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|31-10-2022 // 1:50 p.m|

3 weeks ago i submitted my thesis through the incredibly underwhelming click of a button. last week i picked up my bound copy and now it finally feels like i have completed my masters ⌛️

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09.17.22

friday nights w friends at the jazz bar, saturday mornings organizing my life sitting in bed.. sunday brunch and museum trip?

🎧 : early summer - ryu fukui

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Finals season

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15/100 days of productivity • 170922

hopefully cleaning my desk isn't the only productive thing i'm gonna be doing today :) i really really really dislike mathematics... really truly!!! i can't wait to just pass this subject and get over it.

to-do list:

cover this entire unit of maths

hopefully tuft one (1) rug

watch lesserafim's documentary

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september 15th 2022, 21:07

there was a distinct chill in the air today and i must say i’m thrilled about it, as i got to cozy up for tonight’s study session ☕️ midterms are coming up in a few weeks, so i’m trying my best to get on top of all the material while i still have room to breathe haha

listening to: rattlesnake - jack van cleaf

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Currently on a break from studying pediatric neurology. I didn’t have the time to enjoy and rest last weekend as I was doing school work so I could do circumcision on Sunday free of worry. The exhaustion is catching up to me. Thank heavens my classes and report today were pretty chill. Feeling aloof but I know all I need is a good 8-hours of sleep.

Also, I received a bad news and was feeling sad about it, but today I found out I got the highest exam grade in my class in a subject (yey). I’m happy, but also worried about pediatrics (as we all are). I choose to be happy so I walked my dog, lifted home weights, showered, and had dinner.

Now, to take a nap before I continue studying.

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throughout my two-week quarantine, i had a lovely routine of late afternoon naps followed by reading sessions in bed. really missing those hotel duvets now...

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notes don’t have to be pretty, but coffee and matcha do 🍵

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The Secret History by Donna Tartt

Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it.

That night I wrote in my journal: “Trees are schizophrenic now and beginning to lose control, enraged with the shock of their fiery new colors. Someone — was it Van Gogh? — said that orange is the color of sanity. Beauty is terror. We want to be devoured by it, to hide ourselves in that fire which refines us.”

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Pretty bookshops in France, vol. 3

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Garrison Keillor, Supper

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The idea of english as a mother tongue is so strange to me, in my head english is how ppl communicate when there’s no way in common to communicate, so english as a mother tongue sounds a bit like idk email as a mother tongue ykwim? Like english to me feels like the stuff that’s used to fill the empty spaces between languages

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17.09.22

My weekend started when I had to get up at 7:00 AM to start studying for my exam on Monday. 📖

I hope I'm not completely dead after the exam. Otherwise, I hope you have a nice fall weekend.✨🍂

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(09.16.2022) || stressed about life, the universe, everything...