancing skill you have. the thing is he dances until the both of you drop and we all know that fallen has a lot of stamina.

taehyung needs some guidance with dancing, but he's good at it as well. it's a slower dance though as he doesn't want to step on you like namjoon but he also surprises you by picking up the pace once he starts getting the hang of it. it's almost like he was pretending to be a stranger to it but you didn't mind teaching him the styles of today's world. the way he makes eye contact with you every time the song reaches its peak makes your heart swoon and he ends the dance with a small kiss is pretty charming right?

jungkook is no stranger to dancing and he gladly takes your hand to dance. he watched hoseok and jimin dance in private (in both the heaven realm and down in the earth realm) and practiced by himself. the two of you laugh it off when each of you make a mistake and he utters little compliments occasionally. if you didn't know it, you would've thought that he was an expert at this. he's very handsy though and you have to constantly drag his hands down to your hips but dancing with him is pretty comforting in all.

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Hi! Hope you're doing well and you're healthy! I have a few questions about your fic if u don't mind 🦚

1. What limit would y/n have to break in order for the angels mental state to switch from being infatuated with her to "she said/did this? she must die" like is there ANYTHING she could say or do that goes so FAR as to make them WILLINGLY kill her?

2. what if y/n found out about their identity earlier? Like she has this ability that just...heightens her perception and would let her know that the guys she hangs out with has an otherworldly presence?

3. I had saw ur drawing of jin and I was wondering instead of y/n being silent, what if she said "no I don't like those animals they disturb me for such and such reasons" would he still have transformed?

4. Let's say y/n was rich, how would the boys react if she told them "it was nice hanging out with y'all but I'm moving countries I'll miss you <3" and this is ofc before anything drastic happens. Would they give up their home to follow her in secrecy or perhaps...kidnap her?-

5. And this is a rather silly question but I can't stop picturing y/n asking jungkook or hobi if she can climb them. She's like "sometimes I can't tell if I'm standing near a person or near a giraffe but anyway, can you pick me up?"

hello dear anon! i will try to answer your questions to the best of my ability w/o spoiling WotN

it really does depend on which fallen you are referring to. some of them are nonchalant and do not care about the crude things the reader has to say about their personal lives, but there are others where they'll literally unalive reader w/o caring about what namjoon thinks. like, they love her so much but they're unstable beings with certain complexes. idk what she could possibly say to irk them to that point where they finally snap but anything is eventually possible.

if the reader found about them earlier, OH BOY WOULD SHE TRY TO AVOID THEM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. i had the reader's goals in mind to have a decent and some-what mundane life to comfortable live in so to have 7 random ass fallen angels try to keep her as a "pet", this fic would turn into something like a hunt, predator(s) vs prey yk. reader would try to find ways to eliminate the fallens in desperation to go back to normalcy and the fallens are finding ways to find their precious little mortal. this does sound like another good fic idea so like maybe i'd eventually make some kind of spinoff to WotN with this kind of route in mind.

yeah jin would've done it regardless, he's a show-off in WotN + he does not really care for her opinion. (if anyone is asking, this drawing doesn't exist anymore, i've deleted it awhile back while cleaning my account and won't be taking asks about it)

no amount of wealth or distance will prevent the fallens from having the reader. their home serves more of as a flight base (lol), if and when they're able to retrieve the reader once more, they'll take her back to her 'rightful' home. so yes, they would kidnap her but not leave their newly found home.

they would both gladly let her climb on top of them! they both have extremely big interests in reader (in two different ways) and are ecstatic to make her happy (depending on if this is kidnapped reader or reader with freedom still). even though they aren't the "tallest" out of all of the fallens, they'll still give her the height that she wants lol

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It's smart y/n time:

Reader: *sits down, boss CEO style*

Jungkook: hello beloved, wut did you want to speak to me about?

Reader: I have an essay in my head filled with analyses, and observations with a very interesting conclusion. We're about to do this L Lawliet style.

Jungkook: wait who-

Reader: Let me start by saying, no, I am not a heavenly being, nor am I a witch of some sort. But I think it's quite obvious that you are a demon. I'm a good ass observer. The signs are obvious too. You and your family members are demons. Everyone interesting I've met is a guy, that's #1

Jungkook: o_o

Reader: Number #2, you are all abnormally tall. Number #3, it is only when you and the others are around that I feel sick to my stomach. Number #4, Specifically after I met YOU, my clothes went missing and you act love sick around me. We call that yandere. Number #5, Yoongi refers to me as "mortal/human" suggesting that he isn't one himself. Number #6, I have dreams and the last dream I had, I recall 7 hands feeling up my body. I have met 6 of you, meaning I have one more to meet unfortunately. Number #7, before I met you, there was a stormy day where I heard 7 loud lightning strikes out of the blue. Highly abnormal; and again, the number 7 comes into play. Number #8, Jin, the one I most recently met, doesn't know the simplicities of cooking and when I say that, I mean he doesn't know much about HUMAN food. Number #9, Tae says he's from heaven, and he's right apparently. Number #10, Hobi just so happens to know who Jimin and Yoongi are. Number #11, I asked you where you have been for a year and you "didn't want to talk about it". Number #12, the first time I met you, you looked abnormally beautiful yet had on stray clothing.

Now if we just add everything up, that leads me to suspect you, Jungkook Jeon, are a fallen angel and have been deceiving me this entire time. Your family members included. It's over; you lost the game. I win.

Jungkook: I-how do I respond to this?

Yeah l u c i d a p r i c i t y, how exactly DOES he respond to this? 🤔

ok so first things first, they’re not demons, they’re fallen angels. though it seems like they are the hellish creatures, they aren’t due to various differences in the WotN universe that i implemented in. for the third observation, reader doesn’t really get nauseous around them bc of who they are (at least in their “mortal��� forms), it’s mostly her having uneasy feelings and her nerves being all over the place.

if jungkook had to face this kind of energy from the reader, he’d have to create the most abstract lie/excuse ever. or he has to quickly enact the kidnapping at this point since she’s already figured what the whole deal is. that would definitely frustrate the fuck out of namjoon because at that point, he was not ready for her to know everything.

however since the reader isn’t that observant, some of their “quirks” fly over her head: she assumes that jin is just a terrible cook and has never cooked for himself, she’s partially convinced that yoongi remembers the past life he was in, she thinks that tae’s heaven line is just a stupid joke, etc. i think that’s just natural human behavior, reasoning out things that don’t make any kind of sense and process it in a way that helps us understand it so we can feel secure about it.

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been wondering 4 a long time, since heaven exists in your story, surely there's a hell that exists as well right? because the way I'm picturing it, whichever ending you have planned, even if there's like two endings, won't the fallen ones end up receiving an eternal punishment? I'm not a Christian by any means but if we're taking the Bible and putting it in your story, then their demise will still take place whether they have reader for a temporary time or not, right?

this is probably the longest answer i've ever written haha but below the cut will be a "short" explanation of what the WotN Hell and Heaven realms are like. i'm also not a very religious person in general, so of course it's not going to be completely accurate.

yes, there is a Hell realm that exists just as much as the Heaven realm. however, there are a couple of rules that can land a fallen angel into the other realm and become a demon. fallens are considered to be morally gray beings, so all of the group members are technically morally gray and their intents in the eyes of God are still in a neutral stance. they still have a chance to repent their given sins: for example tae falling in love with one of his assigned mortals and jin following namjoon’s teachings, even namjoon himself has the chance to repent despite holding up ideals that are against His. hobi shows his neutrality the most out of all of them, protecting the reader and one of the owners of the grocery store from an armed mortal despite being a fallen and one of namjoon's followers. of course i'm not completely going off the Bible and basically cherry-picking certain elements that i want to implement into the fic.

as long as they leave the mortals alone in the Earth realm and don't start a catastrophic apocalypse, they'll be left as a fallen angel. what are the boundaries however when being told to leave mortals alone? they can't take or feast on their souls for themselves as demons need mortal souls to retain their being and to remain "healthy" (basically their nutrients for living). once a fallen has become a demon, they slowly deteriorate and die as they lose their immortal status that has been given by God (this does not apply to naturally-born demons). so in this fic, lucifer, one of the oldest and first fallen angels, has been dying ever since and has been continuously taking souls for years. the past rules were much much harsher than current ones, perhaps He had grown more merciful ever since losing his most precious angel.

but meli, why aren't the boys turning into demons if they're killing off mortals? the answer is that they're not actually consuming the soul. even though they have their blood on their hands, they are not using mortals to sustain their beings and are using mortal food to help them suppress the urge to do so. they also don't really kill mortals unless it's absolutely necessary and if they absolutely need something from them. it's fucked up isn't it? losing a few mortals in God's eyes means nothing compared to losing seven angels to Hell's clutches.

WotN Hell is also somewhat different from biblical Hell. satan and lucifer are completely different beings, lucifer is basically satan's second-in-command, making him one of the strongest and most powerful demons. naturally-born demons are different from fallen-turned demons and mortal-turned demons, almost similar to naturally-born angels and mortal-turned angels.

naturally-born demons are harder to create as God has the ability of creation and lucifer has basically half of that power (again bc he was one of God's favorite children). naturally, lucifer is the one creating the demons (they have no retention of any celestial being from the Heavens, they're completely malicious and horrid). since he only has half of the power, it's a 50/50 chance whether the demon would actually be born and it is considered a significant honor to be naturally-born.

i've already basically explained the gist of fallen-turned demons so i'll talk about mortal-turned. God creates all mortal souls so how do they end up in Hell instead of Heaven? on most occasions, lucifer is able to sneak in some malice into the soul before it can go into a mortal body as it is easier to plant evil in than create it. it's basically a seed. the more hate and suffering the mortal causes to others without any remorse or guilt, all of the narcissism and unforgiving ignorance, all the pain and anguish that mortal causes, the more that devious seed grows and completely corrupts that pure mortal soul. so when that mortal dies, they are immediately sent to the Hell realm, no questions asked.

both WotN Heaven and Hell are also basically neutral to each other currently, though there has been skirmishes in the past before due to demons in the Hell realm being greedy and bloodthirsty (naturally). it's a huge risk for Hell to attack the Heavens (since they have a lesser number than them) so it's better to leave each other alone and instead continue to harvest more mortals to join their realm. for the Heavens, they see the demons as pests and have been taught that all the creatures in the Hell realm are below them, even the lowest ranks are better than the demons.

now to finally answer the question (lol), one ending could have them possibly face eternal and divine punishment in the Hell realm but at the same time, there is a chance another ending could have them repent for their actions and go back to the Heaven realm. and of course, i won't actually reveal what endings i have in mind bc are they really going to end up as demons? or will they stay as fallens? i hope that i can make the story as vague as possible so yall wont be able to figure it out as fast haha

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I wanna know to what extent are they turning evil. As in, eventually, when they become more crazy would they be willing to, and trigger warning: unalive a child? Like will they ever reach to such extents especially on behalf of mc? Because I remember in one chapter where she was having a vision they were saying they would burn the whole world to find her and I assume that means they have no problem murdering people destroying places as long as they find and keep mc (technically they're already doing that for their survival though) but yeah. what estimate is it only if you're comfortable answering ofc!

tw: death

depending on the lengths that the reader will go through to avoid the boys if she does manage to escape, technically yes, children would die. they're not gonna like grab a random kid by the neck and kill them right in front of her to prove some sick and twisted point, everyone is a target, no discrimination. of course, some of them would be hesitant to literally destroy humanity and others have no qualms with it, but their overall goal is to get the reader back. the town could get decimated "mysteriously" and that could be just enough for the reader to get out of hiding so they wouldn't kill the whole world just to find her.

there was an ask awhile back that i still need to answer that would explain the relationship between the Heaven realm and the mortal realm, and i will post it soon lolol but yea, i hope this answers your question ^^

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so OMG you're telling me that if y/n doesn't die before she's old they would still be willing to stay with her and be intimate even as she's old? Helppp 🌚🌚

yes! they love her eternally, no matter how old she becomes and how much her body starts to sag and wrinkle. as long as she gives them the same love in return (cause at that point, trying to be mad at them and resisting their lovebombing can only go on for so long), everything will run like normal. she'd technically still be younger than them in age so it doesn't really matter to them. if she doesn't want to reciprocate their intimacy surrounding sex, then they'll comply with her requests (they know how fragile older mortals become and since they're still eternally youthful, the poor reader won't be able to keep up with that kind of demand). they basically become very respectful and loving fallen angels until she ultimately dies (if she does reach that age and if i do write it up like that lol), and then all hell breaks loose once more.

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Ahh I love wings of the night!! I can’t even remember how many times I’ve re-read it while waiting for updates, it’s honestly one of my fave ff! Thank u sm for updating 🥰 I hope you’re happy and your studies are going well ily 💕

AAAA tysm!! im surprised that many of yall waited for so long and i thank you for that unwavering patience <3

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Wow, I just started reading this story and...

I considered being a silent reader but I just have to tell you what I think of it! First off, it's kind of hard acknowledging the boys are actually divine creatures. You're so used to hearing about them IRL as the humans they are that you can't process in this fictional story, they're immortals instead. So when I really think about it, these are angels who have lived hundreds, thousands, millions (in Namjoon and Jin's case) of years. What have they NOT seen? They're big and powerful! It's hard grasping this because they're always in their mortal form so when I think about them I keep forgetting they're probably capable of pulling a Killua (from HxH) and just easily snatching the heart out of a human with no difficulty.

The fact that these creatures have their eye set on...a human is what's above all else terrifying. How can a human grasp something like this. Especially Namjoon and Jin. Could you imagine meeting someone from ancient days? That would give me psychological issues just as much as them if they were to see everything we have today. If you're going to be as biblically accurate as possible, then that means we are interacting with people who physically existed in every story of the Bible. That...again, that just shows how inferior we are.

See, this is what I like about this story. It's incredibly unique and creative! And I'm unable to process certain things about it! That's how you know you're a good author. I can't wait to see where this story goes. There's obviously something special about Y/N she might have descended from a bloodline of people with spiritual abilities maybe? Perhaps that's how she could see the light emitting from the sword and Namjoon's eye color! Or maybe her fate was sealed the minute she touched the feather. Maybe people with spiritual gifts have a balance of receiving blessings and curses. And if Y/N is one of them- her curse is becoming one with the fallens. Orrrr maybe someone in her family was associated with heavenly beings, did something wrong, and their consequence travels through the family and Y/N was just the unlucky one to have gotten it?

I don't know but I will gladly anticipate! This story has me sitting on the edge of my seat.

I do have a fun little question though: How did Namjoon and Jin adapt to the technology? They are both as old as the sun and they aren't guardians or powers so it's not like they've been to earth. So the first time they held a phone, were they like "I have to find out what this rectangular black box is and how humans are able to communicate with it...I heard it can also produce entertainment" Like I'm just wondering about the little things.

And I don't know if there's one set ending for this or two alternate ones but if you're planning on making one with Y/N finally submitting to them, does she still happen to have the feather she found that day? I was thinking about, if she submits to them, then the black feather she has, she can make it into an earring and wear it on her person always, as a sign that they belong to her and vice versa.

Cheers with college! -🧡 anon

hello orange anon!

first of all, thank you for telling me your thoughts about this fic of mine! i really appreciate getting questions and messages about WotN as the feedback helps me out immensely! it also makes me hyped up to write future chapters ^o^

i can get that it's difficult to perceive that the tannies in WotN are immensely powerful and undying celestial beings, but i believe that's okay! the point of fic writing, especially in yandere or dark rom, is to simply enjoy fiction and not take it seriously; if someone does take it seriously and start mixing up from what's fact and what's fake, then that is when problems will begin to arise. going back to what you said about forgetting that they are these inhumane beings in this story, there will be more chances in future chapters to show off the power they continue to hide from the realm. at the same time, since you are in the reader's pov, it makes sense to forget that they aren't the average human.

yes, it's really crazy to have such a being have such interest in a human! i like stories like that because it challenges the creative mind plus i enjoy monsters messing around with humans bc of that specific power dynamic lolol irl, yea it would be mindblowing to meet something with the knowledge of time itself and really, really terrifying 💀 the story is not going to be completely biblically accurate but it is going to take bits and pieces of it as i am not that religious myself (ironic right lmao) i did have another anon ask something similar about whether or not this fic would be biblically accurate and i still need to finish answering it lol

i'm really glad that you enjoy the story bc of the mysteries behind everything in it, this is genuinely the first chapter fic that i've done haha your ideas/questions about what could be the reason why the reader is seeing things a normal mortal wouldn't be seeing or feeling are really intriguing. all i can say is that any of those could be true but at the same time, none of them could be true ;)

namjoon and jin had the toughest time figuring out modern technologies, many phones and other devices were broken. think of trying to teach an elderly person how to use a touchscreen but times it by 10, frustrating right? all of them had a struggle with the new world but some of them (the guardian angels) adapted faster than the others because they had the consistent exposure to humans throughout the times.

unfortunately, the reader did not keep the feather that she found, she dropped it the minute she started feeling sick and paranoid in the first chapter. but don't worry, they have other ways to show that she belongs to them :)

again, thank you so much for this long ask orange anon!! (●'◡'●)

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nah fr tho that other comment was true lol, yn just be lettin random strangers into her house to stay the night like bestie hold on

kidnapping speedrun lmaoo

it’s definitely on me bc i write so much in one chapter that i forget that they don’t know each other that well in the first place 😅 plus i’m trying to establish what kind of relationship they would be forming with the reader in those singular “solo” chapters

i’ll be fixing it in the next chapters so the reader will be more hesitant in letting them in her home and directly touching her, like something might happen to make her more apprehensive and such

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Y/N: (notices namjoon has red eyes just for a split second, gets reminded of an unfortunate event)

Also Y/N: Welcome to my humble abode! <333 I just keep letting random ass men I've known for a few minutes in here yk??

Namjoon: Very much aware.

Y/N: Wait what-

yea that’s pretty much the summary of that chapter and the reader herself lmao

you’re probably wondering why did she switch up like that so fast? it could be explained in the next chapter ;)

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Just read the new chapter, it was great!

Question. Why does Jin have an eye on his shoulder...😳 Like he just so happens to have an eye....on his SHOULDER. You're doing a great job making this creepy!

thank you sm for your support! i love having readers saying that what i’m writing is actually creepy or scary, it lets me know i’m going in the right path.

jin has eyes everywhere! it’s just when he’s in mortal form, he’s not really allowed to use them of course. but when he’s out of it and in his true form (bc he either can just use his wings or go into his fallen cherub form, which is his true form), he has multiple eyes, big and small ^U^

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It has just come to my attention that the fallen angels would be, if they capture y/n, spending their life with her as she ages eventually into an old woman and dies (assuming she won't die from the constant fear before she gets old) so it's like...what then? did they even take that into consideration that she's still a mortal and will die? Unless she's cursed I mean blessed with reincarnation, they have nothing to look forward to after her first (🤔...if this even IS her first life here) cycle of life is completed.

to make this answer as vague and short as possible, they're very aware that the reader's morality is just like the other mortals. it's pretty much a nuisance to them of how little time they have with her. they aren't going to beg to God for her back (they would rather die then get on their knees to Him again) but they'll miss her sooooooo much. would they simply move on to the next poor unsuspecting victim that resembles the reader in small quantities? or, as you said, do they wait for her next reincarnation? who knows, except me of course 😈

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maybe I just have issues, but the part where we take a step back and then namjoon takes a step forward made me feel a certain way. We know MC isn't going to admit it so I will.

I really enjoy the chase 😭 her getting aroused in her dreams whenever they chased her or feeling paranoid because they're otherworldly but not being in denial about her feelings? We're opposites. I love this 💀 and I'd admit it to them because clearly they enjoy it too.

I'm...not sorry.

whenever someone tells me that they think that the chasing and paranoia is hot, its kinda funny to me. like don't get me wrong, that's the whole point of them being consistently intimidating but i just find it entertaining. don't apologize haha i'm glad that there's readers who enjoy it ^^