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You people are delusional because you think Ivan's alive

I'm delusional because I'm still waiting for Sua to come back to life somehow

We are not the same

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I knowww its not precise but I swear I did my very best trying to replicate the style n all

I kept seeing alot of people saying how ivan is kinda dressed as if he's going to a wedding so I tried to give a similar feel to the genderbend :p

Now if you'll excuse me I will go sob in a corner-

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TILL GENDERBEND BABYYYY

Not very good but I did my best lol

Dude... THERE IS SO MUCH I HAVE TO SAY but to make this short, this whole round absolutely broke me. The scenes, the song, the CHARACTERS

More of these coming soon btw I went on a drawing rampage

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More alien stage genderbends :>>

I just try to draw one of the most popular scenes so it's recognizable atleast, also I am SCREAMING over Ivan genderbend the long hair looks so goooooddddddd

(Ignore literally half of the awkward things in this drawing I was too impatient)

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oops i dropped my cleaned and translated english interpretation of the confession comic

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What if…

more kisses, less death?

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sua mv sua mv i kinda super really badly want a sua mv now oh my god think of the things it would explain and the amount of sua we would get even if there's a low chance of it happening i wanna hear more of her voice and see more of her so bad i would literally cry 😭

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Ivan and Sua siblings yeah I eat it up, but siblings Ivan and Mizi is amazing as well. Mizi seemed to like and look up to Ivan a lot, I can't wait to see if we'll get her reaction to his death

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can't stop thinking about how sua is the domino effect. how without her, the alien stage we know wouldn't exist. she was the first piece that tipped everything over, and caused disorder to the pristine program (or, the carefully laid out pieces of dominoes if you will).

sua's sacrifice (her love, her devotion, her selfless selfishness) shaped EVERYTHING. without her, mizi wouldn't have attacked luka. without her, mizi wouldn't have been disqualified and thus taken by hyuna. without her, till and ivan wouldn't have been a match. without her, till wouldn't have had his eyes set on mizi one last time because he thought she died, making ivan believe till never cared once more. without her, ivan wouldn't have sacrificed himself in the name of selfish love… the chain continues to fall, with sua at the forefront.

sua is the domino that tumbled and fell, taking all the pieces down with her. her love, her devotion, her selflessness, her selfishness is the catalyst of alien stage.

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A little obsessed with jealous Sua, actually.

Source

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So I have a running interpretation of Mizi as having been quite sheltered as a result of her relatively comfortable life as a pet, hence her being a bit delusional in her and Sua's interview before Round 1 and her shock at Sua's death, despite the humans all knowing that the loser dies in Alien Stage.

Now I'm onto the implications that this has for the whole conga line of longing between Ivan, Till, and Mizi:

The fucking tragedy of Till falling in love with the one person who didn't have a reason to escape or intervene.

Mizi had a good life and was never exposed to the same pain and suffering the others had known.

Sua is implied to have had a pretty empty life as a pet, being treated as an object by her owners, and being very emotionally withdrawn as a result. However, she also didn't have the drive to leave, as the one person she cared about seemed so happy here, and Mizi's dreams were all about singing together and fulfilling the wishes of their owners.

Ivan had known suffering before being taken in by his owner, and even though his life was relatively good as a pet, he still knew how precarious that position was, and besides he had to watch Till be horribly mistreated by his owner. He had enough reason to want to get out of there.

But Till loved and wouldn't leave Mizi, THE ONE PERSON WHO WOULD NEVER LEAVE. So he didn't go with Ivan when they had a chance to escape, he stayed. And Ivan stayed too, because he wouldn't leave Till.

And by extension: the tragedy of SUA falling in love with someone who had no reason to leave, and Mizi falling in love with someone who couldn't see past the world they were trapped in.

Following this interpretation, this is one angle to Ivan's judgement of Sua that I'm stuck on.

Ivan TRIED to break Till out so the person he loved wouldn't have to suffer anymore.

Meanwhile, the best Sua could come up with was following the path laid out by their alien owners, and then dying instead of Mizi.

Sua only aimed as high as the best outcome that their society could allow them, while Ivan was willing to deviate entirely. The only thing that stopped him was Till running back to Mizi.

He could be thinking "the person you love would have followed you anywhere, and the best you could do is die? You couldn't imagine a future with both of you alive and happy? You had everything I ever wanted, and you threw it away."

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Honestly i think the reason why Sua and Ivan were the ones to die it's cause if Mizi and Till died those two would immediately kill themselves. End of alnst guys Sua and Ivan can't STAND the thought of their loved ones being dead

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my clematis

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Thinking about a Ghost!Sua AU in which Sua literally haunts the characters, as one does.

Naturally she’d follow Mizi everywhere, but I believe she would haunt Ivan and Till as well. She is the soft whisper in Till’s ear when his body isn’t his own and he’s caught in a claw’s hold. She tells him to stop reaching for illusions. She is the chilling rain hitting Ivan’s nape when he throws his microphone away. She is what he sees when he chokes on his own blood.

Sua is wrapped in a sense of inevitability. She is the truth, the empty shell behind the glamour of worship. She questions your worth, so you could find it on your own.