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Uncover | Seulgi x F!Reader

Genre/warnings: fluff, angst, homophobia (religious)

Summary: You quickly learn that while it was easy to be dishonest with yourself, it was nearly impossible to lie to Seulgi.

Word Count: 4.7k A/N: This has been something wracking up in my brain since June. It's kind of embarrassing that it's taken this long but it's a lovechild of my emotions. Enjoy, and I hope you feel things.

Date: 9/21/21

You can't imagine a day without her, because she's always been there. Right from the day you could remember. You bet that she could be your last memory too.

Your first memory has you sitting in the living room playing with your toys as you anxiously eye the other child in the room. Some strangers had rung your doorbell and your mom and dad had welcomed them into the house. Now they were in the kitchen, their voices blending into each other in the background.

The small girl in front of you decided to take the liberty of picking up your toys and playing with them. She ran around playing in the imaginary world in her head. You think that she's having fun and that you want to have fun too, but you can't seem to move from your position. As you slowly try to build up the courage to talk to her she approaches you.

She had been glancing at you from the corner of her eyes too. She watched your shy self idly playing all alone. She found it hard to approach you, scared of you pushing her away or being mean, but she thought maybe it was worth it. You could be a friend.

"Hi!" The strange girl is right in front of you with one of your stuffed toys in hand. "Do you want to play with me? I'm Seulgi!"

"I'm Y/N…"

For the rest of the hour the two of you chased each other in a shared adventure. Enraptured in your own little wonderland until your parents had to pull you apart.

Soon it became a ritual for those strangers, who you later learned to be Mr. and Mrs. Kang, to visit your house. Along them was always their daughter Seulgi, who wouldn't hesitate to pull you into a large hug right before starting a new adventure with you.

You slightly trail behind your best friend. You smile at yourself from the sight of Seulgi happily skipping, somehow filled with even more vigor than she usually has. She's always been filled with much more energy than you, amazed by even the smallest of things. You suppose something truly spectacular must be happening today for her to feel so extra. She turns her head over to look at you, flashing you her perfect smile with her perfect cheeks. The ones you always want to squish when you remind her of how cute she is.

She continues to bounce but slows down to be by your side. One of the favorite parts of your day, and hopefully hers too, would be the peaceful walk the two of you would always share before and after school. It always reminded you of how close you are. How you can always rely on her to listen and to brighten up your day.

She bites her lip while still smiling. She must be thinking about something.

"What's got you so excited today?" You ask her with a giggle.

"Guess!" She pesters leaning into you. A familiar feeling emerges in your chest from the contact.

"You know I'm really bad at guessing…"

"Well why can't you try?"

"All I know is that it has to be something really special, right?" You decide to lean back and push her a little as a tease.

"It is! Mom and dad bought me my favorite ice cream that we can share later today!"

You laugh at her as she continues giving her dumb smile. Seulgi moves in front of you with her eyebrows raised, waiting to hear your opinion about the news.

"Is that it?" You ask still laughing. She pouts a little.

"What do you mean 'is that it'? It's my favorite! And I get to share it with you!" With that you pull Seulgi in for a side hug.

"I'm kidding, I'm excited too."

You enjoy listening to whatever nonsense Seulgi thinks about and decides to spill to you as you guys continue walking. You feel a bit disheartened at the sight of the school building, but looking at Seulgi again is enough to make the disappointment go away.

As much as you wish it did, your schedule wasn't entirely with your best friend. Instead you had to split up as you entered the school grounds to your different classes. Fortunately you shared at least some classes with her, and most importantly lunch. So when you sit down at your desk with nobody talking to you, you don't feel too lonely. The anticipation of being reunited with Seulgi was enough for you.

As usual Seulgi finds your figure sitting down at a lunch table and immediately rushes towards you. She taps your shoulder as she sits down, hurriedly opening up her lunch box, her beastly appetite striking again.

"Oooh." She oogles as the both of you breathe in the sudden aroma of homemade food. You peer over to look at the contents of her lunch box. You swore that you can see the steam coming off of her rice.

"Open up!" Seulgi playfully demands of you. You oblige as she not so carefully throws a grape your way. It would've been lost if you didn't move your head to make up for the completely inaccurate trajectory.

"How are you still bad at this?" You ask her after chewing.

"Maybe I just like to see you work for your food." You laugh at her response as you carefully pick up a spring roll from your box and place it in hers.

"Mom fried it this morning so you better enjoy."

You enjoy the long-time tradition of sharing food and eating in relative silence. That time was short lived though as a small group of girls joined your table. You didn't mind them much, you'd even consider them casual friends. At the same time though, they were bothering you.

You found it strange that despite finally being with Seulgi you felt so lonely. So lost.

Seulgi's popular, you know that. A lot of people try to befriend her and fight for her attention. Being the social butterfly she is she never hesitated to say hello back and return the friendliness. By proxy you met a lot of nice people, a lot of not so nice people, and more. They never really stuck by for you though. They stayed for Seulgi.

You wish you understood why you were so bothered by those that stayed. Why you were always feeling jealous recently. You wonder if it's natural to feel so intensely sick when you watch your best friend's attention be pulled away by several different girls at a time, or laugh at a guys joke. Well, maybe you do know why.

You quietly sigh and push the thought away, instead trying to join in the chatter and laugh with everyone at the table. Just as you were about to calm down and ease into the group a sudden large group of guys and girls approach. One boy in particular seems to be leading the pack. You purse your lips as you silently watch them come over. Seulgi absent-mindedly continues talking, completely unaware of what was about to occur.

You tighten your hands into a ball as a feeling bubbles inside you. You can't place what it is. Is it fear? Anger? Jealously? It's probably both.

The boy also tightens his hands as they grip onto his shirt. You watch him bite his lip and see how a red color crawls up his neck and reaches the tips of his ears. You hold in a breath as he finally arrives at the table and Seulgi looks up at him.

"S-Seulgi." He barely manages to say her name aloud.

"Huh?" She looks at him cluelessly but gives him her full attention anyways.

"I like you! A lot! So if you can, please go out with me!" The boy's words spill out, as if his mouth was a floodgate holding them back. He reaches behinds him and quickly bends over to give Seulgi a piece of red paper, shaped like a heart. He probably wrote about his feelings extensively on it.

Your eyes had been focused on the love-stricken boy. It's hard for you to move your eyes towards Seulgi. You realize now what you're feeling. You fear what you'll see when you look over at Seulgi to see her reaction.

You notice that she's red too, the color slowly blossoming across her cheeks.

Why does this hurt you?

"Erm, ah, thank you." She says out of politeness and bows back. She gives him a smile and that seems to excite him. "I'll think about your confession."

He eagerly nods his head and leaves the table, happy with the results of his actions. The crowd around him seem to think that was a good ending and started whispering and congratulating him. You look back at your table and the girls are murmuring too.

"He's cute, you should definitely go for him!"

"I heard he treated his last girlfriend nicely. They're still on good terms."

"I've never seen you date before. Isn't now your time to explore?"

Seulgi just takes it all in and nods along with what they say. Your head hangs low as you pick at your food. You don't dare look up. You're scared of seeing Seulgi's face again. You're scared that tears will start falling.

It was like the weight of the world had fallen on your chest.

When the bell dismisses you from lunch you quickly go to your next class. You don't say goodbye to Seulgi or any of the other girls. You feel the light graze of Seulgi's fingertips as she tries to stop you, but you're too fast.

The rest of the school day is you trying to focus on studying, and when your last class finishes you're not sure what you'll do. Everybody leaves the classroom before you as you take some time for yourself. Breathing in and out, you mentally prepare yourself to face Seulgi, as if she was some type of monster.

As you exit the building and get near the gates you see a swarm of people with Seulgi in the center. They're probably there to ask about how she feels about the confession that happened. You sigh and almost contemplate leaving without her, but her eyes quickly find yours. Seulgi politely but abruptly says her goodbyes and runs towards you.

As Seulgi's figure grows nearer there's a feeling of satisfaction. It was like you had won some petty fight, and that feeling was able to erase the fear and nerves you had earlier. A smile grows on your face she reaches your side, your bodies automatically matching your steps. You enjoy the warmth when she locks her arm with yours. Not knowing what to say, you let silence fill the space in between the two of you until Seulgi decided to break it.

"So, do you wanna stay at my place for a bit so we can eat that ice cream?"

Seulgi's keys jingle as she unlocks her front door. You follow in after her, putting your shoes away as she dashes towards her refrigerator to retrieve the ice cream from the freezer. You walk up towards her as she hands one to you. Naturally, both of you make your way outside into her backyard.

Her backyard is quaint, housing a nice garden that her mother often tends and one large tree. The two of you rest under it, appreciating the winding arms of the apple tree that has always given you and Seulgi refuge. You enjoy the taste of the ice cream, perhaps the shade was enhancing its flavor. Either way you understood why its Seulgi's favorite. The refreshing taste and Seulgi's presence puts a smile on your face. You feel yourself opening up again as you guys joke and talk about your day in between bites and licks. By the time you finish eating your ice cream she had managed to convince you that she needed your extra help in math. As always you agreed to tutor her.

She argues that you should stay underneath the tree as she gets up to throw away the trash. You watch as she goes back inside the house, coming out again with a shiny apple in hand that was picked only a couple days ago. You laugh a little as you ask,

"Still hungry?"

"Enough for a little snack."

She sits by you and takes a rest on your lap. You brush her hair away as you look into her eyes. You can tell she's thinking about something.

"What's wrong?" You ask her.

"Well, I was just wondering, why were you upset earlier?" She says in a serious tone.

"Huh?"

"You didn't even say goodbye at lunch, and don't pretend I didn't notice you almost leaving without me." There's a hint of hurt in her voice. You feel bad for not keeping your emotions in check better, that you threw a fit over something so small.

"Well," Your voice trails off as your mind struggles to think of a response, "what does that boy mean to you?" You decide to ask.

"Oh so now you want to know about that too?" There's only a slight annoyance in her voice as she gives you an eyeroll.

"I'm your best friend, of course I'm curious." Seulgi huffs at your response. She can't blame you for wondering so she takes a moment to think before answering honestly.

"I mean, I guess they weren't wrong. He's kinda cute, and I know it took a lot for him to say that to me. I admire him for it." She said it in a casual manner, as if it wasn't a big deal. Yet for you it meant everything. And it hurt.

You can't control the frown that found its way on your face.

"Hey…" Seulgi quickly gets up from your lap. She has a confused expression as her eyes scans yours. "Hey, what's wrong?" Her voice is soft as she puts a hand on your shoulder.

Your chest is about to explode.

"Do you like him or something?" She continues to grip onto your shoulder with a confused face. She thinks she was the one who did something wrong. That she's stealing someone away from you, but that was so different from the truth.

"No, Seulgi, I-" You pause to think about what you're going to say. Something was about to come out instinctively, and you don't know whether or not that was the best decision.

"You what?"

She presses you for an answer but you're still thinking. You're thinking about you know you can't handle her possibly being close to someone else. To share all of her laughs with that boy. To smile at him and spend time with him. To do all the things that exists between you and her. Living would feel wrong if you were no longer the one she ran to and spilled her secrets to.

Who are you if not Seulgi's biggest and only confidant? The only one who could soothe her in her darkest moments? The one who understands every feeling and thought just by the way she blinks?

You're intimately familiar with the feeling in your chest now. You think that you know what it is too, but that doesn't make you hate it any less. If you could, you'd sacrifice every fiber of your being to forget that feeling and throw it away. To pretend it doesn't exist. But your wishes don't make it go away.

You can be dishonest with yourself, but it's impossible to lie to Seulgi. Not when she looks at you like that.

"I like you."

The words are barely a whisper but she hears. Seulgi's hand falls off your shoulder and you want to cry again. You said the wrong thing. She was going to think you're disgusting. She would never go on a walk with you again. You'll never smell her perfume again. You'll never hear her laughter again. She'd never touch you again. Never speak to you again.

Her mouth is open slack. Your eyes water and you breathe in, readying yourself to apologize profusely. To rescind the blasphemous words that slipped out of your foul mouth.

"I'm so sorry. Just ignore it. I take it back. I think I'm sick or something, you know, delirious. Just ignore it please. Please." Tears begins to fall down your face as Seulgi seemingly snaps back to reality. She reaches towards you, taking your face in her hands as her thumbs swipe away the tears.

"Oh my god, no, don't cry." She begs you to stop, but you can't.

"I-I'm, I'm sorry." The tears continue to make their way down your face. A horrible sickness wells in your stomach and suddenly it feels below freezing as you shake uncontrollably.

"No, don't be." She hugs you tight and whispers in your ear. "I like you too. So stop crying. For me, please." She strokes your back as you cry, hoping that the touch could settle you down.

It takes a while for you to register what she says, but as soon as you do your body seizes up. You think that maybe your everything, your soul, has shattered into a million pieces from Seulgi's words. How in the world could it be true? It couldn't be, not in this universe, not in this timeline.

Yet it was.

When Seulgi hears your sniffling stop and your body letting go of its tension she separates her body from yours. Her eyes are all you can see, and all you can see in them is pain.

"I'm sorry for making you worried." You felt guilty that she had to see you cry. The outburst at school wasn't great either.

"Don't worry about it" She reassures you by taking a hand in hers, stroking it with her delicate fingers to show you her affection. For several moments you allow yourself to breathe. Seulgi also took the time to process everything, and the two of you stared at each other with the new understanding of your feelings. Time seems to pass so slowly when you observe each other with care.

"Seulgi…" You mumble when what felt like years passed. She understood what you meant when she saw the way you looked at her lips.

In that moment you couldn't care anymore. Neither could Seulgi, it seemed, as you pressed your lips on hers and she pressed back. Greedily, the two of you dived in for a taste. Your lips on hers, her tongue in your mouth, it was something you needed. It was a flavor you could relish forever, perhaps this is what sin tasted like. Yes, this is what they'd call it. A sin.

It feels like everything has changed, but at the same time it hasn't. You still spend every second possible with Seulgi. You spend your time doing the same things. Yet everything feels so different, it feels brand new. Magically, it feels better than before. Is this the power that Seulgi has over you?

Nobody knows, nobody needs to know. After all, you're still Seulgi's bestfriend. Is there really anything different? Maybe just the tighter hugs, the kisses, and the alluring smiles, but that's all. Life is easy this way.

After bidding Seulgi goodbye in front of her house you go home to eat dinner with your family. You come home and greet your parents with a smile as you rush to join them at the dinner table. They share that smile as they take note of your enthusiasm recently. As you eat quietly for a while your mom finally asks you what's been going on to make you shine so much.

"Well..." You debate on what to say. It's been over a month since you confessed to Seulgi but you were still feeling high. You've been holding it for so long you wished you could tell someone. Why not them? You want them to be happy with you too. "I've been dating Seulgi."

"Hm?" Your mom asks you somewhat aggressively for clarification. The sudden stillness in the air alarms you. You look up from your food to see your mom staring as your dad stops eating.

"I-I told her I liked her and she liked me back." You say hoping to clear whatever confusion was occuring. Yet the look on your parents didn't fade.

"What happened?" You father's question sounds more like a statement as he sternly places his utensils down.

"What do you mean what happened? I just told you."

"What happened to make you like this?" His cold voices breaks a little as you notice his eyes tearing up. Was he seriously upset about this?

"You're joking, right?" Your mom joins in with an angry tone.

"Of course I'm not. Mom, she makes me really happy." You struggle to keep yourself composed under the scrutiny of both of your parents.

"Y/N. You are not happy. You're messing with the devil right now and he's fucking up your mind."

"Have you not been doing your prayers?"

You can barely fight for yourself at the dinner table. Your parents argue with and over you, about the causes and the whys. About the signs and what happens next. You cry as you watch your decision unfold into your nightmare.

You knew deep down inside this would happen, but you hoped and prayed that it wasn't true. Perhaps Seulgi made you too happy, too brave. Everything else felt like it was going right so you convinced yourself this would too. You've flown too close to the sun and it backfired. You should've never said anything.

As you try to block out the fight unraveling in front of you you could only scream one thing while crying. "Wouldn't God want to love me? Wouldn't He want you to love me too?"

The scrape of the wooden chair echos as your mom shoots up straight. "I will not house some heathen under my roof. Get out until you realize what you've done to this family."

It's raining. The relentless torrent of water against your body traps in the coldness from the night, leaving you shivering as your feet move on their own. They move to the only other place that feels like home. The only other person that feels like home.

Soon enough you find yourself in front of a familiar door, incessantly knocking. Muffled footsteps come from the other side of the door as you hear locks being undone until the door finally opens. Instantly there's a look of worry on Mr. Kang's face as he takes in the scene in front of him. He quickly ushers you in and shuts the door.

"Who is it?" A voice rings from upstairs.

"It's Y/N!" Mr. Kang yells back, and soon enough you hear a flurry of footsteps coming downstairs. Seulgi, in her tired glory, appears. She rushes towards you as her father went off to find you some towels to dry off with.

"Oh my god, what happened? Why are you here? Are you okay?" Seulgi's honey eyes are glistening with worry. She doesn't seem to care too much about the fact that you're soaked as she embraces you in a hug. Her body soothes you, its warmth penetrating the cold, wet clothes that clung to your body. You let her ground you back to reality before speaking.

"I don't wanna talk about it right now." You barely manage to get the words out. Your throat feels tight, constricted. Throughout the entire time the tears haven't stopped running down your face as it mixed with the rain water. Seulgi rubs your back as her father comes back. Both of them begin patting you dry.

It feels a bit pathetic as you have two people fretting over you so much, but you're too tired to move. Maybe not even tired, but rather stuck in your own thoughts.

"Go get her something to change into. Are you gonna stay the night?" Her dad asks after making Seulgi go back upstairs to find clothes. You just nod in response and follow her.

When you enter Seulgi's room you find her hastily going through her drawers, finding something comfortable for you to wear. After digging through her clothes she hands you some sweatpants and an oversized shirt, much like her own outfit she was sporting. Your hands are in front of you and holding onto the clothing, yet you still can't seem to move much. Instead your lips tremble as you look at the floor. Seulgi sighs as she nears you, unfolding the clothes and looking at your trembling hands.

"Don't make me dress you." She half-teases. When she realizes you can't will yourself to move a grim line stretches across her face. She wonders what has gotten you so riled up to act this way.

Carefully, she removes your clothes and throws them into the laundry pile. Her fingers innocently skim your body as she puts on the clothes for you, with you doing the minimal movements required to help her. Over the years she's already been more than familiar with your body, and the same for you with her touch. Although you can't vocalize it you silently appreciate the care and intimacy she demonstrates.

Soon enough she finishes though and pulls you towards her bed. Sitting you down she places herself behind you after grabbing a dry towel. She begins to dry your hair while letting you stay silent. Another thing you appreciated about her. She let you take your time.

"Seulgi..." Your voice croaks out as if you've aged several decades.

"Yes?" She stops drying off your hair, instead placing the towel down as she wraps her arms behind you and leans forward.

"They know." She doesn't say anything but her body is still for a minute. Afterwards she finishes drying off your hair, at least one of you can stay calm in this situation. That's what you need. "They told me to come back when I come to my senses."

"It's okay. Everything will be okay. We'll figure something out." You let her guide you down on her bed. Your crying had stopped a while back, but the shock coursing through your body didn't. As Seulgi pulled up the sheets and began to hold you you turned around and looked at her. You looked into the eyes that told you everything. Right now they told you that all Seulgi had on her mind was you.

So you think that you should only think of Seulgi too, because you can always forget about the consequences when you're with her. With a kiss on your forehead she tells you to sleep. She gets impossibly closer to you, holding you tight. Holding you as if you are her treasure.

The familiar trees and houses enter your view as you drive down your childhood neighborhood. Your fingers tap on the steering wheel as you listen to the song Seulgi played in the car. Out of the corner of your eye you see her smile at the thought of visiting her parents. It's enough to make you happy as well.

As you near her parent's house you pass by your own. It's been years since you've been inside, years since you even saw it. You're okay with it though, but your mind still wonders how your parents are doing. You wonder if the house is lonelier now, if they ever think about the sparse letters and phone calls you have exchanged and how they always were fights. Do they know you and Seulgi are coming to visit? Will they want to see you?

Whatever the answer is it doesn't matter. The only family you have to worry about is the girl right next to you and her parents. You feel thankful that she's your first love and hopeful that she's your last. Despite how many times your lives have separated you two, how you both dated other people and had your own quarrels, you guys came back to each other in the end. She changed you during your formative years and supported you as the two of you have grown up.

No one else can make you uncover these sides and feelings like she does.

#seulgi x reader #rv seulgi #kang seulgi #red velvet x reader #red velvet scenarios #red velvet imagines #gg imagines #gg scenarios

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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hey hey it's liz here

you're very sweet :) (sweet it's a compliment?)

hi hi yes sweet is a compliment!

but you're even sweeter <3

#liz anon

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hey hey, it's liz here, how are you doing? don't worry about being late

it's really good just talk, i feel happy when i practice english, probably because when someone understand me, i feel like i improved

and can be fun study subjects you like, but sometimes you just need some rest, you know?

i'll try to don't be shy and thank you for taking your time :p

hey hey back!! im doing alright, im starting to procrastinate a little but i'd say im still on top of things!

every time you think, speak, write, or read in english you're improving. i hope you feel proud of yourself :) you deserve to

that's very true! sometimes we need a break from the things we love if we want to keep loving it. i hope you aren't too stressed right now.

and i should be the one who's thankful ^^

#liz anon

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Hi I love red velvet too! Queendom is my favorite dance song and one of these nights is my favorite ballad. How are you doing?

heya!! queendom is sooo good, by far one of their best comebacks. i loved it the moment i heard it (unlike some other songs where it took me a second to really feel the charms and appreciate the music fully). body talk is not necessarily a ballad but it definitely one of my favorites that are on the darker side.

im doing pretty okay! feeling like so far im on top of the things i need to do. what about you anon? are you doing good? im glad you shared your opinions with me <3

#anon

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that's really nice of you, it's my first time talking in english, so my heart is jkaksekjeownekejek

if i dont shy away, i'll call you

and about being a student is really just the three things lol, in my case i just study and sleep, i wish that i could get more sleep, but anyway, it was good talk to you, see u soon and take care of yourself author :))

don't forget to eat, sleep and save your sanity!

sorry for answering late

im surprised its your first time!! please dont be shy, i dont bite ;D and i'd be happy to help you practice, and isn't it just fun to talk?

i hope you get your much deserved rest! you should take care of yourself too. and i think being a student isn't that bad, especially whenever it's a subject you actually enjoy and want to pursue.

#liz anon

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i'm good these days and i'm also trying to get my things organized in a responsible way, but it's hard when you're stressed about school or work, i guess that's life :/

i'm glad that you understand what i said, i was so nervous and you can call me liz, it's my nickname

hey liz, thats a very pretty nickname, i love all my friends named liz. if you dont mind i'll tag all your anon asks with liz from now on :))

im happy to hear that youre doing good! and dont be nervous, mistakes are natural (and you make very few in the first place) if you ever want to practice i'm here!

and yeah life just feels like a really shitty time management game. a lot of things to balance. i hear that when you're a student you only have three things to do; party, study, and sleep. and you only have time for two of those things lol

#liz anon

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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hey hey, how are u? I just wanna tell that you are amazing, I really love how you write and don't worry about Naughty series, sometimes things doesn't work out, but that's alright :)

PS: sorry with I did some mistake, english isn't my first language

hi, don't worry about your english at all :) i understand you perfectly and i just really appreciate you reaching out and wanting to communicate with me

i'm doing alright, just really trying to get my life together and make time for things i like doing while still being responsible. how about you?

#anon

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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NAUGHTY ANNOUNCEMENT

i am sorry.

hello, i've been writing and thinking about my works recently, and as i've been reflecting i realized i really want to put Naughty on hiatus.

my rationale for this is because i rushed into making it and i really think further research, planning, and editing needs to be done. there's still a story to be told and concepts i want to explore. there's so much for me to show and give, the quality just isn't there yet. i feel like the parts of naughty i have out so far are more a proof of concept than anything else. ahhhhhh, seriously, it pains me to officially put it on hiatus like this when there's so much potential for the series. there are just things that i have to work on for the sake of quality as well as for my own happiness/contentment.

while trying to work on the cohesiveness of the story (and possible bits rewritten in the first chapters, or even a complete revamp. it really depends on the amount of time on my hands) i will also be working on regular oneshots and a new ot5 series (pls be excited about it lol). i'll leave all parts of naughty up and i do promise that i genuinely want to return to this series. if i was a reader i'd feel a lot of disappointment so i'm sorry. i know things have been dragged out so bad and looking back at my posts i'm surprised this series picked up so much traction anyways. i don't think this post will reach to a lot of people but for the people it does, i hope you understand.

i hope all the readers that came because of naughty or found naughty a long time ago stay for a bit longer. thanks for reading it this far. much love,

luvlyrv.

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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Naughty MASTERLIST | Irene x F!Reader

*TEMPORARY HIATUS*

Summary: Two crime bosses entangled in a deadly and tension filled rivalry start to find themselves entangled in a different kind of relationship.

Not without going through a lot of death, pain, fighting and teasing first of course.

Warnings: Cursing and violence, some parts may have more warnings.

1 - Cat and Mouse

2 - Devil on the Move

3 - A Dance to Remember

4 - Save the Date

5 - A Blossoming Affair

6 - The First Move

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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Our Songs MASTERLIST | Wendy x F!Reader

*FINISHED*

Summary: You and Wendy are rising musicians who are garnering attention. As the both of you decide to begin working on writing songs together, will you catch each other’s attention too?

Warnings: none :)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8 (Epilogue/Afterstory)

Part 9 (Extra)

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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Our Songs | Extra | Wendy x F!Reader SM!AU

Word Count: 1.4k

A/N: So happy to say this series is completely finished now!! Enjoy!! I'm moving onto more projects and hopefully can wrap up some one shots I've been working on. This is a different style from what I usually do since it is an extra, warning that the post looks really long because it's in bulleted style lol

Date: 9/1/21

Series Masterlist

after your confession with wendy you were stuck with an enormous burst of energy

you were on cloud nine, a seemingly never-ending high

you decided not to text wendy the day right after

you didn't want her to think you regretted anything but you also didn't want to seem too clingy

also it didn't help that just thinking about her was enough to throw you into cardiac arrest

you didn't receive any notifications from wendy either

it was a bit disappointing, but you assumed she was also trying to take in the shock of it all

trying to take your mind off of wendy you spend an entire day running around your house

you pick up your instruments and have the jam of your life

emotional highs are very good for your creativity it seems

you decide to record some things and save some drafts

who knows if it'll be useful in the future?

you worked till you felt dead tired and like you couldn't have another thought in your brain

even after you spent an entire day trying to exert your nervous and elated energy you were still hesitating on texting wendy when you woke up

but you missed her so much already

so you send a text asking her how she feels

she says she feels okay, and then asks about you

'yeah, i'm okay too'

your conversation was rocky

things weren't going as smooth as before

and it was evident that it was because the both of you had no idea how to behave

you took a deep breath before texting her your question

'so, can i take you on that first date?'

you see a bubble showing that she was texting

and then it disappeared

before showing up again

and disappearing

and- ugh! your heart was racing waiting for her answer

i mean, she liked you back right? so why would she say no?

'yeah, of course! :)'

whew, okay, looked like you almost made a big deal out of nothing

little did you know wendy was freaking out

she was a bit embarrassed at herself, acting as if she was a high school kid in love or something

it took wayyy too much concentration for her to type out something sensible

but she was excited for you to finally ask

you were also excited for her to say yes

your first date is at the downtown center

there was a festival and you were hoping to enjoy all the effort the artisans put into their work with wendy

you're walking with her through the numerous stalls set up

as the both of you admire the beautiful crafts set on display your hand reaches for hers

you feel the pressure of her hand squeezing back and you look at her

she looks at you and giggles

you didn't even realize what you were doing

'oh, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to do that suddenly.' you freak out and let go of her hand

you're worried that she was laughing at you and that she didn't want to hold hands

'it's okay! i thought it was cute'

she reaches out for you and you don't let go this time

instead you enjoy how happy she seems to be sharing this moment with you

and out in public too

later on you both go to the square where there were musicians

the sun was beginning to set, allowing for beautiful lighting and you appreciated songs you've never listened to before

wendy tugs at your arm while still staring at the performers

'i hope we can perform up there someday. together.'

you smile at her as she still looks on

'i think we will.' you assure her

finally night hits and you both call it a day

you walk her to her car and stop her

you kiss her forehead

'so, will there be a second?' you ask with a smile

you feel like you already know the answer

'i think that sounds great.'

life with wendy in it became easy

you guys seldom fought

and even when you did at least one of you would make something for the other

dropping it off at the doorstep and leaving an apology note

and after enough time of cooling down you would always come back to each other, talking out your problems from before

you personally felt like your work improved as well

wendy had become your muse

you sought to create tracks that would impress her

or that would be worthy of having her voice in it

and you felt like it was easier to write lyrics

because every experience with wendy created new feelings

feelings that you could hardly describe sometimes

when you guys decided to finally start working on your second collaboration you busted out the drafts you created long ago

wendy was impressed after sitting down and listening to your drafts

'woah, how many hidden gems do you have on your computer?'

'well, these ones in particular i made on the same day. the day after i confessed to you.'

you're both flustered

because it's easy to tell the kind of state you were in by the songs

wendy takes your hand and kisses it gently as your music continued to play

'you must think of me pretty highly, if the thought of me compelled you to make something so incredible'

you heat up at her cheesiness

'oh stop it.'

the two of you end up choosing a refreshing feeling/sound for the album

'cause you recharge me every time i see you!' she says

when you guys are almost done producing the album, that was when you went on the dinner date with wendy

the one where you guys would finally confess to the world

after recording and uploading the announcement video the both of you decided to turn off your notifications and avoid reading people's reactions

instead you guys opted to spend the rest of the day baking and then watching a movie together

the both of you decided that it would be stressful to engage with your audience right away, and that's why it took a full day for you both to check your phones again

both seulgi and yeri already knew about your relationship but they both flooded you guys with congratulations anyways

they just wanted you to know they were proud of your bravery!

besides them, both of your families already knew and didn't comment much

they'd already stated how they think you're good for each other when you guys had visited together

especially your younger cousin

cause apparently she's a big fan of wendy and is definitely not using you as a way to get close to her idol

and is definitely not bragging about her how cousin is 'super super cool and famous and is dating another famous person and i think they'll be rich someday!!! so get on my nice side!'

you're happy to see that a lot of fans are happy for your relationship

wendy just keeps telling you 'of course they are, who wouldn't for a cute ass couple like us?'

it was at that point that you guys had decided to save up and move into a nice place together

you guys had talked about future plans before

not only that, but you had been practically living together already

between all the dates that lead to seemingly indefinite sleepovers

and the recent collaboration that made you guys be stuck together

it was really you guys living at each other's place weeks at a time

when you guys move in you're grateful

because you get to experience all the little things from her even more

some nights when you're stressed she rubs circles on your back to help you sleep

when you guys shower together she takes her time to carefully wash your hair

it was those deeply intimate moments that made you the happiest

both of your careers were doing really well due to the reception of your second collab and all the media fuss that happened with your dating annoucement

you both still have solo careers and interact with other musicians

but along with moving in, you guys decided to become a duo and consistently create music together

in the morning when you share breakfast you always remind her how good life is and how thankful you are

#wendy x reader #red velvet scenarios #red velvet imagines #rv imagines #rv x reader #rv scenarios #gg x reader #kpop imagines #kpop writing #kpop au #son seungwan #girl group scenarios #girl group imaines

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS! A VERY HAPPY ENDING! 🥳🥳🥳

That was so cute. 🥺 Now I really wish I was dating Wendy. 😖

🥳🥳i plan to release one more thing of extra content bc im kind of dissatisfied with whats uploaded rn, so expect that too!

#ohmypenguin

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luvlyrv · 4 years ago

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Our Songs | Epilogue | Wendy x F!Reader SM!AU

Word Count: 1.5k

Date: 8/14/21

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The breeze picks up as the dry and cold air continues to attack you. You adjust your scarf to cover more of your face as Wendy inches closer to your body. With an arm linked with yours she tries to get as much body heat as possible.

"Sorry, I guess today was a bad day to have a date huh?" You use your free arm to scratch the back of your head, feeling a bit guilty that you made your girlfriend go out with you when it was so cold.

"No such thing as a bad day if it's with you." Wendy responds confidently while looking at you. Even though she's also wearing a scarf that covers the lower part of her face, you can tell that she's giving you her signature cheeky smile by her eyes. You roll your eyes at her and push her a little as the two of you continue to walk.

"You're too bold sometimes, it's embarrassing…"

"I can't help that you make me this way!"

"Oh stop it." You laugh aloud. As you get closer and closer to your destination you look down and pull a small camera out of your pocket. You fumble with it for a second to check if the battery was full and if you had enough storage left. With the camera in order you decide to ask Wendy, "Are you nervous?"

"Nervous about what? Filming?"

"Yeah, but I guess more specifically filming and… openly showing people us. You know? Like how we really act and think about each other…" With your question she decides to take a moment and ponder.

"No, because we're really cute together, and if they judge our relationship it doesn't really matter." You accept her answer, thinking she would leave it at that, except after a second she starts talking again. "Well, okay, maybe I am a bit nervous. Not because of them judging us or anything but… I don't know. I really want to show you off and show how happy we are together. It's just a little bit weird to do it to such a large audience, you know?" You nod your head to her answer.

"I get that, and honestly if you want we don't have to do the reveal now. So I guess what I'm really asking is, are you sure you're okay with this?"

You feel Wendy's head nod against your shoulder in confirmation. With that the two of you stop in front of a large, modern looking restaurant. You open the door for Wendy and enter in after her, feeling relieved with the blast of nice, warm air.

Wendy goes ahead and briefly talks to a server to confirm your reservation. The server, a young and friendly looking man, escorts the both of you to a secluded booth.

As soon as you're seated with Wendy and given menus you take out your camera and start filming. You point the camera at Wendy as she smiles and waves. You chuckle when Wendy decided to go the extra mile and started making hearts and blowing kisses at the camera.

"Hi," you begin to say as you redirect the camera towards you, "have you missed me? or I guess us and our antics? Sorry I took a short hiatus without saying anything. It's just that once again, Wendy and I have been planning a surprise!"

"I might as well use this as an opportunity to say sorry to my fans as well! I swear we've both been working hard." Wendy adds on. Before you continue you consider the placement of the camera.

"Hmmm, honestly, I don't like the way we're sitting." You admit and decide to move to sit next to Wendy instead of across from her. "Don't you think this is better? This way both of us are in frame, I think it's weird to keep hearing your voice if you aren't gonna be on the video."

"Yeah, this probably looks better." Wendy laughs in front of the camera. Suddenly you feel something warm on your thigh as Wendy's hand rests there out of habit.

"Anyways, should we just announce everything we have in mind now?" You look towards your girlfriend instead of the camera, wanting her opinion.

"I mean, we might as well instead of dragging it along right?" You nod your head to her response and look back to the camera with a smile.

"Well first of all, we're having a collab together again! Working together has been a lot of fun and since the first one received such great reception it was just the obvious thing to do." Wendy's hand moves from your thigh to link with yours. You smile just a bit brighter as you raise your hands up so the camera. "Almost as obvious as it was for us to get together." The both of you suddenly become giggly with excitement. Officially saying it aloud to the world was strange to say the least. A feeling of relief as well as one of pride filled you. With the announcement Wendy choose to more openly cling to your body.

"I mean, was it though? I feel like you could've admitted your feelings faster or something…" Wendy sarcastically asks you.

"Why's the responsibility on me? I feel like I was obvious about my feelings."

"Well I thought I was obvious too! You totally didn't pick up on it."

"Does that mean we're both just dumb?"

"Yeah, probably." With her blunt answer you can't help but to chuckle and very proudly give her a quick kiss on the lips. As soon as you pulled away Wendy retaliated by cupping your face while giving you a flurry of kisses.

"Ewww stop it, you're so gross." You give her a final kiss back before jokingly pushing her away to readdress the camera. "Anyways we've been dating for 6 months now. We're both really wanting to take it seriously and that's why we're announcing it to you all. Uhm… sorry for not revealing earlier I guess."

"We both just wanted to see how things turned out and to also have time to explore our relationship without external pressure from having it be public to fans." Wendy chimes in.

"Things have been going well though, so we decided to share this really happy moment of our lives with you guys. I mean personally, I'm quite happy to tell the whole world that I have the Wendy Son as my girlfriend." You say with an eyeroll and hand on your chest. Wendy hums a bit before talking again.

"Well, I guess it's been okay having Y/N be my girlfriend."

The both of you have fun together as always, just this time with an additional camera to capture all the moments of your relationship. Both the romantic and unromantic. You were thankful that the restaurant was busy so you weren't the only loud patrons, but also for the fact that you were in a secluded enough place where other people didn't hear you. With the warm food on the table and the warm personality of your partner you felt a sense of fulfillment. Life felt amazing in that moment and you wanted to cling onto it forever.

As you guys finish up dinner the server comes by again to drop off the bill and hand back the receipt. As you get the receipt back though a look of shock plastered itself on Wendy's face.

"What happened?" You ask a bit worried. For a second you were scared that the bill would be something ridiculous. Wendy simply showed the receipt to the camera.

"Do you guys see this? Dear lord… " After a while you take the receipt out of her hand to look at it yourself and you almost want to burst out laughing.

"He… he…" You do end up laughing as you look at how the server wrote down his number for Wendy with a winky face. She laughs with you for a bit until you calmed down and got a hold of yourself. "Wow, that's real cute of him. Although I'm kind of offended he didn't direct it towards me. Am I not cute enough?"

"You're plenty cute, babe." Wendy says with a kiss on your cheek to reassure you. The two of you organized your table a bit so that the server would have an easier time cleaning after you left. When you reached the lobby and neared the doors you saw the young server once again. He stared at Wendy and tried to send her a flirty wink, but a subtle burst of jealousy and possessiveness made you link arms with her and kiss her on the lips. When you looked back at him you laughed at his look of shame.

"Now Youtube, isn't that a story to remember?" You laugh at the camera.

#wendy x reader #red velvet imagines #red velvet scenarios #son seungwan x reader #gg imagines #gg scenarios #girl group imagines #girl group scenarios #kpop au #kpop scenarios

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