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its all futile! its all pointless! (october 2019 vs october 2021)

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🔑  What’s my actual tumblr username 

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NOW THAT’S WHAT I CALL

[CENSORED]!

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youre not better than other people just because you listen to weird music

yes I am

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HALT! Do you have sensory issues? Overwhelmed by sound in a messy environment? Desperately wanting to write that essay/fanfiction but your ADHD is getting on the way? In need of atmospheric sound for your tabletop game??

Please let me introduce you to MyNoise.net - a lifesaver on all aspects.

Mynoise provides an incredible index of noise machine generators with personalizing sliders to suit your every taste.

Missing the sound of a lively coffee shop during the pandemic? They have that. That specific, calming noise of a public park in a peaceful afternoon? they have that. Rain sounds? City sounds? Want to fuck around and listen to some uninterrupted Gregorian chants? They have that also!

According to the website:

"myNoise generators cover the whole audible frequency range, from 20Hz to 20kHz, over 10 color-coded sliders. Through a simple but accurate calibration process, all myNoise generators can be shaped to your personal hearing thresholds and compensate for your audio equipment and listening environment deficiencies, including the presence and nature of background noise. Calibration is unique to this website, and makes calibrated noise machines stand out from regular white noise machines. During the calibration process, we are able to measure your personal hearing levels, and adapt our noises accordingly. If you are suffering from age-related hearing, you'll be surprised to hear frequencies you thought were lost."

And that's not all. When I say 'incredible' I really mean it; I've found myself using the website on multiple occasions, for work, creative and stress-related issues, and the variety of machines provided cannot be overstated. You've got animal noises, nature soundscapes, street sounds, meditation aids, melody-based lullabies, magical soundscapes, medieval ambiance, situation specific sounds, white noise generators-- and a lot more!!! They even have noise to block out IRL sounds you don't want to hear.

Just take a brief look at what the index page provides:

There's something for EVERYONE. And it's all for free! It's been for free for years, and it is the creator's wish that it remains accessible to everyone who might need this kind of aid in life. I am using it to write this post right now. Though if you read some of the above index, you may have noticed that the support for the website has been very low lately.

Which brings me to the reason I'm making this post. Mynoise is curated and maintained by a single person:

Please check out the Mynoise Index for yourself, donate if you can, and tell your friends who might be interested ♡

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Numb // Linkin Park 80s Remix

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Lovejoy's debut EP "Are You Alright" is officially out on Spotify!

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SPOTIFY PLAYLISTS

I have a lot of spotify playlists and I would like to share them with you guys! You guys can have a listen to them and follow me if you want! Enjoy!

follow me on spotify @athsna 

calm me down — when you need to chill and maybe take a deep breath

vintage summer — taking you back to the 50s, 60s and 70s

classical tunes — classical music to soothe you

havin a gud tiem — just chill and have a good time!

groovy ass music my boi — groovy old music to get you pumped

love songs that destroy me — love songs that make anyone sad lol

when you’re high but still sad — just indie pop/underground music

a la verga — spanish party music

wow im happy?? — happy indie songs that pump me up

jus sum vibes — honestly idk, really chill

ando bien pedo y triste alv hahahah — spanish sad rancheras

fucc im chillen — chill lol

let me sleep the sad away damn — not too sad but still ok playlist

tryin to breath — music that is alive !!

sad shidd — sad music lol

teach me how to feel — indie pop rock

road trip !! — shit load of songs that will keep u goin

boy if you dont — rap vibes

big ass mood — I was feelin lovey

rawr xd — my young phase when I was into mcr and jammin to rock

film — sad film songs

kpop boo — fav kpop songs

lets get this bread — get up and motivate me with remix songs

away from his family — a playlist I made my dog when I adopted him (sad lol)

valiendo verga — spanish pop sad songs

he cant love you — lovey dovey male rap songs

lol im hispanic — spanish rap songs

vibe — vibe to rex orange county and shit lol

but thats cruel — reminds me of an eerie feeling

disappear — amy dunn vibes

you make me wanna scream — alternative arctic monkeys shit

take my hand — mellow love songs

oh mamma mia!! — mamma mia faves

girls — wlw songs

ah yes — jamming at 3 am 

bröther forgive me — vengaboys and songs you listened in the 90s babe

who is your god where is she — we just havin a great time

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playlists for the summer!

listen to when…

you’re driving with the top down

laying in a garden

you’re dreaming of a parisian summer romance

your summer fling is ending

it’s the fourth of july

the sunshine is white and dreamy

you drive through old hollywood at night

eating sour gummy worms

you go dancing in a meadow

feeling like the angel you are

you feel like singing some bops

you’re sitting in a parked car looking at the ocean

feeling like a dancing queen

holding hands with your lover

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concept playlists !!

feel free to request some concepts you want to see next! if you want, make sure to follow the playlists bc ill still be adding songs to them, also send me ur spotify if you want to follow eachother <3 

the world is ending, ur in a city miles away from your home. you find an abandoned car. you sit in it as you see the red in the sky. you spot a mixtape on the floor of the car. you put it in the casette player. these are the songs you hear.

its summer, ur finally with your best friend after being away for months. you sit outside a gas station with your popsicles and sit on the curb together. the air is hot and bothering but you both don’t mind. you sit and talk about spending the future together, and laugh about the present. everything feels okay when you’re together

its a hot summer day, and ur busy in ur garden. there’s the smell of honeysuckle drifting in on the breeze. the bees r floating past you, everything seems so perfect, you forget all ur problems. you know it wont last, but you’ll cherish this moment until its gone.

its 3am, ur up but not because u cant sleep, but because its so peaceful when there’s nothing that can stress you out. there’s a warm fleece blanket around. the quiet pattern of rain is faintly heard in the background. you have a cup of tea slowly wafting cinnamon-scented steam in ur direction. you can hear a cat purring from a chair across the room and the radio quietly lulling you into a thick, warm rest.

the time on the clock is 3:17 am. its right before you leave for a road trip home, everything is packed and in hte car, but you just have to say ur last goodbyes to the people you love even though you have absolutely no idea when you will see them  next. but you hear in the backgroun the car is starting and the aux gets plugged in as you begin the long drive home.

ur taking a shortcut home through the woods. you can see the light filtering through the trees and you can smell the nature around as you feel the crunch of leaves underneath you. you feel like an ancient forest deity with life in your veins. 

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concept playlists

remember to send in concepts, and make sure to follow the playlists I’ll be updating them in the future 

its the year 1997 you’re a teen at the shopping center. you’re warm in your jean jacket. you end up in the video store after a long day of shopping ur deciding what vhs to take home. as you walk through the aisles of movies you can hear the radio playing on the store’s speakers. 

its past midnight you’re on the train and you’re heading home after a concert. you sit down with your head against the window. you’re still buzzed with energy from the show yet you can feel the tiredness coming over you. you pop ur headphones in and stare out the window as thought after thought crosses your mind

you’re in the midst of a hard time. you’re plagued with stressful thoughts that you keep choosing to ignore. you have the strongest urge to change everything about yourself. you want something new. you’re home alone and you decide what you need is a change. you cut your hair. you get out hair dye. maybe this is what will comfort you for now.

the few minutes right before you drift off to sleep. your thoughts are filled with the person you are infatuated with. plagued with scenarios you daydream about all day. you lay there and think about what holding their hand would be like. what it would be like to be loved by them. although it may never happen this is enough for now. you listen to music as you fall asleep to the thought of them

you’re a kid in the 2010s. you’re outside playing in the backyard. you sit on the chalk stained pavement and you can hear the radio playing from inside. you distractedly sing along to the songs as you enjoy the warm summer air and a orange creamsicle. you think about the shows you’ll watch on the tv later. you’re a child with no complete worries. these are the songs that’ll bring you nostalgia later in life. 

music recommendations:

here is the music I listened to in september.  

this is the music i’ve been listening to in october.  

this is my november playlist with music I’ve been listening to lately and any future music I listen to will be added

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˗ˏˋ playlists to study/vibe to ˎˊ˗

dark academia - acoustics n lots of hozier for that classical literature aesthetic 

cowboy music - western-sounding indie music for ppl who don’t like country music lmao

8tracks indie - if you’re one of the OGs who used 8tracks, these are the songs that were in like every single playlist

rainy - lots of oldies! i kinda imagined it as cafe music during the post apocalypse hehe 

soleil - warm-sounding songs!

surf rock - the sort of music that’d be in a summer indie film soundtrack

moomin! - it’s cottagecore, babey!

oranges and honey - lo-fi

she hasn’t met him yet - if you like boy pablo and happy indie this is 4 u