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Phantom

It is all in your mind, the blue people critique with the pain that they sneak. you lied as I died. but what if the phantom touch does sting? I resented their words for the lies they assumed and children they consumed, for they dared to call me absurd. am i crazy? no truly, am i mad? my voice was all the proof I had. the past...what a pathetic thing. it need be the sweetest, but that is seldom. it would be a scarring defiance, don't let them win in your silence. dammit, quiet, tell them!! but what are you to bellow? the vibrations hum, but it is an unfamiliar song. your skin it plays along. my tears, oh how they wallow.

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i want something like this.

together we are an endless conversation

-rupi kaur

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“Silence is always beautiful, and a silent person is always more beautiful than one who talks.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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“It aches everywhere.” she said. “And I don’t know what to heal first.”

My heart would be the last. //ma.c.a

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you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”

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"why are you smiling so much?" something good happened in the story in my head

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I am perpetually stuck between the desire to connect deeply with those I love and the desire to live in utter solitude. I fear equally, being disconnected from myself as much as I fear being disconnected from others.

The more time I spend alone, I feel the tug from two directions: the need to step outside my isolation and encounter the world outside of myself…and the desire to protect the world within from the unsolicited disturbances from the world without.

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“you’re so far in your own head” yeah it’s safe in there

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The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.

- Fernando Pessoa

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sometimes i just don‘t say anything beause i don‘t want to explain my thoughts to dumb people

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“What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.”

— Franz Kafka

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“You were unsure which pain is worse: the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.”

— Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After

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Anything for you.

Contents: X Reader Fanfic

Characters: Annie Leonhart, Armin Artlet

Tags: Threesome, Slight Dom/sub, Cunnilingus, Canon divergence au,

Description: You found your two best friends skipping training. They ask you for help, but it ends up with Armin and Annie completely falling for you in the process.

All characters are 18+!!

You let yourself fall back onto your bed, looking up at the ceiling. You stretch out your back and yawned.

You lift your arm to your face, covering your eyes. The sun was bright and it was blinding you. You were exhausted and sore from training today which is something you were used to.

'I wonder why Annie didn't show up today. I miss her' you thought to yourself.

'Wait, Armin didn't show up either.' You scrunch up your brows, lost in thought.

"Hey, sleeping beauty. Training isn't over for today." You hear Jean say from your doorway.

You open your eyes and slowly roll over to face him.

"I wasn't sleeping and can't I just skip? I'm exhausted." You groan, rubbing your eyes.

"We all are, Y/N." He replies, "Well, we all aren't titans." You respond, shoving your face in a pillow.

"I happen to recall Eren and Armin both being titans." He says. You could practically feel the smirk on his face. "And isn't Annie one too?"

You slightly lift your head, making eye contact with him.

"One, Eren's titan doesn't kill him as mine does. Two, Armin and Annie didn't even show up today. And lastly, I don't care." You give him a sarcastic smile before shoving your face in a pillow again.

"Fine, Do what you want." He begins to back out the doorway. "I never saw you."

You listen to him walk down the hallway, all the way until you hear the main door shut.

You sat up, stretching your back once again. You look to the side of the room. Annie's bed looks untouched.

"Okay, I'm concerned now." You say to yourself, standing up.

"Let's go hunting for a mysterious blonde and her blue-eyed boyfriend."

You made your way through the hallways, popping your head in every room.

'I doubt they would skip, I wonder if something happened.' You think to yourself, going down a new hallway. You hear talking and noises coming from down this one.

You creep your way down the corridor, trying to be quiet. You didn't wanna be found if it was a supervisor or a higher up.

You hear two familiar voices talking about something you couldn't quite understand. You slightly peek your head inside the room, seeing both Armin and Annie talking.

"Aha!" You jump into the doorway, pointing your finger at them. Armin jumps up, Wide-eyed. Annie glances at you, her face remaining serious.

"Why aren't you two in training?" You ask, narrowing your eyes at them both. "Reasons. Why aren't you?" Annie responds, slightly lifting one eyebrow.

"Hmph. Touché." You cross your arms.

"Y/n, Do you think you can climb up there and grab that box?" Armin asks, looking up at the bookshelf. You inspect it, debating whether or not you could.

"Annie, why can't you do it?" You ask, turning to her. "I tried." She responded, resting her head on the table. "It's too wobbly."

You look her up and down, admiring her. Her blonde hair fell slightly on her face. Her blue tired eyes blink slowly as she stares at the ground. You shake your head, snapping yourself out of it.

"What makes you think I can do it?" You turn to Armin.

"Well, you're an excerpt at climbing. You do it all the time" He responds. You can hear a bit of nervousness in his tone.

"Well Sure, why not I guess." You sigh, walking over to the bookshelf. You began to carefully climb your way up.  Climbing was something you were exceptionally good at. Your titan gave you new traits in your human form, which has never happened to anyone before.

Halfway there, your legs started to shake a bit. They were so sore from walking around all day. Another impact your titan had on your body. You push through the pain, climbing to the top.

Once you made it, you grabbed a hold of the rather large orange box Armin was referring to.

You wrap your arm around the box tightly and start to slowly make your way down.

The shelf started slightly wobbling and one of your feet started to stumble over the other.

"Oh shi-!" You began to shout out as you fell back.

You felt Armin grabbing onto you before you hit the floor.

The impact made you both fall to the ground.

You groan, feeling the pain in your legs. You look up to see if Armin was okay.

"Are you alright?" You ask him. He nods, rubbing his head.

"I'm so sorry. My legs always give out randomly. My titan is always on all fours so it's a lot for me to stand up straight for so long. You know! Like that Pieck lady from-" You start to ramble before Annie interrupts you.

"What are you wearing?" she asks.

"Oh uh, just a button-up and uh a skirt." You scratch your head, confused. Her eyes flash down to your legs. You look down following her eyes, notice your skirt has ridden up, revealing a lot of skin.

"Crap, sorry." You pull your skirt down, feeling your face go hot.

You turn to Armin who immediately looks away.

He was staring.

Annie turned away to stare at the wall. She couldn't let you both see her blushing as hard as she was. This wasn't fair to her. How come Armin got to have the pretty girl fall on her? Her face grew even hotter as she imagined what she would have done to you if you had fallen onto her. She imagined how it would feel to have her head in between your thighs.

She quickly side-eyes over to you, watching as you dramatically groan about the soreness in your legs and how Armin continuously apologized, blaming the fall on himself.

'What an idiot.' she thought. 'He has a girl in a skirt sitting on him and he's not trying to enjoy it in any way?''Or maybe I'm wrong.'

She notices your skirt had ridden up again and how Armin couldn't exactly keep his eyes off of you.

Armin's face was bright red as he panicked deeply inside.

'Does she not notice? How- Why is she still sitting on me?' He thought to himself anxiously. He didn't want you to move but at the same time, it was embarrassing. He couldn't be enjoying this. It wasn't right. Considering how this wasn't a sexual situation at all. You had just fallen and he had just caught you. That was all, Right? So why exactly did he feel like this?

He chewed on the inside of his cheek fretfully. He was also concerned about the fact a certain part of him was beginning to get a little too excited. Wait what was he thinking. He has a girlfriend who was sitting right there. How could he even be thinking this?

"You know you can get off of him," Annie says to you. Armin's eyes look up to Annie. He notices her blush-filled face.

"Oh, yeah sorry again." You start to move off before looking down and noticing something.

"Damn Armin, She got you hard?" Annie chuckles, slightly lifting her head from the table. Armin's face turns bright red as he starts to ramble on about how sorry he was.

You stare at him, a bit wide-eyed. That was something you would never expect from your best friend. Considering how that best friend was him. It's not like you have never thought about him in that way, but still. This was unexpected.

Annie starts to think to herself, A idea forming in her mind.

You awkwardly look back and forth between Annie and Armin, not knowing what to say or do. It's not like you could just leave or that you even wanted to.

Annie slowly looks you up and down.

'Is she mad at me?' You think, slightly worried. You scoot over more towards the middle of the floor. Your legs were still sore and you didn't want to deal with failing to stand again.

"Wanna know something, Y/n?" Annie says, fully lifting her head. Her hands remained crossed on the wooden table.

"Hm?" You hum in response, biting your lip nervously.

"I've seen the way you fawn over Armin. The way you always follow him around, trailing behind him. Shadowing him."

You freeze, heavily confused.

"Wanna know what else I've seen? The way your eyes lock on me during training." She smirks.

"Oh?" You scratch the back of your neck. What were you supposed to say to this? "Yeah, I have a big fat crush on you and your boyfriend"  You weren't that stupid.

She steps off of her chair, walking towards you. She squats down getting to your level. She leans in close enough you can feel her breathing against your nose.

"Hello." You say softly. She was so close and you had no clue why.

"Hi." She says, lifting her hand to your cheek.

"So you have the hots for your best friend and his girlfriend." She says in a slightly mocking tone. "Now that we know, What are you gonna do?" Her thumb rubs over your lip. You didn't ever think you would be put in this situation yet here you were.

"I don't know." You stutter, blush forming across your cheeks as you looked up into her crystal blue eyes.

"I also happen to think you're very attractive so I have a wonderful, idea," She says, grabbing the sides of your jaw. "Kiss him."

She forcefully turns your head to face Armin. His eyes were of pure shock and he looked just as confused as you did.

"Armin. I saw the way you were looking at her just now. You want this too, don't you?" She asks with a stern tone. Her seriousness just made her look hotter to you. The way she demanded things just made your stomach flutter.

She pushes you forward, towards Armin. You let out a small "Hmph." as she shoves you.

You were face to face with the blonde boy now. His cheeks still pink.

"You're okay with this?" You whisper. If Annie makes a demand for you, You were most certainly gonna comply. He nods with a slight smile.

He leans in, pressing his lips against yours. You kissed him passionately, knowing Annie was watching. If this is what she wanted then so be it.

You felt Annie's hands go over your waist, tugging at your skirt. You feel her pull it down quickly. You slightly flinch at the new exposure you weren't used to.

You change your position, making sure to not leave Armin's lips. You straddle over him, deepening the kiss.

You could just feel Annie's eyes on you. Knowing this was turning her on, just made you more determined to push further.

You break the kiss, pulling away. You peel your top off, looking back at Annie. You want to make sure her eyes remained locked on you.

They did.

Armin grabbed on to you, flipping you over so you switched positions. You winced at the pain of your back abruptly hitting the floor. You look up at Armin with a smirk. Who knew a boy as sweet as him, could be so rough. He gives you an apologetic look before kissing your lips again.

"Go farther," You both hear Annie demand. You both exchange a glance. It seems that he knows how dominant Annie is.

You watch closely as Armin pulled off his shirt, revealing his abs. He was your best friend, but god he was hot. You reach your hand out, feeling his abdomen. He felt so strong and his muscles just made your heart beat faster. He unclasps your bra and throws it to the side before pulling you into another kiss.

This Kiss is much more intense and rough than the last one. Your bodies were heating up and every one of you was getting needy, even Annie.

You felt Annie's hand slide into your bottoms. You whimper through the kiss trying your best not to break it.

Armin pulls you closer against him. You could feel his desperateness. He was quite submissive which is something you actually would have guessed. You slide your hand into his pants, feeling his body shake at the touch.

Annie pushes two fingers inside you, making you gasp out in pleasure. She works her way around you, hitting all the right places. You moan. Struggling to keep your lips against Armin's. This was something you had wanted for the longest. It was getting so frustrating for you to even train with them.

Armin begins to whimper as your hand works around him.

Annie slips another finger inside you, making your legs quiver. It felt so good, you couldn't even focus anymore on Armin.

Annie smiles, her mind racing with excitement. It gave her so much pleasure to make you feel this good. She had been thinking about doing all kinds of things to you ever since she'd laid eyes on you.

You broke the kiss, yelling out in pleasure, You grip Armin's arm, feeling your body begin to shake.

"Fuck, Annie. You're gonna make me-" Her fingers curl inside you, hitting the perfect spot. You moan out intensively, gripping harder onto Armin. Your hips buck as you came over her fingers.

You collapse fully onto Armin, breathing heavily. 

He looks down on you with a soft smile. He still looks so sweet, despite the things that were happening.

"I'm sorry, I'll finish you off." You say, sliding your hand back into his pants.

"It's ok you don't ha-" He cut himself off with a whimper as he felt your touch again. You move your hand in different ways until you found the exact movement that made him whimper more. You grin at the sight of him throwing his head back.

He moans loudly, his body tensing up."Y/n please your gonna make me- Y/n you're doing so good." He whimpered even more. You beamed at his comment.

Your hand movements became faster as he started to cum.

You slide your hand out, revealing everything he left on it.

"Damn you made a mess, Armin," Annie says with a smug smile. "Lick it off of her."

You exchange a look with her, smirking. This was something you could definitely get behind.

You bring two of your fingers to his mouth and shoved them inside. He slightly gags, looking at you with wide eyes.

"Suck." You say sternly. He obeys without question. You grin at his submissiveness. You were glad to finally be able to be dominant.

You pull out your fingers, smiling. 

You turn around to face Annie was already smirking.

"Don't get tired yet, princess, We aren't done," Annie says, caressing your cheek.

You watch as she undresses. Her toned muscles and abs being revealed. She made you realize just how much you loved women. 

You bit your lip just thinking about everything you wanted her to do to you. What you wanted to do to her.

She spreads her legs open, revealing herself. She was so perfect in every way.

"Armin feel free to do anything you please to Y/n," She turns with a slight smirk, making eye contact with you. "And I'm sure you know what to do to me y/n."

You quickly made your way over to in between her legs, not once hesitating. You kiss on her inner thigh leaving marks.

You latch your tongue on her clit, making her let out a noise that only turns you on more. Pleasuring her like that was every Queer girl's dream.

You slip a finger inside her, still sucking. She grabs onto your hair, pulling you closer against her. She lets out a loud moan, finally getting rid of her big ego.

You were making her feel so good and that just made you even more eager. Your tongue circles her clit as you suck. Her moans just got louder and louder as you did.

The moans and praise she gave you made you feel tingly. You would do anything if it made her feel good even if it was as intense as becoming her sex slave.

You add in two more fingers, making her legs tremble.

You feel Armin's hand's on your back, slightly adjusting you. You took a quick glance at him, seeing what he was doing. He pulls down your panties before pushing himself inside you.

You moan sending vibrations against Annie's clit, making her gasp. You work your way to find Annie's right spots as Armin pumps in and out of you, slowly but roughly.

Annie's hips begin to grind against your mouth as she moaned out even louder. She was so loud you were actually starting to get concerned about people hearing.

"Shit, Shit Y/n. You feel so good." She practically yells out, moaning in pleasure.

You grip onto her thighs trying to hold yourself from cumming before she does. Armin felt so good inside you and the way Annie was moaning out praises made it even better.

"Y/n, I'm gonna cum." Annie moans out, gripping hard on your hair. You keep at the same pace and movements making her body spaz and quiver as she came all over your finger and mouth. You make sure to ride out her climax all the way.

Soon after, you begin to reach your own climax. You yelp out in pleasure as Armin's pumps inside you became rougher. His movements were just so perfect, it made you feel so good.

You look up to see Annie looking down at you, Her legs were still wide open and blush rested over her face. The way she looked at you pushed you over the edge and brought you to your climax.

Your body begins to shake and quiver in absolute pleasure as you cum.

All three of you collapse next to each other, exhausted.

"I don't think I can walk." You manage to say through heavy breathing.

"That's a major compliment for us," Annie says looking over at Armin.

"No seriously. My legs had already given out before all of this. I don't think I can even stand." Your legs were still quivering.

"I could carry you back to your room. We can just say you were standing for too long again" Armin says, slightly laughing.

You laugh as you scoot over to lay on Armin's chest. Annie makes her way over, leaning on your back.

"We should do that again sometime." You giggle.

"For sure.'" Annie replies.

You smile, listening to Armin's heartbeat and the sound of Annie's breathing.

You liked this.

It felt nice.

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