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HELLHOUND

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no you do not need to hold fictional characters "accountable". they are not real.

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Happy 10th birthday to the best tweet of all time.

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day 10 of norethindrone

new update: ur girl is crampy and had some very light and brief spotting in the morning. idk if that's going to continue but I definitely still feel crampy and some pressure, but not as much as when I woke up. I think my hormones are fighting because I'm less than a week away from when my period should start so ima just let them fight it out rofl May Jencycla win this fight.

The past three mornings I've been awake by 9AM tho!! I don't know if that's going to be a long term thing or not but for now I am LOVING it. I have been fighting for my LIFE trying to get out of bed by like...11AM and now it hits 9AM and my body is like "guess we're done here." and it's nice.

Curious to see how things go over the next week since I have a three day convention I'll be vending at and under normal hormone/period circumstances, I would not survive. I will gladly accept wonky spotting/bleeding and some cramp if it means I can be awake and functional.

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you can always listen to an album start to end in order to remember how beautiful life & art is

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💖🎉🎂birthday gift for @fleshpark!! 🩵💛🩷

PRINTS

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I have, in fact, ranted to my husband lol for like a solid idk 30-40 minutes. Annoyed that I am realizing I'm probably approaching the start of burnout. Thankfully I'm pretty well caught up at the moment with most things so once I can take the next week before the convention semi-easy. And then really force myself to relax and indulge during my week long break afterwards. And then hopefully in July I can figure out an appropriate time to bring up my issues. Until then, I'ma reduce my workload as much as I can and do soooo many deep breathing exercises loooo

man i shoulda ranted to my therapist yesterday but i didn't. i didn't feel ranty that day but now I feel VERY ranty and right now is not the appropriate time to rant to the person I would like to rant to so my poor husband is gonna have to be my outlet rofl

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i think the reason why all I want to consume is coke zero sugar is because I've been holding in this rant for the past two weeks and i am STRESSED

man i shoulda ranted to my therapist yesterday but i didn't. i didn't feel ranty that day but now I feel VERY ranty and right now is not the appropriate time to rant to the person I would like to rant to so my poor husband is gonna have to be my outlet rofl

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man i shoulda ranted to my therapist yesterday but i didn't. i didn't feel ranty that day but now I feel VERY ranty and right now is not the appropriate time to rant to the person I would like to rant to so my poor husband is gonna have to be my outlet rofl

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day 8 update

good potential side effect: this is about the time in my cycle where I start feeling debilitating fatigue or when the migraines start coming. So far, none of that! I actually woke up feeling well-rested?? without crashing two hours after?? idk if it's related to the hormones but I'm making note of it anyway

not bad side effect but it's funny: I've been gassy every single day since I started and it's absolutely from this pill lol I can deal with this but it's very funny

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jkasjdkasjksajfdasfdsafd goodbye

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NOSFERATU (2024) — dir. Robert Eggers

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day, uhhhh 6?

Something like that.

I feel like it's too soon to really say but I think the acne on my chest/back is starting to clear up? idk if it's directly from Jencycla or just coincidence but I'm REALLY hoping it's the Jencycla lol

Also not sure if fully related to Jencycla or just normal weigh fluctuations but my weight has gone down. I think it was 136.6 at the doctor's office and 133.2 today. Definitely another wait and see, but I wouldn't be mad if it went back down to where it used to be (or around there) I've been sus about my weight gain being related to my hormones in some way because as a former ~*fitblr*~ it just felt like some stuff wasn't adding up. idk. I'm also in my 30's so lol I just don't want to buy a new wardrobe :')

I will probably update again at the end of the month when my period is supposed to come because I am....very curious to see if I get any 4 day long migraines or the usual extreme fatigue/sleepiness. Or I guess if it even comes at all? And then I will have a better idea about the acne/weight stuff.

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For real though, if a trans woman tells you not to call her “dude” and your response is to talk about how you call everyone it instead of apologizing and moving on, you’re an ass

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day 3, give it up for day 3

of Jencycla! Again, no side effects thus far except maybe a tiny touch moody but honestly I don't know if I can fully contribute that to this pill. But no spotting, bleeding, headaches, bloating, etc.

I have a convention that I'm crunchin' for and the week of said convention is when I would be in UBER PMS city with extremely excessive fatigue and migraines that usually makes doing *anything* productive near impossible. No idea what sort of impact ye ol' pill will have by then, buuuut if it makes things even *slightly* more tolerable, I'll take it.

anyway tho, re: convention I have a notebook to design BYEE