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Most of my best friends are Aries.

I had brunch with one of them today. We met through my last job, she’s like a big sister to me.

Maybe in a way, that’s why I never told her that I’m a stoner. So afraid/nervous she’ll judge, lecture me - especially pinning the subject that smoking doesn’t necessarily help with fertility.

Let me be.

So I haven’t told her. So what. Not all my relationships need to be based on getting high. Although, as I’ve grown older I’ve been fascinated on other ways on “getting high” naturally without substance. Like meditation, going on long winding hikes up a mountain, jogging…

I’ll get there. But in the mean while, let me have the greens.

Anyway.

I was happy to see her, we caught up. Ate great food, she spoils me really. I’m always so in awe of her, so articulate.

The weekend before i went to the boysenberry festival with another Aries friend along with my husband and sister. I hate to say it but the experience was disappointing. Overpriced and filled to the rim with people.

Most of the time was spent waiting in line for something. Mostly food. My husband got greasy fatty ribs and cold sides. I got loaded potatoes, i was expecting a baked potato for some reason. I wasn’t a fan. Got boysenberry wine, Hefeweizen and a beer flight. The flight was definitely watered down but the other two were great.

We left pretty early but no without taking their big bucket of fried chicken to go.

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It doesn’t feel official until you email your boss that you will be away on vacation. I’m already drafting my out of office message.

Since I was a teenager, i fantasized traveling to Ireland. Long, long before i met my husband.

I escorted my little sister on a high school trip to England, France, and Holland. Our tour guide was an older irishman. I was infatuated with him from the moment I saw him. I always had a thing for older men.

Arranging my new passport has been like an RPG side quest and just as annoying. I finally have all at hand now I have to wait till early May for my in-person appointment.

I recently changed my last name to my husband’s. So this is only part 2 of my long quest of identity.

We’ll be leaving mid-summer. It may be a family affair. Us following my mother-in-law and my sister following us. All of us characters. All of us ready for a change of scenery.