magdalette

[magdalette]

Keep shitting on things i like in a real mean and dismissive way babe im about to cum

[magdalette]

Any book recommendations?

Well i read mostly scifi and fantasy

My favorite series ever is the kushiel’s legacy series by jacquelin carey

I just finished the night angel trilogy by brent weeks it was fun

Dune is a classic so gorgeous. My favorite is god emperor of dune

Daughter of the forest by juliet marillier was a tear jerker

Archangel by sharon shinn was very beautiful to me too

The bone doll’s twin by lynn flewelling (the whole trilogy) was the most interesting premise for a series ive ever read and so touching

Red rising series was very exciting and action packed. Very visual i loved it.

These are off the top of my head but yeah

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I think i do believe in right person wrong time. I’ll take the time i have now though!! Savor it with everything i have inside me

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Warmed grass, summer romance, words on the tip of my tongue. Bone deep fear. Holding your head like i’ll have you forever.

[magdalette]

What did you do to lose so much weight so fast you look saur amazing (you looked amazing b4 but I need to know)

I feel like i didnt lose it thattt fast but. Generally i eat one meal a day and keep my intake below 1200. Sometimes i snack. I cook my own food and think in terms of food groups when deciding on a meal. Dont rly eat fried foods anymore. Dont finish something if i feel full. Sometimes will pick the insides out of something thats got too much bread. When i snack i try to be conscious of keeping it low calorie. Yogurt and tea for digestion.

I tried for years to lose weight and it only really stuck when i was able to really believe in what i was doing

Fried foods started to disgust me. I cant not think about the caloric or nutritional value of what im eating. Eating certain foods feels like a waste because its not doing anything for me— no protein or fiber or healthy fats yknow. I swapped out my go to snacks for healthier options: yogurt bowl instead of ice cream. Airfrying. Shrimp or ground turkey as a protein base. Lower calorie tortillas.

When i felt that i was doing right by my body instead of punishing it out of shame, everything clicked and it became easy to change my habits and stick to them. It was when i was doing it out of self hatred that i would fail and binge. How can u think u deserve better if ur so full of shame and disgust for urself? Its easy to fall back into shitty habits bc u hate urself so much u think u dont deserve to be better.

Anyway yeah. Slow and steady is the way to go. And no shame. And just a hint of orthorexia

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I think i may be rotting your teeth. Im sorry.

But its not entirely my fault! You don’t brush your teeth as often as you should, and you binge me, in the dead of night, hunched over in shame.

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Impaling myself on your blade and calling it cold blooded murder

It soothes my ego to think you hurt me on purpose

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his fav cone

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Shutting me out while i still smell like you

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I feel like ur AFRAID of me!

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I just want to be best friends

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I think it might’ve been a desperate effort to maintain a feeling towards a love that was inevitably ending, may that be through attempting to provoke jealousy and maintain entanglement or maybe just to try and swap out one high for another hoping your body doesnt notice

If the end of that love is accepted then with it goes any purpose for the thing, no?

I dont know

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