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And I know they probably don’t care at all, but I’m haunted by every person who has ghosted me
#my closest friends :( completely out if nowhere#and here I am with all these questions and do they ever even think about me ?
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Yearning for a time from my past, despite how horrible I felt back then. O nostalgia’s rose colored lense
#the absolute worst is looking at old pictures of myself when I was in a horrible place and hated myself more than anything#and now I look at it like :( I was so beautiful and I hated myself so much and for what???#and yet I’m probably still doing the same thing now#have so few pictures of myself this year bc my health issues and I couldn’t even look at myself in pictures or videos#but lately I’ve been feeling a little better and I think I look better too#I used to never be able to leave the house without doing my makeup and spending an hour on it#today I went to the store without doing my hair or my makeup and I actually thought I looked kinda pretty :)#idk I miss wearing my eyeliner but it also started to warp my perception of myself
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do you ache? have you ached? will you ache? when will you ache?
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