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Maladaptive Daydream Things pt 2

daydreaming about music video/ anime opening but they're with your paras

going to your daydream for comfort

feeling like your paras are your real friends and family

daydreaming in your sleep, aka you are dreaming and you start dreaming about your paracoms in your sleep

daydreaming in the car/on the bus

finding a new series to have more fictional paras

daydreaming your paras are with you in your current situation

having mega happy positives paracosms but also having very dark and hardcore paracoms

daydreaming paras doing things you want to do/ scared to do/ can't do

daydreaming to get out of your situation

daydreaming so much it makes you miss good time with friends

not fully being in the moment cause of daydreaming

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me and the girls:

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I have a similar entity in Aturah named Kagamius, the fallen god of Spirits and he’s very much seen as death.

I hope everyone with a para that is Death or a similar entity has a great day

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Ask me about the Newman Family or ANYTHING Aturah related and I’m SET IM GONE IM SPEAKING LIKE A MILE A MINUTE

I hope everyone with a para that they really want to talk about finds others who are as excited about the story as they are

People who listen to you ramble about your paras/paracosms >>>>>>

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Me watching the drama I’ve started from traumatising my paras

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I considered this but decided against it because of the outright fear of the living nightmare a select few paras meeting would cause

what if i made a crossover of all my paracosms lmao

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The visceral anger I feel when I’m lost in such a good daydream and I hear “Battery Low” from my wireless headphones will never go away.

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Me last year with a spin off to a series and BAM, It’s been my thoughts for a year STRAIGHT

autism culture is finding something, and listening/watching/reading/whatever-ing it for a bit, then BOOM, you're hit like a train, that's your special interest now baby! all on accident, too, and now you can't stop talking about it

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watching a film with madd is horrible because i physically can't stop my brain from thinking about my characters in similar scenarios

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here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

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NOT TO MENTION THE RISK OF BEING STARED AT LIKE A CRIMINAL

I know we tend to joke abt how much we love to traumatise our paras but how tf am I supposed to explain triggering daydreams to others? Like, "hi, I just spent the last few hours willingly imagining deeply emotionally scarring scenarios that will leave me spiraling for weeks. Yes, I highly enjoyed doing so, and I will most definitely do it again. Please do not disturb me I am in a very dark place rn" just doesn't really roll off the tongue now does it

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SCREAMS IN TOO MANY NOTES MY NOTES ARE FLOODED THIS A FULL HOUSE PLEASE STOP INVITING YOURSELVES IN NOTES

Hey Madders that switch between multiple paracosm/timelines/AUs:

How?

How do you keep track of everything going on? How are you not constantly overwhelmed by everything happening at the same time??

I've got myself into a situation where I have to keep track of two paralleling storylines (there are supposed to be three but I've already been too lost to even start the third one ;_;) and also the One Piece rerun has forced itself into my brain and I just feel constantly lost and confused and behind x_x

Help ;_;

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Me when Leo brought a fucking cow into Adonis’ office and then said it was “uddercover”

i love when i'm surprised by my own thoughts, likee there is no way i just made that up wtf?? what just happened??

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MUUUUUUUM AKYRA’S TALKING ABOUT DEEP SHIT THAT’S SCARING ME AGAIN.

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I'm stressing about exams so my paras are suffering for it!

Mad Drive are having a crisis, Aturah's in a war and NYC's being traumatised by an even more hyper Leo!

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Some of the shit Leo’s done:

AKA HE NEEDS TO BE PUT DOWN

The whole reason he’s in my current plot is because he drew a massive penis on a criminal enterprise leader’s car and couldnt pay the damages so he had to work for them

He did a backflip off a house roof in his boxers after someone said they’d buy his drinks for the whole night

Recovered from a hangover in a bin in an alley, he’d lost his shirt on a cold day and his only worry was about whether he got a mystery girl’s number the night before

He did an irish jig over an open flame and set his ass on fire, he still has the scars and it fucked over an important heist the next day.

Got put on a partying ban after that incident so he’s resorted to dancing to Kidzbop as a form of entertainment.

While robbing a corporate rival CEO’s house he got caught modelling the CEO’s wifes’ clothes in their closet.

Had a threesome in a food truck that was being towed.

Evaded the police by pulling a wig from his pocket and pretending to be someone’s girlfriend, the man was actually digging it until this low ass “thanks bro” came from said girlfriend. He had the scare of his life.

Gave his location away in a shootout after slapping Paris’ ass as a joke and it actually made a noise

Lies about his red eye saying he got into a horrible and traumatising accident as a kid when it’s literally just a contact

Ate a parking ticket fining him $50 so he didn’t have to pay

Got drunk, entered a pet store and climbed into the guinea pig enclosure and named each of them after drugs. (Cannabissia, LSDee-Dee, Speedalina were the most memorable) he then slept in the enclosure.

And he started a police chase in a kids indoor soft play centre, he had the time of his fucking life going down the death drop slides.

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I’ve now come to learn that my para Leo is a social experiment who needs a child leash and an impulse control after recounting his dumbassery in my daydreams.