lyssman

[lyssman]

Im just really upset rn that braylinn fidnt come with us like he said he would. Idk why im so upset about this. Like we barley talk and we hungout the other night and i mean yeah we were very akward and nervous cuz i dont wanna fuck shit up yk and hes shy so like yeah. But he said hed hangout today and he just didnt? No text no call, didnt answer us nore gave any apology for it. I just sorta feel like shit. Like i got my hopes up on a guy again and he set them down? Idk what i was expecting. Like i want to cry about it again and my chest is heavy and it makes me feel like just really shity and upset but iv only had him in snap since the 12th and its the 18th so like less then a week and weve talked maybe a few times. So i dont understand why im so upset over this bs. I think i expected more. But were supposed to hang out thursday and friday at the fair. And were hanging out at 530 to 10 ish so hopefully hes awake? Idk. I think then its okay to be really upset at him if he ends up not going. Its not even the fact that we dont talk i feel like its just commin politeness and respect to tell someone you wont make it to a set plan? Or to apologize if you cant after? And he didnt soo. This is so frustrating to me i guess. I really hate feeling like this. Like it makes me so upset and heavy in my chest. I wanna cry again.

[lyssman]

girl interrupted syndrome

[lyssman]

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩

[lyssman]

i'm full of jealousy 😣

[lyssman]

twink death, dilf birth

[lyssman]

i luv my man

[lyssman]

god i wanna have his babies😅

[lyssman]

𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐃𝐎- (spencer reid editon) <3

that little book scan thing he does with his fingers. (Need I say more like omfg)

talking to you softly in that voice, yk the one . While making direct eye contact no less; reid does this more so when he wants to tease you or get a serious read on what your underlying intentions are. Though 88% of the time he doesn’t have to do this considering your tells are pretty obvious. It never hurts to see you all flustered and stumbling on your words when he does this. when (I was watching the infamous 11x11 episode I could only ENVY way Reid was talking to cat. I mean we all know he was playing her but come fucking on. I understand why she would be acting like how she did, I mean shiiiii. )

the way he sits (specifically after season 12 good god; it’s not exactly manspreading but it’s damn near it. And when he does it good lord, you could be talking about the details of the unsubs mo but once reid sits down suddenly your teeth are gnawing down on your bottom lip.

Tilts your chin up; and the thing is half the time when he does this it’s not even in a dominating or commanding way. It’s more so of him just wanting to see your eyes when you talk and those pretty lips of yours <3

does that little waist move thing when he realizes your closer to the street than he is; as a sweet, caring boyfriend he wouldn’t dare to let his darling walk near there street like that. So of course he’ll run his hand along your lower back, guiding you to the safer part of the street.

when he says good morning/ hi sweetheart I’m his morning voice UGH; it’s not too gruff or raspy just like soft but like butterfly inducing. That little smile he gives you when you finally wake up doesn’t help either.

that little puppy dog eye thing he does; it actually drives you ridiculously crazy when your sweet, golden retriever like of a boyfriend does this, it’s almost criminal. Cuz you would think he’s trying to tease you. He’s trying to mess with you right? No, surprisingly. Hes either begging you for physical attention or promising you that he’ll come back after a case. Promising to shower you in kisses and flowers as soon as he returns.

Honorable mentions <33

kisses you like he needs you to breathe

when he man handles unsubs

that one scene of him pining an unsub down with his foot

[lyssman]

no, dont cry you’re literally so lana del rey, girl interrupted, doe eyes, female manipulator, jane birkin, red nail polish, 90s model, girlblogger, lizzy grant, esoteric, effortlessly chic stockings, coffee, lipstick, 60s, born to die, french girl, tumblr girlboss, female hysteria, black swan, marie antoinette, mia goth, the bell jar, milkshake, cowboy boots, lace tops, pearls, ballet, coquette, pinterest, fiona apple, honey, fawn, cherry coke, brandy melville, cinnamon girl, my year of rest and relaxation

[lyssman]

the way his hand can cover her whole entire neck & more… oh my, the man that you are matt…

[lyssman]

i need to give this man the nastiest, sloppiest, toe curling, sheet gripping head ever, while he puts my hair up with that hair tie and grabs my ponytail.

[lyssman]

born to marry him, forced to read fanfics about him

[lyssman]

i will be skinny by october. i will be thin by october. i will be weightless by october. i will be dainty by october. i will be small by october. i will be slim by october. i will be perfect by october.

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@not-an-actual-pony Ponus boy this you??

Ponyboy ahh core

[lyssman]

I'm Soo obsessed with him

[lyssman]

my favourite animal is me when i see this pic