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reblog to heal the person you reblogged this from

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head empty only thoughts of mossy forest

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stay safe because i like being alive at the same time as you.

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i find people who express frequent reckless disregard for their bodies are often riding roughshod over an unacknowledged disability. there is a really powerful sense of "my body is going to ruin everything if I stop and feel it" that one can develop at a young age in a rigid ableist society. one needs no consciousness of their own disability to just kinda build on that forever until reality hits you something like a bug on a windscreen and you find the party's over forever.

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happy juneteenth but dont forget that prisoners are legally allowed to be subject to slave labor and also black people are disproportionately arrested and subjected to that legality. happy juneteenth but slavery still lives in america. america is still dependant on slave labor.

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I know you think I’m always in control

But it’s hard for me to let things go

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I’m sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend

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Good morning!

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Ngl I don’t think my sadness will ever go away, but I have learned it can coexist with love, joy, hope, pride, compassion, amusement, serenity… the goal may not to be less sad, but to find more of other emotions.

not to be corny but it rly feels like sadness is just too deeply woven into me, like an intrinsic part of me and i feel like ill never get rid of it

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I put my hair in curlers for the first time in a while. Trying to hype myself up for my appointment tomorrow.

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from girl of the earth by katy maxwell 

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Subtle but nice!!

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“yeah no” is one of the best phrases in contemporary English.

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i love the word lagomorph because it sounds like it’s supposed to mean something alien or unnatural but it’s just. buny

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all the self help books and internet gurus in the world can't make you realise that unfortunately the way to get what you want isn't some hack or neat trick, but is just doing the work. and it's hard, but it's really the only thing that is going to fulfill you. you need to get up when your alarm goes off and go outside, make sure you move your body and eat enough, give yourself the time and space to actually think, and not spend your whole day on a screen.

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It's impressive how Neil Gaiman vanished from the internet. Wish Rowling would do the same.