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June 13 25
Im thinking about getting a cover-up over our tattoo. Even if the impossible happens and we meet again later in life, it just represents my pain at this point. Like... I dont hate it bc I know yours looks different, but it still represents you.
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Jun 12th 25
Fox and the hound will never not remind me of you.
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June 4th 25
I went on fb to check something and a memory of you popped up from when we were in my old basement and blowing hubba Bubba bubbles in our pj's. I checked the settings on me.ories to see if I could cut off reminders with you in them. I was happy to find out I could.
I looked up your name just to see your profile picture had changed. Its you, baby daddy, and your new baby! Honestly you look so happy in the picture... you felt a little more distant today.... and I was happy to see you happy. Like genuinely happy and not that fake happy you used to be. Sadly your little girl looks like her dad though 馃ゴ
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4 - 28 - 25
I went to dad's to help him clean his house and on one long break we took you were brought up.
He said, you know it was her birthd--
And I cut him off with a nod.
Even he remembered. Even he misses you.
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I would kill to be in a tent in my backyard with blankets covering our thighs and pillows for our heads when we've laughed too hard and an electrical cord running from the basement window to our cords for our phones and ipods to listen to music and our homemade sandwiches and favorite kind of chips...
...all over again.
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April 14 25
Remember when we used to play Halo on your dad's computer when it was in the living room?
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Yesterday was a bad day and I missed you.
Today was a really good day and I missed you.
Not sure what tomorrow will bring but...
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You know i never even liked SpongeBob that much. It felt more like a pass time to watch it. I played the game with you so much because I know ew you lived it. I made you SpongeBob and me Patrick, because I knew you liked it so much.
Not i can't stand the colors yellow and pink together.
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Sam mentioned a tea that he tried today that was in a bottle.
Reminded me of your favorite Lipton tea.
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March 31st 25
I keep dreaming of you.
Last night i know I dreamt of you just from the feeling I had when waking up, but I don't remember the dream.
Two or three nights ago I dreamt you were taken hostage. I had to fight off this guy to try to get to you and I cut his hand open and felt terrible even though he was attacking me. I put him in the car to take him to the hospital, and went inside to find you just standing around like nothing was wrong. I was mad with you for disappearing and for having me think something was wrong when it was your choice to be in the situation you were in.
Makes me wonder if you're alright...
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Feb 12
I am actually traumatized deep to my core because of you. And I don't mean in the way everyone so loosely uses that word nowadays.
I can't get you out of my fucking head and it's been over two years and I dream about you still being my friend and I dream about screaming at you and every time I try to think about making a new friend it hurts even more and the ones that leave me now just remind me of you. I am still sobbing crying over you. I mean i can't breathe type of crying. There's a fucking hole in my chest and it hurts so badly.
I am so desperate for the close connection that we had that i look for you in everyone i meet and I cant find it jess, I can't find you. And I never will. And I want to reach out so fucking bad so I can feel okay again but I know it's different. I know you've changed. But apart of me tells myself that I'll be okay now if you mistreat me the same way you were before we broke up. It tells me that I'll put up with anything but the pain that I'm feeling now. Because it won't hurt as bad, it couldn't hurt as bad.
..... it wouldn't...... it couldn't.....
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