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hey guys it's been a few months!

i am so very sorry about the inactivity. i had writer's block and was also really busy with irl stuff, so i decided to step back for a bit.

im really sorry if you sent a request a long time ago, i promise ill get to it soon!

my inspiration and all that is coming back so i can't wait for yall to read again :)

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guys is anyone else not able to edit their drafts? but more specifically their inbox ones?

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hii i hope you’re doing well <33 just wondering are your requests open?

hiii! yes my requests are open :) i haven't updated in a bit but im almost on holiday so ill be free to write !

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hyunsu with his arm around you, wondering how he got so lucky meeting you. you were one of the first people who didn't judge him - except accepting him for who he was.

your soft breath tickled his skin, and your quiet snores filled his ears. he didn't mind this - as his mind was occupied.

a slight smile was on his face before he kissed your forehead. you stirred in your sleep but never fully opened your eyes. he was forever grateful for you.

[luvsae]

hey everyone!

i apologize for the lack of updates. life got really busy + i had a writers block. i promise to update soon :)

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List of “I still…” prompts

I still smell the traces of your scent on my bedsheets; my clothes; my pillowcase

I still remember your favourite songs; the way you’d sing them out loud thinking no one’s listening, and then getting flustered when you realised I heard you

I still remember all of your little quirks in which I’ve always found so endearing to me, but you always thought were annoying 

I still remember the feel of you under my palms; every curve, every line 

I still have your number memorised, like the back of my hand

I still remember your smile, the soft quirk to it. How could I not? It’s ingrained in the back of my mind, even though I wish it wasn’t

I still can’t get you out of my mind even though I’m probably long gone from yours

I still remember how you’d laugh at my jokes even though they didn’t make any sense to anyone else

I still have our inside jokes kept somewhere in the back of my mind

I still remember how you taste

I still remember how you sound; your sweet voice you told me you hated when you had to listen back to it over voice recording 

I still remember how you’d be there for me, through both the thick and the thin 

I still remember how you told me you’d always be there for me

I still remember how our love was supposed to be unconditional… until it wasn’t

I still remember how things went down south. Where did things go wrong? I still don’t really understand what happened…

I still think about you, day in, day out

I still miss you

I still want you

I still need you

And I… I still love you, even after all of this time 

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i swear i open this app to write and then i have no ideas

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a lifetime | enid rhee drabble

enid rhee x fem!reader

fluff | no warnings!

Enid.

The quiet girl from Alexandria who didn't seem to like you at first. The girl who didn't want to get close to anybody in case something terrible happened. The girl who went from being scared of love but now will lay in your arms every night.

You weren't sure how you got so lucky, but you wouldn't let her go - not ever.

Your hand caressed her lower back as her head rested below your chin. She was tired but refused to go to sleep.

This often happened: Enid would say she isn't tired yet would fall asleep immediately in your arms. Moments like that made you smile to yourself.

"Are you still awake?" You asked in a quiet tone. If she was asleep, you didn't want to wake her so suddenly.

"Mmh." She mumbled. You knew she was just about to fall asleep.

"Go to sleep," you told her. "You're tired."

Enid mumbled something else. You didn't hear the first part, but it was most likely just her trying to fight you on the idea. "You have to sleep too."

You chuckled softly. "I'm not tired yet."

"Then I should stay up until you are," she yawned. "It's only fair."

Enid was adorable - that's what you learned ever since you got to know her. She didn't want you to be alone while she was sleeping, which you thought was cute. "You don't have to stay up. I promise I'll sleep soon."

"Nooo," she dragged out the single word. "Let's talk about. . . something."

"Alright," you smiled. "What are we talking about?"

"If I had hot pink hair, would you like it?" Enid asked after a moment of silence.

The sudden question made you laugh a bit louder than before. When Enid was tired, she had a different mindset. "Of course I would."

"If you could only pink between me and your favorite dessert, what would you pick?" She asked.

"Ooooh, that's a tough one," you grinned, hearing her groan quietly. "I'm just kidding. I would obviously pick my favorite dessert."

"I'll remember that one." Enid said.

There was silence again. You were just enjoying her presence for a moment, feeling her soft breathing. Moments like this - where you could just sit and enjoy the time with her made you wish your love could last a lifetime.

"I love you," you told her. "Forever."

"I love you too," she replied back with her sleepy tone. "Forever."

You kissed the top of her head before resting yours on the pillow. The tiredness was finally hitting you. "I'm so lucky that I met you."

Enid opened her eyes for a moment, a tired smile on her face. "You're in a loving mood."

You smiled back at her, closing your eyes. "I always realize how lucky I am whenever I'm with you."

"I do too," you felt her hand reach over to your arm, giving it a small squeeze. "I love you so much."

"I love you more."

You didn't have to wish your love would last a lifetime because you knew it would, forever and ever.

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would anyone be interested if i wrote an enid x fem!oc fic on wattpad??

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just to see you | enid rhee

enid rhee x fem!reader | fluff

summary: you've liked enid and want attention from her, so you visit her doctor office.

You were in love.

You remember meeting Enid when your group had met Aaron and he introduced you to Alexandria, which slowly turned into you meeting the girl.

The both of you shared many interests, but your favorite thing to do with her was run out in the woods, leaving all your problems behind.

This eventually started your small crush on Enid. At first, it consisted of your skin burning every time you saw her, and then it led to a colony of butterflies in your stomach.

You thought this was just a teenage crush like you saw in the movies before the apocalypse started, but as you grew up, you realized this was more than a crush.

6 years later, you're an adult and still have these same feelings for Enid. You surprised yourself with how long you kept this secret to yourself, but you wouldn't tell anyone.

You and Enid hung out, but not as often as you wanted to. Over the course of the years, Enid trained to be a doctor by Siddiq.

Of course, you were happy for her, but couldn't help to feel a twinge of sadness now that you weren't able to spend as much time with each other compared to the past.

You were currently in bed, your eyes glued to the ceiling as a sigh escaped your mouth. It was boring not doing anything.

All you could think about was her.

She consumed your mind, and you couldn't shake it off.

Thinking of an idea, you decided to get up and walk over to her office. It wouldn't hurt to visit her or possibly make her day.

You eventually made it to her office after speaking to what felt like hundreds of people. You liked talking to the residents of Hilltop, but you were on a mission to see Enid.

Entering the building, you saw a few people inside. Some were waiting around for Enid and any other doctors. You were about to turn around and go back to your room when a voice stopped you.

"Y/N? Hey!" Enid called out to you, making you turn on your heels to look at her. She was wearing a short sleeve shirt and jeans, a stethoscope hugging loosely around her neck.

"Oh, hey!" You smiled. "I can come back to talk if you're too busy."

"No, no!" Enid assured you. "Are you okay? Did someone tell you that you should come in? If you need to be checked out that's okay."

You shouldn't lie.

But for some reason, you did.

"Uh, yeah. Daryl told me I should see you after hitting my arm against something." You lied through your teeth, feeling bad as Enid looked worried.

"Oh God," Enid furrowed her brows. "You sit down. I'll finish up with everyone and then I'll look after you."

A few moments later, Enid called you over. Your heart started beating quickly and your skin was flushed - you prayed that she wouldn't notice it.

"Alright, just sit down. Which arm is it?" Enid asked.

"My left." You answered, still feeling bad for the lies.

Enid took your arm gently, examining your arm carefully. "How hard did you hit it? Also, what did you hit it off of?"

Shit.

"A metal bar."

"You're clumsy." Enid teased, a smile dancing on her lips. "It looks like you don't have a bump or swelling, so you'll be okay-"

"Could you check my heart?" You suddenly blurted out, accidentally interrupting the girl. "Im so sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you."

Enid giggled, shaking her head. "Don't apologize. I get it. You're worried about your health. I want you to be healthy so I have someone to put up with for a lifetime."

A lifetime?

She brought the stethoscope to your chest, listening carefully. You could feel your heartbeat speed up rapidly. It was a mix of nerves and excitement.

"Your heart is beating really fast, but I don't think it's anything serious," she started. "Are you nervous, anxious, anything?"

"Uh," you paused, thinking about one thing. Do you tell her your feelings, or do you keep the secret in for another six years. Anything could happen within that time frame. "I don't really know how to say it."

"What do you mean?" Enid asked. "Wait, let me close the door."

You watched as Enid hurried over to the now closed door, before coming back and leaning on the table across from you. "Spill."

"Listen, I don't know how you're gonna react to this information," you started off. "I've had this feeling for a really long time."

"You can tell me," Enid smiled. "I'm not here to judge you or anything, okay?"

"Okay," you sighed. "We've been friends for a really long time, right? I mean, we became friends when I first entered Alexandria. We got closer and now six years later and we both moved to Hilltop."

Enid nodded, signaling you to continue.

"I realized that you were important to me. I never really had someone like you during the whole stage of growing up in a time like this," you explained. "I realized that... I like you, but more than a friend. I've kept this in my mind for six years and couldn't tell you because i didn't want anything to change. I hope you don't view me differently, but if we only remain as friends, that would be okay with me."

Enid was shocked, blinking a few times before saying anything. "You like me?"

"Yes."

"For six years?"

"Yes."

"You never told anyone?"

"No."

You couldn't look at her. The embarrassment took over you. You were nervous - the first person you ever told was the one who you liked the most.

There was silence. Both of you not looking at each other, or at least you thought until you looked at the girl.

She didn't speak, though. Instead, she walked closer and wrapped her arms around you. The sudden motion made you jump slightly.

"I've liked you for that long, too. I was just scared to say anything." Enid told you.

You pulled away to look at her. "You have?"

"Of course I did. Who wouldn't fall in love with someone like you? You're everything to me. You were the first person who accepted me," she explained. "The first person who ever made me feel this way."

You were shocked, truly. You couldn't understand how both of you were too oblivious to pick up and signs. "I- this is wonderful."

"Listen, after work, we need to do something together. We can hang out and eat, how does that sound?" She asked you.

"Your place or mine?"

"Yours has the better couch." Enid grinned.

"My place it is." You nodded.

"By the way.. did you fake being hurt just so you could see me?" She asked suddenly, only seeing you respond with a smile. "You're so cheesy."

"We can tell our kids one day about our story."

"Oh, so we're having kids?" Enid tilted her head.

"Wait, I meant-"

"I'll see you after work." Enid smiled again, that smile that always made you smile too.

And now you would finally experience your first date ever with the one person you love.

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ill upload smth tonight !

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would enid be the grumpy gf or the sunshine gf

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okay well goodnight tumblr <3

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what i plan to write:

all my hyunsu reqs

some more aib stuff

aouad stuff

enid fics <3

saebyeok fics !

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my fics have been ass lately i apologize but 😁😁😁

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rosita espinosa | 2:46 am [blurb]

roaita espinosa x fem!reader [fluff + suggestive]

"I can see you struggling to keep your eyes open, baby," Rosita teased. She always did this when you were tired because it amused her. "I don't mind if you go to sleep, you know."

"I'm awake," you reply, your voice giving you away for your tiredness. "I'm awake."

"Yeah, yeah," Rosita continued to run her fingers through your hair as your head lay on her lap. "I believe you."

You laughed at her sarcasm, too tired to reply back, so you kissed her thigh. "Good."

She continued to relax you, looping your hair with her fingers and eventually letting it fall back in place. Rosita was the reason why you were tired right now. You were just so relaxed.

You felt your eyes close a few times but always caught yourself right before you drifted off to sleep. "What are we doing tomorrow?"

"I have to teach some of the people how to use some weapons. Other than that, I'll be free to do whatever." Rosita replied.

"Aren't they lucky to have you as a teacher?" You smiled as you turned over to look up at your girlfriend. Her smile remained on her lips until she brought a kiss to your lips.

"Your lessons are free," she spoke. "Any lessons you want."

"I love anything from you," you said, turning back on your side. Rosita's hand now rested on your waist - the motion of her slightly massaging it made you relaxed again.

There was silence for a few minutes. You wondered if your girlfriend was tired as well, but you didn't want to admit your tiredness. Every moment with her was like a treasure for you.

Your eyes were closed as you thought about Rosita, almost drifting to sleep a few times.

"Go to sleep, baby," Rosita whispered. "It's okay."

"But I want to spend time with you." You replied, your eyes still closed, almost as if they were glued shut.

"We have tomorrow," she pointed out. "Please sleep. I'm tired too. We can sleep together- not in that way, but you know what I mean."

"I want that too." You joked.

"That can happen tomorrow," Rosita laughed, "Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

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enid rhee is the type of gf to be MY gf. gn <3