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        ---- it was early in the afternoon, and maisie was enjoying a much earned day off. she had slept in until 9:30 AM, got in a morning run completed with an at-home yoga session, and even had time to eat breakfast. she spent most of her day cleaning what needed to be cleaned, doing some online shopping, and was currently in the montgomery kitchen baking ethan’s favorite cookies. humming to herself, she was sprinkling some chocolate chips into cookie dough when she heard the door close. the click sound that it made was music to her ears --.. that meant that her husband was home. leaving her post, she made her way into the foyer where he would be entering, ❝ hello, my -- who is this? ❞ squatting down, she began to scratch her manicured fingernails behind it’s ears. lifting her head up to listen to his explanation, the corners of her mouth curved up in an amused smile. she was hearing him say that he would find it a new home --... but she knew in her heart that wasn’t the case. ❝ absolutely, ❞ glancing back down at the pup, she tapped it’s nose with her index finger. ❝ looks like you’re our new roommate, yeah? where’d you find it, e? him? her? ❞

                    ♡  *  &  ;  ——–    ethan hadn’t planned on finding any stray animals that day,  yet he’d managed to find a stray dog outside of the clinic.  he brought the dog into the building,  checked for a chip and made sure the animal wasn’t in need of any immediate medical attention.  once he’d determined the dog who was about one years old,  didn’t have a chip and appeared to be generally healthy,  apart from being slightly under weight,  he decided that he would bring the dog home in order to keep a close eye on it,  and ensure that he got him back to a healthy weight.  he hadn’t told maisie about the new furry roommate he was bringing home,  he figured his wife wouldn’t really mind,  anyways.  he picked up the dog and walked to the front door,  unlocking it and setting the animal down gently,  he’d go out to the car shortly to get the things he’d purchased at the pet store.    ❝  hey babe,  ❞    he greeted casually.     ❝  so,  i  found this little guy all by himself outside the clinic,  he’s pretty healthy,  he just needs to gain some weight and i wanted to keep an eye on him,  so i brought him here.  once he’s better i’ll find him a new home,  okay  ?  ❞

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your girl is home !!! i am finally back after 10 days of being gone and will be getting to replies and starters very soon !! 

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Happiness Continues (2020) Dir. Anthony Mandler

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             there was a raspiness to her voice and a kindness in her eyes that he genuinely missed more everyday since the last time he’d seen her. he couldn’t place his finger on exactly how long it had been — decades? almost that long? too damn long. stella was always the most understanding. she showed empathy when he longed for a father figure, and she never once made him feel weak for wishing to have a man to model what he wanted to be. however, there was a sense of gratefulness for his mother who was so willing to help him with adeline. having gotten married and had him at a younger age, she had always been glad that addie came after he had graduated college and made a name for himself. ❝ i just couldn’t do both in North Carolina. addie wasn’t exactly at the age that i wanted to put her in daycare while i worked, and going home just made sense. ❞ he’d always been so proud of stella becoming such a successful author. her success was not even surprising. she was brilliant, and her words were powerful — breathtaking and world altering. could she have ever became the author she was today if she’d said yes to him? he knew what it must’ve seemed like. after having split from her, he found a woman better. grew serious with her, had a child, and got the family he had always wanted. how wrong was anyone who thought that. watching as addie bobbed her head up and down while polishing off her ice cream, beck placed his hands in her shoulders and pulled her close to his legs, ❝it’s fine — we’ve had time to heal from it — addie rose, go through your trash away.❞ waiting for her to scamper off to the trash can close by, he looked back at stella. there was a certain sadness in his eyes. a sadness he knew she would’ve caught. ❝honest, it’s okay. she -.. she was selfish, really. she didn’t want a family like i’d thought she did. when she got the first chance, she’d left without much word to anyone.❞ he followed his words with a shrug. it was what it was. by that time, addie joined them and heard her offer. whipping around and peering up at her father with those big, puppy dog eyes, she exclaimed,  ❝yes, daddy, please! c’mon —❞ beck could never say no to her. snatching her up and holding her on his hip, he nudged his nose in his daughter’s hair that smelled of strawberry shampoo. ❝i suppose so, y’know, since you didn’t share your ice cream.❞ he teased before glancing back up at the love of his life, ❝we’d love to.❞

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            there was no doubt that beck became the parent he is today because of his mother and the phenomenal job that she did parenting him. lorelai young became a widow when beck was at the young age of nine. prior to the age of nine, beck and his family traveled wherever his father was based. being a part of a military family was all he had ever known, but that didn’t mean that he enjoyed it. when he was nine, beck’s father was deployed to serve in iraq. the young boy thought nothing of it because dad always came home —- but this time, he didn’t. ❝ i’ll be able to tell you more when i have more time under my belt. i’ve only been back a week and a half, and i started two days ago. i think it’s a pretty good gig. gives me good hours so i won’t miss time with addie.❞ having a daughter was certainly not the plan. at least, having a daughter and a family with anyone but stella wasn’t. he remembered vividly the day that they broke up. beckham was ready — the most ready he had ever been — to propose to her and start a family. but, she wasn’t. and he couldn’t hold that against her. so, he had to let her go. his eyes watched the two interact, and there was a clench in his chest where his heart began to swell. the four year old’s gorgeous blue eyes widened, and her jaw was agape with ice cream coating the corners of her mouth. ❝ you’re middle name is rose too? dad — dad! did you know that? ❞ beck couldn’t help but smile softly and nod his head, wiping at the corners of her mouth. ❝why, yes I did, actually…❞ he chuckled before shifting his eyes back to stella. was she prying?? she was totally prying. she was never afraid to ask the hard questions. ❝it is, actually — and no, her — her mother isn’t in the picture. ❞ he spoke the last part softly. not to hide it from adeline, but only because he hasn’t talked about that topic too much with her yet. ❝she hasn’t been since addie was less than a year old. ❞ 

                    ♡  *  &  ;  ——–    her and evan never had a mother growing up,  as she’d passed away during their birth,  all she knew was life with a single dad,  but she was still able to relate to beckham in a sense.  losing a parent wasn’t easy,  she imagined that had she been able to know her mother growing up,  her absence would hurt even more.  she figured he hadn’t been in town long,  given the fact that nobody told her he was around,  and she knew evan would race to tell her the second she laid eyes on beck.    ❝  right,  of course.  well,  i’m glad that they’re so willing to give you hours that are favorable.  i mean,  i’m sure you want to spend as much time with addie as possible,  so accommodating bosses are always nice.  ❞    stella liked that she was her own boss,  she didn’t have to truly answer to anyone but herself,  and she loved that.  he seemed to be a wonderful father,  stella never doubted he’d be anything other than a stellar parent.  there was a time where she was hopeful that she’d have the family type of life with him when she was ready for it,  but it appeared that he had already gone off and had a daughter of his own with someone else.  looking at the little girl reminded her of things she’d grown to want,  but never pursued,  but she shoved those feelings aside    ❝  yes it is !  ❞  she replied to the girl,  tone ecstatic,  and a large smile spreading across her lips.   ❝  and it’s such a pretty middle name,  right  ?  ❞  stella adored children,  she found addie’s reaction to finding out they shared a middle name absolutely precious.  her head canted to the side as she returned her gaze to beckham,  wondering why his daughter shared her middle name,  but she wasn’t audacious enough to ask that question.  she nodded as the male spoke,  and she couldn’t help but feel bad for him.  what type of mother would willingly just abandon their child like that ?  stella couldn’t imagine doing that to any child,  especially because she never really had a mother of her own.   ❝  i’m sorry, beck.  she’s really missing out,  then,  and i’m sure she’s going to regret not being in her life.  i couldn’t ever imagine aband-  ❞  she cut herself off,  she didn’t want to accidentally upset addie.   ❝  how are you doing ?  do you um…  would you maybe want to get something to eat ?  ❞

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            there was no doubt that beck became the parent he is today because of his mother and the phenomenal job that she did parenting him. lorelai young became a widow when beck was at the young age of nine. prior to the age of nine, beck and his family traveled wherever his father was based. being a part of a military family was all he had ever known, but that didn’t mean that he enjoyed it. when he was nine, beck’s father was deployed to serve in iraq. the young boy thought nothing of it because dad always came home —- but this time, he didn’t. ❝ i’ll be able to tell you more when i have more time under my belt. i’ve only been back a week and a half, and i started two days ago. i think it’s a pretty good gig. gives me good hours so i won’t miss time with addie.❞ having a daughter was certainly not the plan. at least, having a daughter and a family with anyone but stella wasn’t. he remembered vividly the day that they broke up. beckham was ready — the most ready he had ever been — to propose to her and start a family. but, she wasn’t. and he couldn’t hold that against her. so, he had to let her go. his eyes watched the two interact, and there was a clench in his chest where his heart began to swell. the four year old’s gorgeous blue eyes widened, and her jaw was agape with ice cream coating the corners of her mouth. ❝ you’re middle name is rose too? dad — dad! did you know that? ❞ beck couldn’t help but smile softly and nod his head, wiping at the corners of her mouth. ❝why, yes I did, actually...❞ he chuckled before shifting his eyes back to stella. was she prying?? she was totally prying. she was never afraid to ask the hard questions. ❝it is, actually — and no, her — her mother isn’t in the picture. ❞ he spoke the last part softly. not to hide it from adeline, but only because he hasn’t talked about that topic too much with her yet. ❝she hasn’t been since addie was less than a year old. ❞ 

                    ♡  *  &  ;  ——–    her life had been busy ever since she began college,  stella was incredibly focused on her degree,  and she’d found her biggest passion while in college  ---  writing.  she was proud of all that she’d accomplished over the years,  but when her eyes landed on the male at the shopping strip,  emotions flooded through her.  there he stood,  the boy she’d run away from over a decade ago,  all because she was not ready to settle down and get married.  he was always on her mind,  though,  she just couldn’t ever bring herself to reach out to him,  to attempt to reconcile.  stella was at a crossroads,  part of her wanted to turn around and flee from the area before he caught a glimpse of her,  the other part was desperate to know how the man was doing after so many years of not seeing each other.  she decided she wasn’t going to be a coward,  especially because curiosity was going to gnaw at her relentlessly if she didn’t go up to him.  before she had any idea what she was even going to say to the male,  her feet were heading in his direction. she was horribly nervous,  but she was going to do her best to keep her composure.    ❝  beckham,  ❞    she stated,  surprise evident in her tone.  she swallowed thickly,  struggling to hold his gaze.  after years of not seeing him,  it was hard to look at the male without feelings of guilt and regret plaguing her.    ❝  what are you doing in klover ? i didn’t think i’d ever see you back here again.  ❞

CLOSED STARTER : @malwritesitall​

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           returning to klover wasn’t exactly ideal. once he and stella broke things off, he had this overwhelming desire to run. to make a new name for himself and find something, anything to fill the empty void in his heart that only she could ease. “the money is very nice, actually. and it’s been much needed.” as he saw the color leave her cheeks, face turning almost a shade of white, he knew that this was not the way he wanted her to find out about adeline. turning to address his little girl, he showed the same level of joy that she felt for that strawberry crunch popsicle. “your favorite? no way! it looks delicious.” immediately, he drew his eyes back to her as it to say ‘i can explain’ —.. even if he really didn’t have to. “ —- yeah, she’s mine. four years old and — ?” his attention broke when he watched her struggle balancing her ice cream and the fistful of napkins in her hands. he took the napkins from her hand to keep her from struggling to hold the ice cream, “both hands, please.” addie showed no concern holding the ice cream with both hands. she was too concerned with the pretty lady before her who just asked her name, “hi there! my name is adeline rose young.” she spoke her name with pride before taking a giant lick of her ice cream. his gaze met hers, and his face softened at the emotion that overtook her. “—- what she said. adeline rose. addie for short.”

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his return to klover brought back an overwhelming amount of nostalgia. the streets, the smells, the sounds. every one of them more familiar than the next, and it reminded him of the life he once lived. friday night sports and after parties, hanging out with his closest friends, and the one memory that he couldn’t shake —- stella. everywhere he went, he was reminded of her. from the closest coffee shop to the very expensive boutique that she loved to shop at. her image was imprinted in every scene that he passed by. he could reminisce no longer because the very tiny bit much like him little girl that was tugging on his hand. “dad — daddy, there’s ice cream! can I get some, please?” as if there was any other answer but yes? nodding his head, he chuckled while pulling out his wallet. “yes, babygirl — I’ll stand right by the corner. stay in sight, okay?” he watched her carefully as adeline rose walked a foot or two away to the ice cream cart. hands shoved in his pockets, he was back in his thoughts when the most familiar voice put them to a halt. “my eyes have got to be fooling me — stella hathaway.” his heart began to race, pounding in his chest, while his throat caught a breath before he could exhale. “i’ve moved back to town to see my mom, and she helped me snag a new job with an accounting firm in town. i—“ that was when the sweet, gentle voice of his little addie cut through his own words. “daddy, look! they have strawberry crunch!” his eyes immediately shifted to hers. how was he ever going to explain this?

                    ♡  *  &  ;  ——–    stella didn’t think he’d ever return,  but she had been mistaken.  the female never bothered trying to prepare herself for a moment like this,  because she doubted the day would come.  it made sense that he would move back to town for his mother,  she’d probably do the same thing for her father if she’d left town.    ❝  right,  of  course.  that makes complete sense.  congratulations on the new job,  i’m sure it pays well,  yeah ?  ❞    she replied,  giving him a slight nod.  she was unsure of what else to say until a child’s voice broke her train of thought,  stella looked in the direction of the unfamiliar voice, and was surprised to find out that the little girl was beckham’s daughter.  she shouldn’t have been,  though.  after all,  that was what beckham had wanted all those years ago before she was ready to commit to it.  stella couldn’t hate him for going out there and getting what he wanted.    ❝  you,  uh…  you have a daughter.  ❞  she didn’t know the appropriate response to the sudden news.  stella wanted children,  but she feared it was far too late for her to even start trying to have them.  she wondered if perhaps she should’ve started trying years ago,  but  it never felt like the right time for her.  stella gave him a soft smile,  swallowing the lump that had settled in her throat.    ❝  congratulations,  beck.  i’m really happy for you,  honestly.  she looks just like you.  she’s adorable.  —-  what’s her name ?  ❞

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his return to klover brought back an overwhelming amount of nostalgia. the streets, the smells, the sounds. every one of them more familiar than the next, and it reminded him of the life he once lived. friday night sports and after parties, hanging out with his closest friends, and the one memory that he couldn’t shake —- stella. everywhere he went, he was reminded of her. from the closest coffee shop to the very expensive boutique that she loved to shop at. her image was imprinted in every scene that he passed by. he could reminisce no longer because the very tiny bit much like him little girl that was tugging on his hand. “dad — daddy, there’s ice cream! can I get some, please?” as if there was any other answer but yes? nodding his head, he chuckled while pulling out his wallet. “yes, babygirl — I’ll stand right by the corner. stay in sight, okay?” he watched her carefully as adeline rose walked a foot or two away to the ice cream cart. hands shoved in his pockets, he was back in his thoughts when the most familiar voice put them to a halt. “my eyes have got to be fooling me — stella hathaway.” his heart began to race, pounding in his chest, while his throat caught a breath before he could exhale. “i’ve moved back to town to see my mom, and she helped me snag a new job with an accounting firm in town. i—“ that was when the sweet, gentle voice of his little addie cut through his own words. “daddy, look! they have strawberry crunch!” his eyes immediately shifted to hers. how was he ever going to explain this?

                    ♡  *  &  ;  ——–    her life had been busy ever since she began college,  stella was incredibly focused on her degree,  and she’d found her biggest passion while in college  —  writing.  she was proud of all that she’d accomplished over the years,  but when her eyes landed on the male at the shopping strip,  emotions flooded through her.  there he stood,  the boy she’d run away from over a decade ago,  all because she was not ready to settle down and get married.  he was always on her mind,  though,  she just couldn’t ever bring herself to reach out to him,  to attempt to reconcile.  stella was at a crossroads,  part of her wanted to turn around and flee from the area before he caught a glimpse of her,  the other part was desperate to know how the man was doing after so many years of not seeing each other.  she decided she wasn’t going to be a coward,  especially because curiosity was going to gnaw at her relentlessly if she didn’t go up to him.  before she had any idea what she was even going to say to the male,  her feet were heading in his direction. she was horribly nervous,  but she was going to do her best to keep her composure.    ❝  beckham,  ❞    she stated,  surprise evident in her tone.  she swallowed thickly,  struggling to hold his gaze.  after years of not seeing him,  it was hard to look at the male without feelings of guilt and regret plaguing her.    ❝  what are you doing in klover ? i didn’t think i’d ever see you back here again.  ❞

CLOSED STARTER : @malwritesitall​

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hi all! if you’re interested in a group verse for characters who are 30+  you can give this a like! we’ve got a discord server for plotting, and it also has a list of all of our taken fcs in it.

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I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life and they’ve both been with you. I mean, that’s got to mean something, right? And because we’re both gonna get pneumonia. But if you need to hear why I love you, I can go on all night.

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Lily James photographed by Andrea Katzeff, 2020

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