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“Someone being patient with you is one of the softest forms of love.”

— Sarah Zuraiqi

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“If it comes; let it. If it goes; let it.”

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Love bombing or genuine gesture? am i falling into another trap?

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New chapter hôm nay aug 18, bạn boi k có vẻ chịu đc tính vớ vẩn của mền. Mình cứ xả những cái xấu xí của mền. Mãi cứ k cải thiên đc cái vụ mồm nói linh tinh mà lại còn k khéo. Hic. Lại practice move to the next one 🤧

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I love

sunsets; it’s like the colors in the sky bring to life the hues of my mind, turning my thoughts inside out

exploring new downtowns; feels like uncovering hidden stories and mysterious cultures. Each corner and street holds history and perspective, making it feel as though we're actually living in that moment.

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New chapter Aug 12

Tự nhiên hôm nay thấy giống như mình đang chuyển sang một trang chapter mới. Bình thường cuối mỗi chapter, đều có một khoảng không giấy trắng. Cảm thấy như mình đã ở cuối chapter trước một khoảng thời gian, lắng đọng lại trong trang giấy trắng cuối chapter đó. Và thật sự hôm nay mới hít vào hơi dài, thở ra và chuyển sang trang mới, một chapter mới.

Gặp một hai người tarot, ai cũng nói mình như người ngoài nhìn vào cuộc sống. Có một cái rào cản gì vô hình, gần mọi ng mà thật ra lại ko gần, ngay bên cạnh thật ra lại ko ngay bên cạnh, có bước tường nào chắn giữa mình và họ. Điều đó thấy lạ, nếu hỏi có panic ko, thì ko vì chắc cũng quen rồi. Bởi vậy nên cuộc đời khi nào cũng có cảm giác never belong. Có khi bây giờ lớn rồi còn thấy mình đủ khả năng để vượt qua cảm giác đó. Tìm được những người bạn để mình cảm thấy họ vui là mình cũng vui lây.

Vừa đi trip Los Cabos về, đúng thật là mình cần cái trip đó. Balance out mọi thứ. Nhìn người ở nơi khác, mở mang tầm óc và cho trái tim refresh lại. Nếu nói là còn buồn về chuyện tình cảm ko thì vẫn có, nếu nghĩ đến muốn chia sẻ chuyện này với ng đó cũng thì vẫn có, nếu muốn về đến nhà, ôm ng ta một cái thì cũng có luôn, nghĩ đến họ đang làm gì, ko còn nhiều suy nghĩ như ngày trước nữa, nhưng cũng là thoáng qua. Mà thoáng qua là cũng buồn rồi. Ko phải buồn, đến giờ là khoảng khắc lặng, vì buồn thì để làm gì đâu. Chỉ là à, hay nhắn cho họ cái update nhỉ, nhưng rồi lại thôi. Bà Marie đã nói rồi, dính vào là ko hay, có khi lại disaster. Cũng đúng đấy, vì cảm xúc sẽ nổ như volcano mất.

Mình đã đến giai đoạn vết thương đang được chấp nhận chữa lành, một người con trai mới đến đầu tiên mà mình thấy vết thương có thể lành lại được. Bạn í có thể rất perfect, mà mình thấy bạn í sẽ rất perfect với người khác, ko phải người complex như mình. Green flag hoàn toàn (haha, vào thời điểm hiện tại) còn con người trong mình thì thật là xấu. Lớn lên mới thấy mình mới là red flag. Đến tuổi này vẫn chả biết ăn nói thế nào cho khôn khéo. trả lời trai thì eo ui, đúng là vô duyên kinh khủng. Toàn kiểu kể ra too much information những cái ko cần thiết. Vẫn chả biết quan tâm đến họ sao cho là đúng. Muốn thành mấy cô soft girl, dễ thương, ngoan hiền cơ! giờ phải ngồi học làm như thế mới được, tập thể dục nữa. Nhận ra là dù thế nào thì cũng phải xinh trước đã, đội lốt nai tơ trước, rồi đen tối bên trong sẽ cố gắng điều chỉnh hihi. Gai góc là thế, nhưng vẫn muốn đc yêu chiều cơ. Eo ơi cái tuổi, lỡ mất cái tuổi có thể biện minh là mình con trẻ. Giờ mình vẫn thấy trẻ (trẻ con dm), nhưng mà cũng trưởng thành hơn nhiều rồi.

Hôm nay viết mấy dòng này, vì thấy trong lòng bình an. Chuyện gì tới rồi sẽ tới. Với người bạn đang nói chuyện này, nếu là green flag cịn, họ sẽ đc alert là đứa này nó khùng điên ko ủn, họ sẽ rút đi. Mình cũng ko ngại điều đó. Vì ng mà tốt vậy, ai nỡ break him.

Hôm nay mình feel contented, có thể do đi bà tarot bủi sáng. I ask for strengh, i ask for happiness, i ask for whatever unblock me, pls go away. I want no harm and I want peace in mind.

At the end of the day, mình vẫn là cô gái super complex. Yêu những cái nhỏ nhặt, nhìn cây xanh gió hiu hiu dưới nắng, là thấy vui rồi. Uống được ly nước ngon, là vui rồi. Nhưng rồi cũng bùn thỉu thiu, anxious nếu cậu kia ko có trả lời lại. Nên đã lên dating app để nhắn với mấy anh khác :)) thì ko muốn phụ thuộc vào cậu kia, cũng có lí của nó. đã là gì đâu, giờ chả biết thế nào mới gọi là toxic nữa hic.

Hôm nay tự nhìn gương thấy mình xinh. Cũng có gầy đi hihi Cái moment đấy cũng xứng đáng đc kí sự chứ. Bao nhiêu ngày tháng mình buồn rồi. Giờ cười trong lòng, thấy làn gió mới, thật sự là hạnh phúc.

Thôi, hôm nay cứ chọn yêu cái cuộc đời nãy đã. Chuyện tình cảm, mình ko mong đợi gì nhiều. Cảm ơn vì mọi thứ mình có. Rồi sẽ có ng thương mình đến thôi. Mong là lúc đó mình sẽ biết để treat họ tốt hơn.

Yêu mình nhiều nhé,

xoxo

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Đến tuổi này vẫn chưa lớn hơn đc bao 😃 ko biết bao giờ mới lớn. Tuổi này mả vẫn còn buồn chuyện tình cảm. Tình yêu fail ko cứu đc. Sao đời cứ phải có tình iêu thì mới thấy là đc fulfilled 😌 ko cần có đc ko? Lần nào tưởng chọn kĩ lắm cùng thành sai lầm.

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The Zodiac Signs as Friend Types

Aries: The one bringing up stupid ideas or stupid questions and spends their time continually exploring said ideas and questions for a very long time

Taurus: The quiet person who likes to read a lot

Gemini: The one consistently changing their minds about things because they can’t just have one opinion on a certain subject

Cancer: The one who doesn’t usually want to go out with social outings with friends but wants to get asked anyways

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Signs

☆Aries: When it comes to starting new relationships, friendships, and spending money do your homework and be aware of all the process and cons of the decisions you’re making.

☆Taurus: As patient as you can be at times, don’t wait for things to happen. You have to know when to take charge because your life shouldn’t have to depend on anything other than what you deserve.

☆Gemini: You get tired of always trying to be the one to fix things because the other person refuses to speak up. You’d rather discuss the issue once and then be done with it.

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Secret feelings of the signs

Aries: an aries sometimes doesn’t believe in themselves. they need to be reminded of how great they are, and especially of how brave they are. they’re not always the determined, confident individuals that they seem to be on the outside. they need to be cheered on just like anyone else.

Taurus: a taurus sometimes shuts themselves away when they are sad, they won’t talk to anyone or let on that they feel like giving up. when they are in this state, they tend to not give many details about how they’re feeling. they often need someone who will sit in silence with them, rather than forcing them to talk.

Gemini: a gemini sometimes feels islolated from the people they love, like nobody cares. they put on a mask as if they’re the life of the party and constantly happy just to please everyone else. it’s hard to notice when this is happening with them, the most anyone can do is just be there when things seem off.

Cancer: a cancer sometimes feels like they put all the effort into their friendships and relationships. they tend to think that if they stopped trying, all of their interpersonal relationships would fall apart because other people just don’t care like they do. it’s important to show a cancer how appreciative you are of them.

Leo: a leo sometimes can get so insecure, not just within looks, but they can start to think that everyone hates them and doesn’t care about them. it’s often hard for them to reach out when they’re feeling this way since they want everyone to think that they’re okay all the time. it’s important to give your leo friends validation from time to time.

Virgo: a virgo can easily start to feel like they aren’t ever going to amount to anything and there’s no use in trying. it’s very sad to watch them go through this because they are very capable people who let their own mind be their worst enemy. friends of virgos have to remember to support them and keep them moving.

Libra: a libra can often feel like they are unlovable. they tend to be their own worst enemies in this way, convincing themselves that there is just nothing about them that is worth loving. they are sensitive individuals and need soft people around them incase this starts to happen.

Scorpio: a scoripo sometimes feels as if the world is against them. they have a lot of weight on their shoulders when things go wrong, and they are very deep feelers. the best thing one can do for a scorpio is to simply listen to the things going on in their head and in their heart when they vent.

Sagittarius: a sagittarius sometimes feels as if they always need to please other people and can forget about themselves. they say yes to favors and cater to what other people want them to be. the best thing you can do for a sag is to love them truly for who they are and what they offer, and leave them be if you cant do just that.

Capricorn: a capricorn can often feel stuck. they tend to get down on themselves when things aren’t working the way that they want them to, and they need to be reminded that what is meant for them will always find a way to come to them.

Aquarius: an aquarius often forgets to remember how beautiful life is. they get stuck in routine very easily and find themselves feeling like there is no way out. they need to have people who will bring them out of this routine and remember all the beautiful things they are missing out on.

Pisces: a pisces feels it’s hard sometimes to connect with other people because they are so used to living inside of their own head and their emotions. they can isolate themselves easily when they get this way. they need the people who care about them to bring them out of the fog when they are feeling this way, and remind them of how they are loved.

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signs with new people

Aries: they usually are pretty confident meeting new people, they don’t have a rough time with introducing themselves or fitting new people into their lives. they are usually the ones to start the conversation.

Taurus: usually pretty reserved. they tend to have to feel out the energy before they try to put themselves out there. usually the other person will have to initiate conversation.

Gemini: they usually don’t have a problem diving into new social situations and testing the waters out with new people, they may even be the life of the party. usually they’re the ones to initiate a conversation.

Cancer: they usually have very warm auras that come out in the first initial meeting. they will show genuine interest in new people and make others feel safe. usually the other person has to initiate conversation.

Leo: they might come off shy, but they’re typically not. they don’t have any problem getting to know people, they usually find it intriguing. this may seem contradictory, but usually the other person has to initiate conversation, but a leo keeps it going.

Virgo: they come off confidently and like they never have anything to lose, and they usually know what to say and what they want out of a new interaction. usually they are the ones to initiate conversation.

Libra: generally pretty shy. they tend to not want to make people uncomfortable so they keep to themselves. it can take a while for them to warm up to people. typically other people have to initiate conversation.

Scorpio: they have an aura that can be sensed from a mile away, they are very eager to connect and find new people who understand them. however, usually other people have to initiate conversation.

Sagittarius: they’re very open individuals that usually have a lot to say, but in a good way. it makes new people feel comfortable. they usually initiate conversation.

Capricorn: a capricorn will tend to keep to themselves unless people show interest in getting to know them, then they light up. usually the other person has to initiate conversation, but they will start every conversation after that.

Aquarius: an aquarius gives off a fun-loving, down to do anything attitude when they meet new people. it’s typically not hard for them to make new friends. usually they initiate the conversation.

Pisces: they have a very sweet nature, and they come off a bit shy at first. they often surprise people with how intelligent and intuitive they are. usually other people have to initiate conversation.

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In this year…

Aries: Do not turn another human being into your entire world. Do not give up your friends, your hobbies, and your dreams for the sake of the relationship. Do not lose independence. Do not forget who you are.

Taurus: Be open to experiencing love, but do not make it a priority. Instead, make self-love, self-acceptance and self-confidence a priority.

Gemini: Stay single until staying single no longer makes sense! Safeguard your heart until you find someone worthy of holding the key. And if you do not find anyone who meets your expectations, do not settle. Do not rearrange your desires. Keep your heart to yourself. Hold onto it for just a little while longer.

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Now, every time I witness a strong person, I want to know: What darkness did you conquer in your story? Mountains do not rise without earthquakes.

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The signs when mad

Aries: Explodes into a huge rant then goes really quiet

Taurus: Gets so overwhelmed with emotion that they cannot get the words out but has so many good points forming in their head.

Gemini: Holds back a major lecture because they know how annoying it is to get one. But will snap backhanded compliments to get under the persons skin.

Cancer: gets extremely passive-aggressive and emotional, brings up things from the past, think deeply into the fights even after they end

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The Signs as Important Things

*Please Take The Time To Read All The Way Through This*

Aries: Emotions : Without our emotions, and feelings where would we be in life? We’d just be mindless, living rocks incapable of passion and a need for life.

Taurus: Nature : Everything from the flowers, the trees and to the thundering hurricane, nature is our guid to mind, letting us paint the pictures we see in museums, and decorate our homes with.

Gemini: Friends : On your worst days, your true friends will always be there for you, and on your best they’re still there.

Cancer: Family : It’s what holds you together, even if you don’t get along, you still love and care for each other. It doesn’t really matter what happens,your family will always care for you.

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Tôi dùng Tumblr khi tôi bắt đầu cảm thấy khó khăn với việc phải trút những muộn phiền với những người-quen-xa-lạ trên Facebook, nên tôi chọn cách trải lòng mình với những người-lạ-thân-quen ở Tumblr này. Tôi không muốn nhận sự thương hại, lo lắng của những người xung quanh mà tôi cần sự thấu hiểu, vậy nên tôi tìm thấy ở Tumblr một cuộc đời nhẹ nhàng và ấm áp hơn, dù nó có hơi buồn!

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