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Hello,,

My name is Ashraf Alanqar, and I am 30 years old. My wife, Widad Issa, and I have a one-and-a-half-year-old son named Bakr. We used to live peacefully in the Al-Shuja’iya neighborhood, in a house we built just a week before the war began. I worked as a farmer and owned a large chicken farm that provided for my family.

Beloved of my heart (Bakr)

Then the war came and destroyed everything. Our home was reduced to ashes, and our chicken farm was obliterated. We lost our home, our livelihood, and even our basic rights. We've been forced to move from place to place in northern Gaza, simply trying to survive.

My House before...

Me.. while trying to recognize what has happened..

The terror we feel as we flee from heavy bombardment is unbearable. The sound of explosions around us, the constant fear as we navigate through the rubble of destroyed homes searching for safety and food, haunts us every day. My son Bakr is constantly scared and suffers from severe malnutrition and skin diseases due to the lack of food, water, and sanitation.

Our beautiful memories.. :(

We urgently need your help. I am asking for your support to fund this campaign to move my family to a safe place, provide us with a proper home, and ensure we have enough food, water, and medical care.

Baker used to play with his dog.

Your donation, no matter how small, can make a significant difference in our lives. We desperately need your support and solidarity during this difficult time. Together, we can restore hope and safety to Ashraf and his family.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for considering my plea. Your support means more than words can express. Together, we can turn a story of loss into a journey of hope and resilience.

With deepest gratitude,

Ashraf & the Family

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I'm currently writing Bay!Turtles when their so gets mutated, in the meantime you can vote which one of these would you like to see so I know what to focus on first

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2012 TMNT music taste

Anon: Do you have any Headcanon of musical tastes for the characters in TMNT 2012?

A/n: Had a hard time coming up with this, but here are some artists I think the turtles would enjoy!

Leo:

I think generally he would be into a lot of different genres, for some reason I can see him listening to pop music and also grunge. Occasionally those "24 hours of relaxing nature sounds" videos on YouTube.

Some artists I think he would like: Soundgarden, Alice in chains, Deftones, Chappel Roan(this is Canon, idc)

Raph:

Definitely some rap/rock and also metal. Mainly drill and those type of genres.

Some artists I think he would like: Rage against the machine, Asap Rocky, Beatsteaks, Stone temple pilots

Donnie:

Lots of people are saying jazz, however(not saying I don't agree) I'm thinking more R&B and, obviously, techno

Some artists I think he would like: Troop, Mint condition, Alex stain

Mickey:

Hip hop definitely. Also, like leo, some pop added to the mix

Some artists I think he would like: Ice Cube, B.I.G, Cypress Hill, Salt-N-Pepa

Disclaimer that I am goth and mostly listen to post punk and occasionally local drill and trap therefor I am not really familiar with pop and other genres mentioned🙏

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Hi! I’d love a Mystic messenger matchup please >//< ! ( I don’t know if I sent this matchup request to you before but still >x< )

I’m a fictoromantic demisexual girl who has survived sexual abuse. I’m autistic; usually aloof, quiet, timid yet peaceful and mysterious.

But once you get to know me I’m quirky, childish, just and passionate!

I usually try to keep my heart soft and sweet by watching romantic and fluffy anime and dramas (without romance and magical girl anime my heart would’ve been hidden under a wall of stoicism).

I love love, happiness, romantic songs, animals , plushies, festivals, sweets, electro swing and magic! I love writing love letters and poetry and I’m an INFP, capricorn sun libra moon zodiac.

While I am very loved, I can be very insecure.

I’m a considerate sweet lady whose love language is acts of service, physical touch and words of affirmation. Otherwise I’m kinda socially awkward and timid.

Feeling protected, accepted and cherished is very important to me; otherwise I feel neglected and unloved. I often felt unsafe in my own body due to having been traumatized and still suffer from panic attacks and hallucinations every now and then and I need someone who’d accept me and love me for all of who I am.

Cause there are days I’ll be numb and empty, or snarky and upset. Days when it’ll feel like the world inside me is suffering from raging storms of rage and grief. When I’m angry or upset I feel it intensely and sing along to punk rock songs about rage and violence. (Though it happens seldomly, most of my anger is geared towards the stalker that abused and raped me and the flashbacks I go through)

Sadly, I’ve already experienced my worst fears; being abused, having been controlled and gaslighted. There are days when I wish he was dead, when I wish I could avenge myself but mostly I just want to be happy again. To be surrounded by kind people who love me dearly and have him meet his own desolate karma, leaving him desperate and broken hearted.

But still. I love romantic love letters, romance k-dramas, anime and cuddling. My ideal date would be the amusement park and volunteering at an animal shelter or going to an animal cafe.

I am very idealistic and romantic, and filled with so much light and happiness but also have days where my trauma haunts me and makes me so depressed and chaotic inside.

Sometimes I have trouble controlling my deep emotions and I can get, as I said, very chaotic while on other days I’m an emotionless brick, ((filled with wrath towards abusers and depression towards the abuse that still haunts me.))

My hobby is volunteering at animal shelters, watching anime, writing poetry, listening to music and playing video games.

I kin Mei Tachibana from Say I Love You and Sawako from Kimi Ni Todoke.

Hey girlie, sorry for the wait, I think your match would be definitely Yoosung!

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Status ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

6 asks in inbox, 9 matchups

requests are open, matchups are closed

Navi ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

you can find info and masterlist here

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Bay!Donnie: crush dates someone else

@thequeenofcupps :Hi! I was wondering if I can request bayverse Donatello where he finally manages to have enough courage to ask out reader but because he took to long reader is already dating someone? I want the angstiest angst that you can make 😇 also can it be hc’s?

A/n: saw this rn and had to write it. Lord give me angst♡ this also isn't proof read and English isn't my first language so sorry🙏

Even tho your first interaction with the turtles was quite...harsh to say the least, you just had to accept the four mutants as a new occurrence in your life. Simply knowing of their existence and having the chance to endanger them in any way by them letting you go without a care was too dangerous.

You quickly adapted to them being in your presence, simply seeing them as your friends rather than some mutants. Though in case with Donnie, you seemed to like him a lot more than the rest and not in a friendly way. The same could've been said vice versa, but the purple masked turtle didn't seem to be as sure in his feelings as you are.

It was no secret that you two were particularly close with each other, most of the time when you would come over majority of your time was spent with him in his lab. Talking about random things, him showing you his latest finds and relaxing together were probably your favorite moments of the day and each day the bigger spark between you two was forming.

The thing being, you could never truly figure out his feelings about you. You knew he didn't hate you, that's for sure, but you couldn't help but wonder whether the feelings were mutual or you were just imagining things. With that said, you decided not confess as to not harm the friendship between you two.

Time passed by and you came to the conclusion more and more that he didn't feel the same way about you. Deciding that It's the best to just move on and look for love elsewhere, you cut your time with Donnie short. Still visiting the lair and his lab, but the visits became more infrequent as you have now focused on meeting new people and trying out your luck in dating.

Donnie, of course, notices your sudden change in behavior. How couldn't he? The thing he thinked about the most was you after all, anyone in his vicinity could surely confirm that given that he managed to always bring you up in conversations no matter the topic. To say he was infatuated would be an understatement. This being the first time he ever felt something like this, he wasn't really sure how to act or what to do. He's a teenager after all.

Your visits became less and less frequent, which deeply hurt him even though he wasn't expressing it directly. He couldn't help but think that he was somehow the cause of this and that you started despising him for some reason. Yet, he couldn't just sit still and wonder knowing that that way he would never get the answer he deeply craved and would have to live with his feelings for you never being confessed to, well, you.

Mustering up the courage, he picked the time when he knew you were most likely to be home and visit you to finally let his heart out. The burden of his most beloved person drifting away was too much for him to handle and the only way he could possibly fix it is to talk to you.

Leaping from roof to roof, in his head Donnie was only thinking and connecting sentences to find the best way to say everything he's been thinking about since you two first shared glances. Replaying in his memory some of the times you shared together, only then did he manage to figure out that you probably had a crush on him too. All of the little smiles, discrete touches and obvious favorisem only seemed to make themselves clear right now.

Taking one final jump onto your fire escape and carefully looking around so no one sees him, he wa ready to knock on your window and call out for you.

At first, he thought you weren't home as your bedroom was dark with doors shut and you weren't in there, but he notices the light beams that peeked on the bottom of the door from the living room. Deciding to change position and move from one windows to another, Donnie made a quick way towards the other side of the building.

The urge to knock immediately and call out for you quickly went away when he noticed the commotion in your living room. At first he couldn't exactly tell who was there with you or why, but it seemed to quickly make sense to him once the stranger grabbed you by the waist and left a kiss on your forehead whilst sitting on the couch.

Seeing another person with you didn't hurt him as much as seeing you so happy, the way you were happy when you were with him. At least it used to be him.

A tear couldn't help but fall down his cheek as he realized that all of this could've been prevented if he had thought about confessing sooner. He was the smart one, how couldn't he have figured out long ago that you were in love with him? The same way he still is with you? Right now he couldnt tell if he was sad, disappointed in himself, hopeless or all three of those.

Turning around to make his way back home, he couldnt help but ask himself what if's. If he was a little sooner? If he notices earlier? If he had the courage to tell you right away?

He quickly stopped, realizing that there is no point. You could never be his, and he could never be yours. Maybe thats just the way it's meant to be.

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Clearing out my inbox rn after a while, feel free to send requests for any of the fandoms in my info!

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just found your blog and am obsessed already!! I saw your asks were open, and was wondering if I could get a matchup with one of the bayverse turtles? My name is Ellie, I’m 5’6. I have brown hair and eyes, I’m a little bit on the heavier side (I’m chubby). I’m really into things like science, and going out and exploring the world. I’m also quite addicted to movies like Footloose, and the Goonies- pretty much any 70s-80s film. I’m kinda a nerd. I have social anxiety and find it hard to make new friends on my own. I can appear sarcastic and mean most of the time but I mean well. I love all my friends and became attached too easily. I get annoyed pretty quickly, but often it’s mistaken for anger, and I end up getting panic attacks and crying because of it... ruh roh Raggy.

Anyways, I hope this enough! I love your work :) and thank you!

Sure, no problem! And sorry for the wait, lifes been tough

I think your perfect match would be Bayverse Donnie!

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Hello, I’d like a TMNT matchup for either 2003, 2007, or 2014/16 (just whichever you think fits best)! I’m an ISFJ and very heavy on the introverted part. I don’t think I’ve talked to anyone in the past three months honestly. I read a lot and I write quite a lot as well. I also enjoy movies on certain occasions. I like horror, mystery, and anything mythical like vampires or fairies.

Hello, sorry for the wait btw

I think you could get along great with 2003 Leo!

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Hi there!! I was wondering (only if you have the time/want to), if you could do a matchup for me with the ROTTMNT or Bayverse Turtles?? My name is Morgan and I use He/Him Pronouns, and I’m an INFP Ravenclaw!! I’m a very artistic/literary person, but I also have a deep interest in mathematics and science (usually utilizing both to write my own fantasy/sci-fi stories)!! I never really stick to one project— I have three books going on, two drawings, and FAR too many unfinished writing projects. I care a lot about my academic success so I’m always trying my hardest to achieve the best grade possible. Admittedly, I tend to have very high standards for myself and this leads to me getting easily frustrated with myself for mistakes— this also makes me a very apologetic person. I’ve been told by a few people that I’m somewhat of a doormat since a lot of my actions are made with others in mind rather than my own well being. When I’m interested in something (like a book, game, or show) I am VERY interested— there is no chill with me when it comes to my interests. That usually leads to me only wanting to talk about that specific topic until the fixation leaves my head. I can also be a bit insecure from time-to-time, and I’m definitely very sensitive to how people perceive me. I’m a huge overthinker, and that definitely leads to me assuming people are mad at me unless proven otherwise. I appreciate it when someone listens to me when I’m talking, and is actually interested in what I’m saying. Those are the times where I feel the most appreciated. I would consider myself a mature and well spoken individual, and I believe that past decisions display that. I make decisions using my head— but I tend to react using my heart. I’m a very emotional person, and sometimes that leads to me overreacting over things that truly aren’t that big of a deal. I am definitely on the nerdier side of things— liking a lot of books, comic books, movies, shows, and games and knowing an extensive, obsessive amount about those topics. I don’t know if my appearance really matters, but I’m about 5’3 with blonde hair and glasses— and I dress like a grandpa (according to my friends). Thank you, I really appreciate you reading through my request!!! I think what you do is really neat and It’s wicked cool that you’re doing it!! Thanks again!! :]

Its been a while, and Im going thru requests only rn so I apologize for the waiting.

The person I can imagine you dating would defs be Bayverse Donnie!

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Hi! I was wondering if I could get a match up with either the 2012 turtles or rottmnt turtles? I have very short blue hair, brown eyes and freckles, I really love drawing and baking sometimes, and especially love playing in the rain at parks and stuff. I can come off as snarky and hostile at first, but I actually have a lot of sympathy and worry about certain people. I also tend to rant to point of annoying people, mostly about my special interests. I also have a pretty goofy sense of humor, and tend to laugh very easily. I hope this is enough detail for you :) and thanks if you match me!<3

I think you'd get along quite well with Rottmnt Mikey

You have mutual hobbies that you could bond over pretty easily. He enjoys doing stuff together and always sets aside some free time for you to come over and draw or bake with him.

Let's you rant freely about anything you're currently going through and is a very good listener.

Date nights where you two just sneak into the park and just enjoy each others company? More likely than you think

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for matchup :)

i'm cas. i go by he/they.

i dont really go outside much bcs i'm super busy with travel, school, and chores. i'm horrible at eye contact and i'm pretty soft-spoken.

i'm can be pretty impatient and i do get angry easily, but i can calm down with the proper distraction. i love cats sm! they're so cute! and i love minecraft (and some mobile games bcs i dont have a console </3)

i dont socialize much irl. the most of it would be with the bus driver or something.

Hey luv, unfortunately, I've been hibernating for the past..? Lots of months

I think you'd go great with Donnie!

Donnie's also pretty soft-spoken and for that reason kinda senses that you are as well. I think that he just kinda instantly got attracted to the vibe you give off and therefore approached you with a wish of getting to know you better.

👏Late👏Night👏Minecraft👏Playing👏

Building your survivor world and having two dogs together with their collars in your two's colors.

Overall, you'd get along greatly!

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hello there !! hope I'm not disturbing you but I really enjoy your work (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

I was wondering if I could get a TMNT matchup? 2012 ver or rise ver please

I'm 5'4 and I go by any pronouns but prefer they/them, I currently identify as non binary. My MBTI is INTP and my enneagram is 6w5, I'm quite pale and slim, I have black hair that's kind of styled into a wolfcut. My friends describe me as hardworking, calm and collected, but they also mention that I'm funny and nice. They also often say that I have a tendency to tease or be playful and I have a soft spot for animals ( they normally call me the rich mom friend lol ).

But I also have some flaws that I don't really talk about to anyone, I get quite anxious when I'm in social situations and I tend to become moody at random times, causing me to lash out on people when I'm stressed. Aside from that, I also overthink too much over the smallest things and I sometimes get insecure about my appearance, specifically my thighs and chest.

When it comes to hobbies I enjoy drawing/sketching and playing games, specifically rhythm games and rpg games ! But sometimes I also enjoy reading and cooking or any sort of sport like softball !

Overall I'm just the quiet kid stereotype that gives off an artsy aesthetic

( hope this isn't too much for you, sorry if it's messy and feel free to ignore if you'd like ^^;; )

Hey love, sorry this took me quite a while lmao

I think you'd work great with rise Raphie

It's hard for me to explain, but I can just see you two together. Think like friends to lovers, you have been friends for a year or two and everyone but you knows you like each other.

Your main hype man, supports and adores everything you do to an unimaginable extinct. Definitely wears an "I love my partner" shirt

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let's normalize NOT writing sexual content of minors.

even "aged up".

even if they have no confirmed age

ESPECIALLY IF THEY'RE CANONICALLY ASEXUAL

ESPECIALLY IF THE FRANCHISE THEY'RE FROM SAYS 'TEENAGE'

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Hello! I was wondering if I could get a matchup with any turtle from 2012, 2014/16, or ROTTMNT. My name is Thistle I have purple hair and cat eye style glasses. I’m genderfluid, Panromantic, and Asexual. I love my cat Virgil and I’m a huge nerd. I love cuddles and listening to other peoples problems to avoid my own. I get anxious easily but I love to feel needed. I find it calming when others can come to me cause I’m a safe person. I basically tend to make my personality the “caregiver” and such. I love to read and have an interest in science and art. I’m not an artist but love to admire others works. My intrusive thoughts tend to come out in my speech. Things I don’t mean to say but they come out anyway. I genuinely feel lucky when anyone deals with me for longer than a year. As you’ve probably guessed, I don’t think very highly of myself but still try to remember I’m human and deserve to be treated as such. I tend to have a pretty easygoing personality until I get stressed. I have anger issues like my dad but they don’t make me lash out, Just distance myself. I also tend to just info dumb on things I find interesting. I once freaked out a bunch of people by talking about ancient torture techniques. I can’t stick to one hobby. I need to constantly do something new while staying in my comfort bubble if that makes sense. Wow this is long. Sorry for the dumb. I should probably talk to a therapist. Thank you!

I think you would be a great match for bay Donnie

The obvious thing that would bring you close is the mutual nerdiness and love for science. You two would probably hit it off right away and start a long discussion about all of the things that you are fascinated by or find intrest in at the moment.

He quickly grows fond over how much you care for pthers and those around you. He spends quit the time feeling as if he stands out and doesnt belong eith his brothers due to his knowledge in science and lack of interest in ninjutsu. Quickly your relationship would go from just two people with similar hobbies to friends who can share anything with eachother.

He hates your self-depricating humor and it pains him to hear you say anything bad abput yourself, let alone think that way. He tries his best to reassure you and researches other much healthier coping mechanisms and tries to work some out with you.

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@evklouri hi! I’d like to request a matchup for mystic messenger. I am a heterosexual female (she/her), I’m shy and awkward but with family and close friends I’m really enthusiastic and goofy. Depending on my mood, I can be grumpy and quiet as well. One of my many hobbies is listening to music and reading. I hate insects and pretty much anything a normal person would dislike. I’m an Aquarius, my mbti is infj and I’m in ravenclaw. Idk what to put but some people have told me I’m good at both writing, technology and street smart. Please do not post my photos and keep them private, thank you <3

First of all, youre soo pretty!

Second of all, I think Yoosung would take a liking to you!

Both of you can be closed off at the beginning and get more enthusiastic as time goes on, so you naturally hit it off with eachother at the start. You can both be yourselves with eachother and joke around together while understanding eachothers boudaries.

Your streer smart would bring out the best in him considering his naivity in certain times. There would be an unspoken balance od things between the two of you even before you got in a realtionship.

I feel like he would be invested in your knowledge oof technology because he has a way around computers which came along his gaming habit. He would be keen of learning stuff from you and sharing info/having a long conversation in that field.

He would cherish and respext your hobbies and even try and get involved with them. The thing that he likes the most is reading some of your work ( when given premission ofc) and encouraging of you to write more. One of his love-languages is quality time, even if it means that two of you are doing your own thing , he would never deny having you close to him.