madnessinoureyes

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i love you air dried hair i love you no makeup i love you comfortable clothes made out of soft fabrics i love you short nails

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i had to open up SMI services again through the state because after all of the trauma last year i am drowning. lowkey feel like a failure for having to do it though.

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just trying to figure out where i belong

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𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩

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sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time

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casual fan? no sorry i only know how to invest my whole livelihood into something and spend every waking moment thinking about said thing

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just trying to figure out where i belong

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i love that post thats like “never trust how you feel about your life after 9pm” that shit changed my life. every time i feel bad i look at the clock and i’m like Aha It’s 10:26 PM You Cannot Fucking Fool Me

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i have so much i want and need to say but i have no one to say it to and nowhere to even say it online. my brain is fully overloaded and i am overwhelmed to say the least. i constantly feel like i am on the verge of a breakdown. i hate it here inside my brain.

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there are so many things going on right now but i feel like i can't talk about it with anybody in my life and idk how much longer i can hold it together honestly

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i want to start over but i just don't know how

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they need to add two extra hours after ten pm where time doesn't pass so you can do some nice reading before bed