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Shame

“ How can you look yourself in mirror, human? How can you look your wife in eyes? How can you wish your children a good night? ”

I keep asking myself…

I know that I’ve done things. I haven’t done anything wrong. I was just a kid.

That tiny bird I killed with rock. For me it was joy My sling was a toy Father bought it… It’s his fault.

I will continue with my life. As it was before.

Lucius D. Luuk

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My death

On the table In the corner of the room There was candle burnin’

As it was melting slowly It reminded me of death surely And the things I’ve done, unholy

Through my window moonlight gleam In front of my eyes stood a specter supreme Told me for my sins to reedem

Absolution, a beautiful lie.. I’m guilty for my vicious crime My soul will be floating in Styx for the end of time

I heard the scream of souls That are eternaly living still I can be back from the world of shadows If someone for me blood spill

I saw there the One Unseen The ruler of the all you see Brother of the God of Sea

(I wished my body was burnt down My cry will be the only sound That wind will bring near The every child that’s in fear)

Flame of candle lights a room Flame of candle chase the doom Flame of candle my body exhume

Wax of candle only left Sun was risen, already was dawned The real light was comin’ from beyond

Punishment my destiny will be As it was appeared in dream “ My sins I will redeem ”

“ Oh, forgive, the One Almighty The one that above us dwell After all my nightmares I met my fate From their eyes I saw the hate Oh, forgive, humbly I kneel If I say just blank words, mouth my  seal Lead me to heaven, show me the path Now it’s gone, impalable wrath ”

Lucius D. Luuk

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Andromeda by French painter Gustave Doré (1869).

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Wonderland

“ Walking the road I lost in woods Feet became light, eyes had a glow, MOON was bright. Cool wind touched my hair I saw Alice, she said : ‘BEWARE!’

When I have woken, after dawn has broken I took the pill for my MAGIC thrill… I sat on window for the cigarette blow I was in place where I don’t wanna go. ”

Lucius D. Luuk

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stranger

“Stranger to ourselves, We’ll always that be Always we’ll ask What are we doing here.

Sky upon us is just the map, This shape and life we’re given, Our origin is forgiven We’re here in eternal trap.

Sky brought us here Light made us, and always will make It’s our beggining and the guide where we’re brought Dark, at our end always will take us away Somewhere else, moving in circle, in vain our souls in space

Dont keep the anger Dont hold pathetic Try to be human As it’s ment to be”

Lucius.D.Luuk

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About God & the Sun

“What your light does under my sky? You overdo it, from time to time I see you, Sun, hiding somewhere Well done, but your ray gives you away.

Maybe you’re hiding, or it’s just mistake, That you’re sitting by yourself deep there, In that obscurity.. God’s fault, we can see

He just put you there easily, Yeah, he’s God, he can do anything he want That’s part of his job, I know

You’re someone’s fault, But, my old friend, you still glow Maybe he goofed or made a bad turn, I want to see smile on your face, ‘cause you still burn.”

Lucius D. Luuk

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Freely

“Could you try to be alone? Reject them all, the thoughts Make them to, abrade them. Escape them, be on your own.

Try to breathe, freely Follow down your track. Run, it’s all in your head. Your addle mind just left you to drown.

Keep up, you’re not all way down All the ugly things just crawl on your back. I know you can try to face that weight Don’t look back, keep on straight.

Find the sparks, and bring them forever For this people, find some  mark They don’t deserve to live in dark Gather them, and keep all together.”

Lucius D. Luuk