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edguda for jp is okay and really healthy but in english over twitter some are either disapproving bc of what dantes did for guda or they say its nerfed bc of dantes dad role so i cant believe im mostly alone in feeding myself asdfghjhkj

i dont really understand why they say its 'nerfed'? its actually beyond an upgrade for me lmaoo and its also because edguda is almost a decade long relationship... which definitely hit harder for me when Id chapter dropped...

i love edguda's dynamic just as much as i went insane over obeguda so ill definitely continue liking what i like sadfgfhgjk

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60-65% done with the edguda wip i cant believe i have to revise stuff still

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well fed (arknights x dunmeshi collab, anniversary with logos playable, fang alter, new skins, etc) vs well starved (your bank account when the anniversary drops in jp/global)

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gacha games and their anniversary PVs never forgetting to include the deadpeople im attached to thank you <3 (<- found dead at 3 am in back alley)

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today we cook!

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i will die for the new thorns skin thank u for ym life

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New operators and skins for 5th anniversary "Absolved Will Be The Seekers"

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I need to know what this means

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THEY GOT THE DIRECTOR FROM FGO MEMORIAL MOVIE LAST YEAR TO DO THE ARKNIGHTS COMMEMORATION PV????/ NO WONDER ITS SO GOOD????????????????????????????????? 😭

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shoutout to that one guy from jp screaming out summer salieri over and over again beliveing and never giving up on summer salieri even past-Id chapter you are So True bro <3

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i realize while playing mahoyo collab, you need:

Will of Steel EX

Guts for you the Player

Sanity

theres too many arrows each node again....nasu ..........theres also the special node lasting right now at 20-22 jpn time.. and context from mahoyo itself...... which im not done reading 🫡

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oh my god theres only 18k so far in twitter for the interactions and then i checked fb side and it only has like 11k+ fgo NA you're asking for 50,000 reactions???? thats just too much 😭

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destroys me all the time that the OST used in the battle against Count of Monte Cristo is conveying to the players as well as to guda that dantes is an enemy you must defeat. a villain, an Avenger, a murderer who nearly drove you to a path where you had the potential to raze the world without stopping. like... theres also this feeling of despair and inevitability. that clashing is against the very one you trusted all these years is unavoidable. the very Count that has constantly protected you in your sleep, in your dreams , and in other worlds.....

BUT IN THE STORY AFTER GUDA IS RAYSHIFTED AWAY YOU REALIZE THAT.............. the same boss battle bgm is used.... but in a far sadder tone.....TEARS IN MY EYES......... and then it doesnt help that you remember haydee is the one narrating it.

"The fool descends down the staircase. Having abandoned his only confidant, his most trusted one, in this life of his to pursue his interest."

im not.ewell. the tone, the music, is just all kinds of melancholy and sad and it reminds me of a "lonely path" in which guda had also experienced right after the hassan vs cagliostro betrayal and before the "final trial" dantes fight......like the "before" and "after" fights for the latter hits fifteen times different even more........ so much tears in my eyes...............ahh the things we all do for love.... urgh.....

"you need to push forward". its the only way for the story to proceed but its all just so heavy. it was really a bloody path set on fire, where you drag your body as if like unwanted baggage.... im so not normal....im trying not to think about Id chapter CM.......

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@mei-the-panda

AUGH FUCK THATS SO GOOD AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WILL LITERALLY EVAPORATE AUGH sailors who cruise under the stars and even uses them as a guide on the way home and as such edmond dantes definitely admired it as a good natured and honest man aboard the pharaon, but for count of monte cristo forcibly summoned to the grand order where this vengeful aspect of his life after experiencing chateau d'lf is highlighted there was only ever one thing that comforted him oh fuck HELL ON EARTH thats so smooth WHAT!!!!!! WHAT!!??!?!!?!?!?!>>!>!>@@#O#*(90900

AUGHHHHHH

things that could happen in monte cristo valentines:

-haydee and guda again with the anata/watashi -brewing coffee (could be same...maybe different?) coupled with a dessert this time having symbolisms AGAIN of how much they mean to him istfg -FUCKING BEDROOM VOICE THAT WILL SOFTLY ANNIHILATE MY EARS -another "light my cigarette" scene (perhaps, a variation of the scenario that could end us all) -going back to pseudo-tokyo for a date? www -LINK LOST other-self perhaps could be involved? (as shadow maybe) -another mention of guda being his star (<- will absolutely tear me to pieces) -going back to the apartment complex from knk event to look back at some memories? -fgo literally requiring you to clear Id chapter ofc

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note to future self for when traum drops in NA: stay in the kriemhild boss battle for an hour to soak in the BGM.......