like.. the reason i even stopped initiating myself since that point is just-- you never did,, you barely ever did and since *that* its been even lesser-- like, how am i supposed to like,- imagine you care when you havent moved in 6 months.. i just... i dont know how to put it into words and this is just the best way i can while trying not to cry,, i dont want to be the one to initiate anything always and with that ive just been feeling very- let down? lied to? so i had even less motivation.. and was just hoping to be like... helped up at the very least, even just the slightest gesture
Unrelated to previous post- well to an extend because i guess the previous post could also be tied to the person in this post but....
almost 6 months.... almost 6 months and i havent heard a single thing from your way-- are even my lowest hopes way too high?
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Unrelated to previous post- well to an extend because i guess the previous post could also be tied to the person in this post but....
almost 6 months.... almost 6 months and i havent heard a single thing from your way-- are even my lowest hopes way too high?
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why arent they saying anything why are they so quiet i miss them whats wrong where are they :(
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i feel ignored again...
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american leftists seem extremely focused on anti imperialism (good) but rarely- if at all- discuss decolonization in their own fucking country, despite acknowledging that it is a settler colonial state.
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i shouldnt have played into it,, now i just feel ignored
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i got a friend to be upset at me i should just genuinely kms
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i still dont rly even know how she even feels or like- if she even knows about the enby stuff and if thats the reason she didnt consider bcs of the pronoun stuff giving the false impression of what i am while shes straight but like---- would things have been different--??? why did you never even say a thing about things that wouldve been important to say???
im feeling so chaotic inside again.--,.-----------, i miss you i miss you i miss you ;;;-;;; i want toi tear my eyes out
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i rly just wanna pinch myself until i bleed
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is there even any sort of interest left for you..? why do you not even attempt to say anything..?
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courage
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Kotoko wip🐺
Are there any Milgram fans here?
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blacksmith
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ohhh…
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Is that last goodbye for good? I dont think we'll find a chance to talk after this because of this again
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