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Celltw as tongues & teeth

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Screaming in art block (I can’t draw my pookies anymore)

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Hello there! My name is spade!

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ WHAT I DO ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ

•⪩⪨• Draw

•⪩⪨• Chat

•⪩⪨• Commission

•⪩⪨• Ect…

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ COMMISSIONS ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ

My commissions are open, but being fixed currently! Info will be on my carrd once it’s ready.

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ CARRD ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ

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Day 2 - Forehead kiss - coffee shop AU

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HE DID IT ON PURPOSE AINTNOWAY

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“did somebody drug me???” PAC LMAOO

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Your so strong with that watering can?!!?!? FitMC from 2B2T?!??

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As entertaining as it is that they are constantly flirting whenever they interact - even when they're outside of Minecraft roleplay, I'm like a solid 70% sure that the main reason they do is because they've spent so much of their friendship flirting that they genuinely don't know how else to talk to each other

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Hideduo kiss week - Kiss on cheek

(Regular cubitos)

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*dink donk* fitpac enjoyers!! LazyCat in twitter has created a fun thing for us!!

[ they gave me permission to repost this here, and are excited to see what the tumblr fitpac enjoyers do! ]

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*dink donk* fitpac enjoyers!! LazyCat in twitter has created a fun thing for us!!

[ they gave me permission to repost this here, and are excited to see what the tumblr fitpac enjoyers do! ]

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Pac: I’ve been dropping him the most insanely obvious hints for like a year now. No response.

Fit: Wow. He sounds stupid.

Pac: But he's not. He's really smart actually. Just dense.

Fit: Maybe you need to be more obvious? Like, I don’t know… “Hey! I love you!”

Pac: I guess you’re right. Hey Fit, I love you.

Fit: See! Just say that!

Pac: Holy fucking shit.

Fit: If that flies over their head then, sorry Pac, but he's too dumb for you!

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I’m thinking about Pac and happy pills and maybe the only thing keeping him from taking them is that he does not have them anymore.

He thinks about taking them all the time, every single day. He imagines the disappointment on Cellbit’s face and feels like shit about. He imagines Mike scared and not knowing because the pills take that away and he can’t feel Mike anymore and he swallows the instinctual feeling dread that comes from not being able to shield him from this, even now. He imagines Fit’s concern and he can barely stomach letting him down again after all his promises to protect their family. He imagines his children seeing him high and out of control and them thinking he can’t stand to be around them unless he’s got a glazed look in his eyes, like they’re anything less than a joy in his life.

Even still he knows he’d still take the pills. If he had them in his hand, even with hesitation he’d take them.

He’d hate himself, he’d be disgusted with himself, but he’d do it and it would all go away, the hate and the disgust. He wouldn’t feel the helplessness of everyone disappearing again and again. The black hole of loneliness that his life has turned into. Because none of them are there and at least if they were there to see him as pathetic as he is to let them down like he knew he would, they would be there.

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[ID: A screenshot of Grian and Scar’s Minecraft characters from Third Life SMP. There is white impact text at the top and bottom of the screen. The top text reads “THESE GUYS RUINED”, and the bottom text reads “MY LIFE”. /END ID]

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Oh my god it purgatory pac TW😱😱

(Click for better quality)

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Pac is a glow stick

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I’m officially delusional where are my gays at