madiifilipowicz

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Yeah, I self isolate and then feel awful because no one seemed to care about it.

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So I keep it to myself— and it hurts

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nothing is ok, everything is horrible

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i don’t think anyone notices when i need them the most, or when i’m depressed, or when i think about disappearing. i don’t think i am actually that important to anyone.

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I don’t want to fucking be here anymore there’s no fucking point

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Stupid of me to think that I'm important to someone.

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I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

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i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

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How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

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please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

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Hey mamacita 😉

hey mama😈

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He was saying he dislikes you cause your a minor

oh no 😱😱😱😱😱 gonna cry in the corner now

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I think @jaxondohwan shaded you… 😬

okay??? idk who is that, never talked with him so sure

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I know that I’ll die by committing suicide; it’s only a matter of when

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Cause you Chris brook and Jake were all friends with him? The Matt the munch one

well i wasn’t really talking to him sooo😭 and idk where he went, he deactivated. that’s all i know

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Do you know where the old Matt account went

nooo why would i know😭