manorexia

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was this performance ragebait

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is love genuinely that hard to find

so many girls my age have already had or have partners and relationships that actually work out. me personally i havent even hugged anyone romantically.. like i have NEVER had a partner😓 is this like a skill issue like am i chuzz😟 i mean i dont think im ugly i just think every girl i see looks better than me, hence why they have significant others and i do not😨

i mean i dont want to sit in my own sadness and be like "ugh everyone else is so much better than me and im so ugly and miserable and sad" because thats some gooner shi and im not that mad that no one I LIKE is interested in me.. ig😓

i know a few people have had a crush on me but i didnt really like them back like there was this girl who liked me but she was wayy out of my type and she was also in my friend group so thats awk. but atp can i even afford to have a type🫣 there was this other girl who liked me when i was in 6th grade and she was in 7th. i mean she was kinda fine but ik she was a D1 TROLLER so i thought everyone was messing w me.. i still think that shi was fake😔

main point i wanted to bring up today is that i was at a family function and my cousin brought her friends and her hbs and one of them was fine asl and im kinda shy so when i left the function im like "does brayden have a gf" (im like lemme act like ik what im doing) and she calls me and shes like "ive been talking to him for a month now" (FUCKK) and im like k thats alr lol sorry🙂‍↕️✋ like in my head im literally like OMG FMLLLLL. anyway i had a bad day today bru..

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now that im thinkin abt it.. 9 y/o me had NO business on AO3 reading a saiki k x reader🤦‍♀️

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just let me smooch all of them once in my life like cmon now

yes harry potter is here three times what r u doing abt it

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blackpink could fall asleep onstage and blinks would applaud and jump up and down. like theyre literally so lazy that they had to use ai for a mv

this is why twice outsold your favs

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now amazon yk DAMN well..😭