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i hate the fact that you numb your pain with pills and sleeping your life away every waking second you get .. I’m sorry i wasn’t worthy enough to know that you were hurting .. but i’ve always been here and I’ve always loved you .. i’ve always tried, i swear i have .. but it sucks that you push me away when all i want to do is help

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If you listen, reblog:

-$uicideboy$

-Pouya

-XXXTENTACION

-Ski Mask Slump God

-Ghostemane

-Germ

-Bones

-Gizmo

-Triple Ones

-Killstation

-Brennan Savage

-Lil peep

-Yung Lean

-Night Lovell

-Danzel Curry

-Craig Xen

-$lug Chri$t

-Scarlxrd

-Bill $aber

-City Morgue

-Kid Trunks

-Slutty Sonny

-Sybyr

-Cameronazi

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If i ain’t have people that cared about me, I’d probably off myself 😊

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Life

If i could end this shit without it hurting anyone’s feelings, i would . I hate this shit with a passion, sometimes . im always here for everyone else when their down or hurting but honestly, who’s really there for me?

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never cherished an artist more than him and now i don’t have him anymore.. I’ll never get to see him, nor will i be able to meet him .. i love you jahseh

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Jahseh explains his mind pt. 1

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thank you, MO ...jah would love this so much ...

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geykume is supposed to be born in a few days & jah’s birthday is in 20 days ❤️ what if they share a birthday? it will truly be the rebirth ☺️

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Cause I can't focus if my heart is broke

Don't need no more hardships, already lost my vro

(U and I - Ski Mask the Slump God 🖤)

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missing him more and more everyday..🕊🖤

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two months.. i wish i could’ve fixed this ..

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Check out the website we dedicated to the beautiful life of XXXTENTACION

(WEBSITE HERE)

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X

crying myself to sleep almost every night cannot take away the pain i feel on a day to day basis after losing an artist who helped me battle the very sadness that i hold yet again. some may feel that I’m overreacting about it or being too sensitive.. but quite frankly, i could give a shit less about what anyone has to say. no one has had the same amount of pain that I’ve had the past 3 weeks, not have the helped me cope with it. jahseh made me feel like i was doing something good with myself..like my sadness had been eliminated & that i was finally going to be happy for the rest of my time here on earth. he made me feel like i could listen to his music and find the solution to my problems when i was hurting. he brought me happiness ..now it’s gone..💔

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where you were laid to rest.. can’t help but cry every time.. i love you

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been listening to this everyday...can’t seem to get it out of my head.. nor can i escape the fact that we’ve lost yet another young & beautiful but broken soul like hisself.. i love you, x ❤️

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update

im still alive. been in tears all morning but I’m fine