lucy-ram

[lucy-ram]

I'm so sorry I didn't post yesterday:(

I didn't post because I was hanging out with my friends, which went later than expected. It was really fun. My parents don't know that I like wearing women's clothing, and even if I told them they would not let me. I know this because I used to wear make up and then they gave me a harsh talking to and banned me :(. Anyway, I got to wear a dress there, at my friend's house, it was so much fun.

[lucy-ram]

Done school

I’ve finally finished all my exams. I fucking bombed my English exam.

[lucy-ram]

Ugh summer break is coming

it's not that I don't enjoy the freedom from school during the break, it's that I don't enjoy the isolation from others that occurs during it. I am dreading the start of the break, when all of my friends will leave on vacation, while I remain in the city. The worst part is as soon they comeback, I am being forced to fly to chile by the other people in my family.

[lucy-ram]

Today was interesting. First I had a math exam nailed it, in-fact I'm sad it wasn't harder because that would have actually been fun. Then I called a friend I haven't talked to in ages. Finally I am so excited to play deltarune chapter 3 and 4 after this slog the exams is complete. While I wait to play them, I have decided to learn how to play the song raise up your bat on guitar.

[lucy-ram]

oh fuck I forgot to post yesterday

sorry about that I meant to post yesterday, but forgot :((. Anyway I am extremely fucked on an English exam on Wednesday. Also nokings was such a success. I hope the democrats can rally around these protests.

[lucy-ram]

I’m gonna try to post every day now

I really don’t understand how people get so addicted to this website, but I am doing this in hopes of joining those ranks. I think it is because I am using the web browser tumblr. Anyway it’s 12:30 in the morning and my body thinks it is 7 and is making me hungry. Also on YouTube I’ve gotten back into watching star wars content :(. The star wars community sucks so much they are all loser nerds or worse rightwing loser nerds.

[lucy-ram]

Whenever I talk to people I am surprised by how quickly I run out of things to say so quickly, and resort to just saying: "oh I saw this online the other day." It is just sad that's all I can talk about. This is because feel like I have no hobbies that people actually want to hear about, and I also have trouble talking to people about them. Then again maybe I don't actually have any. I just feel empty. I mean am I doing well in school, sure, but that has come at the expense of my creativity. Whenever I have to do somthing creative, I later find it is derivative of somthing else I have seen in the past. I think it is my subconcious. Anyway I am such a fucking attention whore.

[lucy-ram]

HAHHAHAHAHA

I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. WTF ONTARIO CURRICULUM WHY MUST ALL THE ISUs BE DUE AT THE SAME TIME. I MEAN I KNOW THEY WERE MEANT TO HELP PEOPLE WHO STRUGGLE ON EXAMS, BUT THEY WASTE ALL THE TIME YOU COULD SPEND STUDYING.

[lucy-ram]

I joined a marxist discord server

I was bored so I joined it, but I feel uncomfortable with the MAOISTs on it, should I leave. I am a democratic socialist

[lucy-ram]

Reform in the UK is so evil, and are only in power because labour is so fucking statis quo. They have done it to themselves.

[lucy-ram]

I fucking hate ISUs

Why do we do them at the end of the year. I know they are meant to be a summary of what we have learned, and are supposed to raise peoples grades, but they just make you lose marks on your exam

[lucy-ram]

how many times will I draw a midsummers night George .? the world may never know

[lucy-ram]

drools all over the keyboard

[lucy-ram]

paul: john likes me ?!?! but ...😳 hes a boy ... and ... IM a boy >_<

george: uughh how can i get them to see im just as good of a songwriter as them🚬🚬

john: okay ringo now hit the second tower

[lucy-ram]

I had to go and buy tums

I have acid reflux often, so i had to go buy tums, but cause you can't eat afterwards, I am just skipping lunch :(

[lucy-ram]

I'm so funny, right? (Plz laugh :[ )

[lucy-ram]

I'm so funny, right? (Plz laugh :[ )