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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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it will pass ..

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Bro last night was trite and insisted upon itself

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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more people die by cows each year than sharks

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Mary Oliver, "From The Book of Time." Devotions

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“Well, of course I’ve tried lavender. And pulling my memory out, ribbonlike and dripping. And shrieking into my pillow. And writing the poems. And making more friends. And baking warm brown cookies. And therapy. And intimacy. And pictures of rainbows. And all of the movies about lovers and the terrible things they do to each other. And watching the ones in other languages. And leaving the subtitles off. And listening to the language. And forgetting my name. And feeling the dirt on my skin. And screaming in the shower. And changing my shampoo. And living alone. And cutting my hair. And buying a turtle. And petting the cat. And traveling. And writing more poems. And touching a different body. And digging a grave. And digging a grave. Of course, I’ve tried it. Of course I have.”

— september is a weary month, yasmin belkhyr (via wildflowerveins)

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Being pissed abt a nonissue is so fun.... #myhill

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they should invent a more pleasurable way to be a creature of discipline

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I need to be more disciplined starting tomorrow

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The Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

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Amelia McComb (@amelia_mccomb)

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