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Speed doodle AZ Tohri

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uh whoa, it’s been since november apparently? but i found my way back here, even if i had to jump through some hoops to remember email/password

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The comments didn't go further so dropping it was easier than it could have been. Sakuya was certain it would still be in the back of his mind somewhere through this, though, if Yuuya really was going to play for him and then hand over the instrument. Still, he had agreed now and there was nothing to stop them from going outside.

"Very well," he agreed, leading the way to an out-of-the-way door and exiting through it, assuming Yuuya was following right behind. He continued a little ways beyond that to the garden area with a few benches, and turned when he got there, looking to Yuuya.

"Joyeux anniversaire Sakuya! Have you had a nice birthday~?" I'm here to smother you in brotherly love.

"I suppose it’s been pleasant, yes. Somewhat uneventful, if anything." I am braced for this smothering.

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agentfantail replied to your post:urgh i finished a reply on mobile last night and...

nooooo that sucks!

darn mobile! ah well, I'm sure the rest of that reply didn't come out quite the same, but it's done now!

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It still would have been a challenge to find the words to accept, but it would have been much easier had Yuuya not described it as an indirect kiss. How was he supposed to deal with this now? Was it just him or was it getting warm? Maybe stepping outside for a breath of fresh air, if nothing else, wasn’t a bad idea…

“I-- well, I...imagine some fresh air out in the garden might be pleasant now," he managed. He could blame embarrassment for the warmth if he wasn't trying to ignore it. This was not the sort of thing he was used to dealing with but somehow he wasn't entirely reluctant.

"Joyeux anniversaire Sakuya! Have you had a nice birthday~?" I'm here to smother you in brotherly love.

"I suppose it’s been pleasant, yes. Somewhat uneventful, if anything." I am braced for this smothering.

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urgh i finished a reply on mobile last night and hit publish and nothing happened, it's still in my drafts like i didn't even finish it

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Though still assisting his brother, Sakuya turned his head away some. "It has nothing to do with kindness." Sure it doesn't. That's why he can't come up with an excuse for what it really is. When they reached the stairs down the hall, Sakuya seemed to concentrate on their footing, made sure they properly navigated the stairwell.

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“Agh! My nose!”

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agentfantail replied to your post:agentfantail replied to your post:your daddy’s not...

It’s okay hehe, fantails are always pain, I put myself in this position~

it's true, nothing like fantails to bring the pain

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agentfantail replied to your post:your daddy’s not a hero he stole your chariot ...

Ripping my heart into pieces…

that's about what i'm feeling also, sorry to drag you down too

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Of course, Sakuya hadn't thought about it like that. Most things of an interpersonal nature were not emphasized as important in the Le Bel house. He was never praised for how he treated others, only for his abilities and promise as an heir. It wasn't entirely foreign to him, but he had certainly repressed that nature, so it didn't come to him easily.

And in addition, he had been told his brother was beneath him for as long as he could remember. It was making this interaction difficult when it seemed Yuuya had actually paid attention, found what mattered to Sakuya more than he would let himself admit.

"Well..." he hesitated. "There hardly seems to be anyone else offering to teach me. I will have to take your word that you know what you're doing." It wasn't the warmest response, but from Sakuya, it could have been harsher.

"Joyeux anniversaire Sakuya! Have you had a nice birthday~?" I'm here to smother you in brotherly love.

"I suppose it’s been pleasant, yes. Somewhat uneventful, if anything." I am braced for this smothering.

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your daddy's not a hero he stole your chariot

so here you are in p i e c e s trying to prove to us it's real the softness of your smile and the lies you want to feel

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It wasn’t exactly excitement that he felt, but probably more of a passion for music that sometimes liked to show itself even when things came up in conversation. It was never quite an unrestrained passion, but here he felt even more inclined to hold back than he might at school, for example.

Sakuya’s full attention turned back to Yuuya instead of glancing between him and the instrument. He raised a brow. “What are you thanking me for?” He had yet to get to the point of realizing he ought to thank the person giving the gift, but he did know it didn't go the other way around.

"Joyeux anniversaire Sakuya! Have you had a nice birthday~?" I'm here to smother you in brotherly love.

"I suppose it’s been pleasant, yes. Somewhat uneventful, if anything." I am braced for this smothering.

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happy birthday 23.6.

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"Fine." The younger dove stood and held a hand out to his brother's extended one. "I won't be having you collapse along the way because you weren't as fine as you said you were, though." Why he was still insistent about this, he wasn't quite sure. But he supposed it had to do with his will to see things through to the end. That was what he'd tell himself.

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“Agh! My nose!”

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good word, i spent too long updating the theme here. i guess i sort of figured out some coding stuff along the way, but i couldn't get other things quite how i wanted. oh well. thinking of also setting up a nice page to display my muses.

meanwhile, i'm looking at them like "why are so many of you assholes?"

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Sakuya considered this and decided this could be counted as consideration for the doctor as much as anything else. "Very well," he agreed with a nod. "How long might we be waiting then?"

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“Agh! My nose!”

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Really, it wasn't difficult to notice for anyone who cared about Sakuya enough, but he liked to think he kept it under wraps or his father might be agitated. So for someone to notice... he wasn't entirely sure of what that meant.

His answer may not have seemed all too excited, but it was what Sakuya could afford to show. In another place or time - an alternate time, maybe, he could have really let his interest in music show, and been closer with his brother, but as it were... "I suppose that would be acceptable. I doubt there would be anyone else to teach me."

"Joyeux anniversaire Sakuya! Have you had a nice birthday~?" I'm here to smother you in brotherly love.

"I suppose it’s been pleasant, yes. Somewhat uneventful, if anything." I am braced for this smothering.