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I have forced myself to refrain writing something about you like I am not allowed to― but here I am surrendering to my heart and laying my words and paragraphs completely on the line for you to shatter and disperse all over the place. For my art is you. The stars that I use as a metaphor is you, the city lights will always be your manifestation and without your ghost attending into my prose will just be a desolated collection of meaningless words. You are my ray of sunshine that makes my world bloom like a flower in a spring and the same extreme heat that makes me wither in fall. You are the rainbow that gives me hope after every havoc and rain that wipes everything that aches― and if it matters, you are my ache. You are that long lasting wound that just won’t heal and continue to bleed from time to time like it don’t want to be forgotten. You are the blanket that conceals me from the cold but at the same time you are the cold that makes me shiver. You are the shadow I wanted to hide from that’s why I wanted to stay in the light but you are my light. Every time I close my eyes, it’s the image of your face that I see but each time I open, your figment is there to haunt me. You are the memory I wanted to forget but the same fucking memory I wanted to remember. For you will be the best regret I will never forget and the best decision I have ever made.

If it did not make sense at all,

My love, this is to tell you that I am helplessly in love with you, it’s making me insane.

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What is a soulmate?:

"It's like a best friend but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you a better person. No, actually they don't make you a better person. You do that by yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It's one person who knew you, accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. No matter what happens, you'll always love them, and nothing could ever change that."

-Dawsons Creek

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You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Ice Palace (via thelovejournals)

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You would have laughed...

Illusion

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Life is but a dream

Rarely merrily, truth be told.

Last night I got a visit from you while I slept. Every moment I was lucid, thanking the heavens that the dreamcatcher hanging over my bed still let’s you come, even if it’s devastating when you do.

We were in a quaint little shop, picking out wine and cheese. The musty smell of aging barrels intoxicated my senses while soft, glowing dream light illuminated your perfect face. That spectacular smile radiated brightest of all, as it tends to do.

It’s odd, since we didn’t talk much past adolescence. We never had the chance to get wine drunk together. That tingly drunk that makes a person a little too honest. So that dream is as close as I’ll get to the real thing. We sat on some unfamiliar couch, playing a card game and giggling ourselves into the night. But you told me something, yet I cannot recall. I think it was “Be brave.” Just a tiny gem. I crave more of your presence. Please don’t be gone long.

I woke up still feeling drunk on the dream.

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Magic.

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The sensitive suffer more; but they love more, and dream more.

Augusto Cury

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Because, nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.

Nicole Krauss (via quotemadness)

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Once we are born, we begin dying. As we are dying we call that living. Living is what you do once you begin to die.

Stanislas tweet, 2.19.14

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I’ve spent most of my life dedicating myself to a passion, and then quitting. Magic will not be next. I will succeed.

Stanislas tweet, 10.14.13

And he did.

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Play your hand, you can't win the game if you keep folding.

Stanislas tweet, 2.22.14

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They'll hear 10-56 ring through every open channel. I was before, still am. But closer

Stanislas tweet, 9.1.15

21 days later, this prophecy was fulfilled. 

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I'm giving them cries of help I guess they need to see the tears.

Stanislas tweet, 6.30.15

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They don't understand what I would do for magic.

Stanislas tweet, 1.29.14

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The Message

I wish we had listened better, and actually heard the real message. 

Could someone, anyone, have saved you from yourself? 

Could I?

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Her being amused my senses, for her not to be my muse would be senseless.

C. Stanislas 10.13.13