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Things I Can’t Do Because of Trauma

Go under the bed

Cry in front of people

Let men touch me

Stay in crowds for extended periods of time

Handle screaming and loud noises

Handle affection from anyone but friends

Feel emotions deeply unless I’m mid panic attack

Handle stress

Claim to have had a childhood

Sleep without covering my ears

Sleep without closing every door in my house and checking no ones there

Sleep without a weapon nearby

Fall asleep before my friends/family if they’re in the same room

Show affection to friends in public even if I trust them

Trust easily

Not flinch when people suddenly move towards me

Feel normal

Feel like I’m not broken

Feel like I’m worth anything or worthy of love

Feel like it’s wrong when people abandon me

Hate people that continuously hurt me

Feel anger for too long cause that only hurts more