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You ever forget why you sh, like your just so used to doing it, so you just do

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Hi I just played this game recently but I'm curious about the lore and idk where to find it i see a lot of people mentioning boss stu (I keep reading stfu) and idk who those are do i have to read all the asked questions to get the lore going on or I can find it somewhere else? (Anyway here's a squished alan holding a red flag)

MDHM LORE (no spoilers for the actual game):

This is only going to cover the backstories/extra details and the world of MDHM but does not touch what is going to happen in the game. Some TW for the lore, will contain stuff like substance abuse, suicide, toxic relationships, gore and child abuse.

Alan is the main love interest of the game. He is an assassin who lives in the woods in the town that set in the game, far from society but occasionally visits when he has "important" stuff to do. He is the second youngest of four brothers. Claude, Jules, and James. Alan has a pretty strained relationship with them especially after their mother passed away from suicide. Alan ran away during high school and has no connections to the current culture in the modern world.

Erika is a new college friend/classmate you encounter in your English class. She is the only adopted child of two dads with whom she is currently keeping secrets to not disappoint them. She works as an employee in the local skater rink and volunteers at the rescue cat shelter. Erika is very fashion-forward and is pretty smart when it comes to problem-solving and has a hobby of solving mysteries. She has a six-legged cat named Loki and lives with her roommate Rosie.

Stu is a child friend who harbors feelings for the player. He hasn't been in contact with them since they left for college as he stayed in their old town behind. He has an older sister named Toni who also left for university, his mom, and his dad who had a pretty unhealthy and dysfunctional relationship until he moved out. Stu lives in a frat house on school grounds and is a part of a band called the Critters of Wreckage (CoW). Stu struggles with pornography addiction as well as drinking as he became very isolated after not talking with the player.

Carver is Alan's coworker. I have not revealed much about him, other than he has the most trauma, especially during childhood, out of everyone. He has an estranged past he can't quite remember after being hired as an assassin. He is missing pupils but is still able to see. He has a fascination for experimenting and dissecting his victims, even though he really isn't allowed to. I would love to point out that Carver doesn't call the player "Guinea Pig". That name is for his OWN person of interest who he has yet to find. He still calls the player "Doe-Eyes" simply because Alan calls them that. His real name is Calvin and he is 31 years old.

Stitches is another coworker of Alan and Carver. Not much is known about him. He isn't human although he appears to be. Stitches, is in fact, made up of three different body parts from three different people. His head, the torso, and his legs. Stitches was created by Boss.

Boss is, obviously, the boss of Alan. No, he doesn't have a name as he simply just goes by "Boss". He is older than the town, older than time actually. He doesn't have much of a physical form but used roadsigns as a body for him to use. He communicates through images or texts from the signs.

Buck is Alan's dad. He doesn't know that Ophelia has passed away since their separation and is still in love with her. He hasn't seen Alan either but still wants to connect with his son.

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and a bit more of my photos, it'd be a crime to cut them into square like I did with other ones

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IVE FINALLY TAKEN SOME NICE PHOTOS

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I wanna have an English-speaking friend sm ☹️☹️☹️

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sounds like my dream

What if, hear me out, I show you the grave I dug, right before I beat you to death with my hatchet.

Like a date of sorts?

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damn I love his music

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can living in Russia be counted as a self destructive behavior??

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i'm tired of dong nothing

guess I need to rest doing nothing

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tea with chamomile is so good

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sloooooowly, but still painting 🤞

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I love how my hair become curly after I wash them

and also I love the word

Pussy

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suddenly fell asleep during doing my homework. feeling crumpled.

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I s t h i s l o v e ?

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s o l o v e l y . . .

i w a n t m o r e

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p l e a s e d o n t l e a v e m e

i s t h i s l o v e ?

t h i s i s l o v e.

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pics from school. I hate these crowds when it's time to leave school. today was even worse, the light were out and I was forced to seek my clothes in the dark.

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tbh for last few weeks I've been trying to quit smoking and vaping, but today is the day I finally gave up. now I think that it's not that wrong if one damn sigarette can make your day a bit better.

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I'm so tired of forcing myself to do some shit connected to graduation. Having two extra classes of different subjects each day is just killing me. I love learning new languages, but learn 4 of them during my graduation year is too much. my body shakes for almost all the time I'm awake due to the awful fatigue. I count days and wait for the time when I finally finish school. But the graduation exams... I don't even want to think about 'em. it really is happiness for me when I sleep more than like 4 hours a day. I just want to have some rest... ☹️ ☹️