and im still thinking of the fact that lizzie only ever offers to do anything on days ive TOLD her i always work late and how it happened AGAIN today and as much as i love her i just am so frustrated and tired of it all
im bitter im very very bitter but j think today i will allow myself feel like this instead of pretending i dont. we can stop repressing everything for a bit. as a treat.
The scene in the Magnus archives that I think shows how human Jon is compared to Elias would have to be when he burns Gerry’s page. It clearly hurts him to burn it, it hurts him to destroy all this knowledge, the same way Martin burning the statement hurt Elias. The difference between the two is that Elias hurts others to stop his own pain, Jon hurt himself to stop Gerry’s pain.
im bitter im very very bitter but j think today i will allow myself feel like this instead of pretending i dont. we can stop repressing everything for a bit. as a treat.
persona discourse is so braincell killing with the amount of faux know-it-all, bigoted dudebros that litter every corner of that fandom. these dipshits really have no brains rattling in those heads of theirs