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[mapofthysoul]

okay guys why is kenan getting famous we were gatekeeping him 🙄🙄

[mapofthysoul]

Okay but staying up all night while everyone’s asleep, under your covers, reading Kylian Mbappe angst just hits hard yk?

[mapofthysoul]

;; hoodie season. ⎯⎯ ♡

pairing ! yang jungwon x reader

genre ! fluff

wc ! 0.3k

song rec. ! hoodie season — stray kids

“take off your hoodie.”

jungwon looked at you, puzzled for a moment at your sudden order.

“what?”

“take off your hoodie,” you repeated casually.

“why?”

“because i’m cold,” you smiled innocently.

jungwon sighed, rolling his eyes lightheartedly.

even though he knew you were just being playful, he adored you, especially in times like these—because truth be told, he loved seeing you in his hoodies.

you watched as he removed his hoodie from his body, something which was always so attractive to you. that was one reason you loved receiving his hoodies, though you’d never admit it.

being the gentleman of a boyfriend he was, he helped the hoodie onto you, your head quickly popping out from the fabric, and jungwon’s eyes crinkled into a smile of adoration for you.

once you got the piece of clothing on, you sighed with a grin, more than happy to be in one of his extremely comfortable hoodies.

jungwon quickly looked you up and down, butterflies erupting in his stomach at the sight of you in his clothes, a feeling that never seemed to fade even after all this time. he couldn’t help but lean forward and place a soft and short kiss on your lips with a smile. and once he pulled back, it left you wanting more. you frowned.

noticing your sad state, jungwon chuckled before bringing you closer and kissing you more.

as he pulled back, he continued to leave a few last pecks, not only on your lips again, but also some on your cheeks, nose and forehead.

lost in the moment, even after jungwon pulled away, you were snapped back to reality when his voice started, “better?”

your eyes immediately met his, slightly out of it, “hm?”

“are you still cold?” he clarified.

you paused for a moment as you smiled, “no, i feel much warmer now.”

“good,” he sighed happily with a smirk before adding, “you look cute in my clothes.”

a/n. i’m unfortunately going through a major writer’s block rn for the first time in literal years,, but i managed to push this out. it’s not much but at least i got smth out finally <//3 likes, reblogs and feedback are always appreciated! thank u! <3

[mapofthysoul]

darling | lee jaeho

warnings: none literally tooth-rotting fluff.

word count: 1.4k

not proofread! lowercase intended :)

jaeho is just a reallyyyyy lovestruck boy.

you knocked upon the door lightly, your appearance was… quite the mess.

hair disheveled, a random sweater not at all matching your hello kitty pajama pants, and your teary eyed face stood at the doorstep, more tears threatening to fall as you waited for an answer.

it was 7:28 pm when you left the house, instantly making a beeline right for the tall building about 10 minutes away from you. due to the lateness and the fact that it being winter, you knew you wouldn’t care about running into people, it was too dark for anyone to be out.

you slowly knocked up on the door again, waiting for jaeho to open the door.

“can i help you?” an unfamiliar face asked. he had blue hair and glasses, and he appeared to be slightly taller than your beloved best friend.

heat rushed to your face as embarrassment washed upon you, keeping note of your appearance in front of the young boy as he cleared his throat, clearly feeling the awkward environment set in.

“jaeho didn’t tell me he got new roommates.. can you tell him that y/n needs to see him? and it’s kind of important.” you sighed as the boy nodded his head and stepped back into the apartment, hand rested on the doorframe.

“i felt like you were, you guys have the same pants..” the young boy mumbled as he called out.

you were about the question what the boy said as he merely whispered it, but he cut you off before you could say anything.

“jaeho! there’s someone named y/n at the door? who said they’re here for you!” the boy yelled, the tips of your lips curving upwards at the mispronunciation of your name.

“who the hell and what the hell, yewang-“ jaeho walked out, clad in his hello kitty pants as he nearly tripped at the sight of you at the door, another blonde boy following behind him saving him from actually falling.

“y/n!!! darling what’s wrong?” jaeho yelled, the blonde boy behind him chuckling at the use of the name, not used to this side of the boy.

before you could answer, he ran up to you with his arms spread open for a hug, yewang taking it as a sign to go back to what he was doing.

tears welled into your eyes as you come forward to him, his arms wrapping around you instantly.

“can i come in first? i’m worried if i speak now i’ll break down into tears in the middle of your patio.” you spoke into his chest as he giggled, stepping away and making room for you to come in.

“hang on- i know, i forgot to tell you i had new roommates but uhm.. there’s quite the number of us.. let me kick them out of my room and then we can talk!” jaeho flashed his toothy grin at you who flashed a smaller smile back, nodding as he went to his room to ask the boys to exit.

“okay guys not to freak you out but i have some very special company here at last minute so do me the kindest favour and fuck off to yewang’s room, please and thanks!” jaeho whisper-yelled speedily to the two boys in his room, which you soon found out were named yejun and dawit.

he returned to the doorstep rather quickly, you were able to make out the same blonde boy from before as well as an orange-headed boy following suit behind, entering the room parallel from the one jaeho was leading you into.

he took your hand and brought you into the room, swiftly locking to door afterwards, “in fear of his new roommates coming to disturb the moment.”

“so! my lovely, what’s the issue? you know i can’t stand seeing you cry.” jaeho stated as he patted the seat next to him on the bed, his grin not once leaving his face as you sat down, his arms wrapping against you instinctively.

“i don’t know, jaeho. i feel like, everything’s becoming too much.” you started, the boy taking your hand into his as he listened, his eyes not once leaving yours.

as you poured all of your worries of yourself and your current issues out to the boy, he drew circles into your palm, nodding his head every other sentence to show that he was, in fact, listening to every word you had to say.

by the end of your somewhat rant, tears began to flow at the overwhelming feeling of everything crashing down upon you once more; the pressure of it all starting to fall again. before jaeho even said anything, he held you. he held you close and let you cry into his chest, his hands finding your head and softly running through your hair, whispering sweet nothings for you to calm down.

when he noticed your sobs slowing, he took it as his initiative to pick your head up with his own hands, gesturing you to look him in the eyes.

“darling, i just want you to know, no matter how hard anything gets, i’m always here. i’ll always be your number one support and you need to know that. no matter what happens, as soon as you’re feeling like this, call me. text me. i don’t care if i’m at the other side of the world for gods sake, i’ll always make sure you’re okay because it’s my top priority, alright? don’t hesitate to reach out. i’m always here for you.” jaeho began his little speech, tears welling up again as soon as he called you darling. he really was always here for you. you could recall so many moments where he was there, in your corner. your first failed relationship, jaeho was there every time you needed to complain, to cry, or just for a good laugh. from childhood to now, lee jaeho truly was your number one.

you appreciated these moments, jaeho holding you as he spoke to you softly, in response to all your worries. you truly felt like you were on cloud nine with him.

hours passed and you could here shuffling outside the room, only then did you realize how long you’ve been encased in the boy’s arms. as you were gonna get up from your position, you noticed jaeho’s eyes fluttered shut.

his sleeping figure was so sound and peaceful, you were so close to allowing him to sleep and leaving when he woke up. however, your momentary peace was soon interrupted by a thud and a yell followed shortly after. you could hear a bunch of laughter followed, said yelling was something along the lines of “no seriously, it’s been hours, what could they be doing?”

jaeho woke up by the first thud, you and him giggling at his roommates and their suspicions of you both.

“alright love, that’s my bad for falling asleep on you, but should i get you home? or get one of them to drive you?” jaeho smiled as he got up, hand reaching out for you to get up as well.

“we can walk together, if it’s fine with you.” you answered as you raised from your seat, jaeho unlocked the door, hand gripping your waist as you two exited, and you could see half of his roommates eyes widen and holding back laughter.

jaeho cussed under his breath at his roommates antics, smiling after when he caught your eyes looking up at him.

you quickly put your shoes on, jaeho deciding to do one last thing before leaving the house with you.

“y/nie, i’ve been meaning to ask you something for a while and i feel like i’m going to chicken out if i don’t do it now.”

“what’s up, jae?” you looked up at his taller figure as he slightly leaned down to reach you better.

“y/n, will you be mine? i know it’s kind of sudden and you don’t need to say yes but-“ the young boy’s worried ramble was cut short as you hugged him tight, the hollers of his roommates not going unnoticed as you said a muffled “yes” to the boy.

he pulled you back from his chest and pressed a chaste kiss to your forehead, linking pinkies as you both stepped out the door to begin the short walk to your house with your newfound relationship.

before he could lock the door, you could hear one of his friends shout “go get it on jaeho!” with a chorus of laughter following, the two of you laughing suit at the cheesiness of it all.

[mapofthysoul]

thank you for the tag ash! <3

relationship status: single. 😋

favourite colours: white, purple and green!

3 favourite foods: any type of curry with rice😭, pasta (specifically alfredo) and tteokbokki (korean ricecakes).

song stuck in my head: ex for a reason - summer walker, jt & city girls.

last song i listened to: save your tears - the weeknd.

last thing i googled: nct baby pictures. (help??😭😭)

dream trip: india, australia, saudi arabia, and makkah/madina. <3

anything i really want: good grades, for myself to practice my religion more, to meet my online friends irl and to go to a kpop concert.

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ahhh i really dont think i have enough people to taggg but anyway-

tags vvv (no pressure to those who i tag >~<)

@1-800-ye0sangspr1ncess @lcvekeum @mewthemu @mellow-midzy @miminyuu + anyone who’d like to join🥰

TAG GAME !

RULES. answer 8 questions & tag 10 people you want to know better !!

TAGGED BY. @isaluv and @xbbleuex thanks luvs <3

RELATIONSHIP STATUS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OKAY

FAVORITE COLOR(S). green hehe

THREE FAVORITE FOOD. im blanking out,, gimbap, silvanas, anything cookies n creme :]

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD. get here by oleta adams

LAST SONG I LISTENED TO. simply jessie by rex smith

LAST THING I GOOGLED. negative punishment examples it’s for class

DREAM TRIP. greece :]

ANYTHING I REALLY WANT. all of sunoo’s pcs ☹️

TAGGING. @goldenhypen @wonderwrench @jay-durian @atrirose @spdrmrk @gongiz and anyone who wants to to do it i dont have much friends here im shy im sorry heLP anyway no pressure 😗

[mapofthysoul]

forget me not

pairing. keum × reader

genre. fluff, angst, fantasy

word count. 1.6k words

synopsis. meeting the boy every afternoon at the abandoned apartment was the best thing your imagination could've ever made.

now playing. iu, " my old story"

warnings. mentions of bullying & a brief mention of ghosts, loneliness leading to an imaginary friend, angst towards the end

note. i think this was so sad to write because i can relate to having no friends when i was young HAHAHAHAHA i was so lonely back then & only had one friend because of reasons eueue anyways have a great day ahead, everyone !

12 years old you first met keum donghyun

you didn’t have much friends. only two ─ and you were quite the introvert in school. the bullies always took advantage of this, though. they loved to take your money and prank you as seeing you never told anyone about it due to fear. this is why every afternoon or dismissal, you were always wary of going home late because they always always loved to pick on you.

running away from the bullies from your school, you ran as fast as your legs could even if the sole of your feet hurt already. turning back to an abandoned apartment, you immediately went up the stairs and stopped at the fifth floor. you entered a room, shutting it close in hopes the people chasing you would just walk away.

the door opened after a few minutes, making your heart drop and you kept your mouth shut, even preventing yourself from breathing. a pair of shoes came into your line of vision, making you look up shakily. you were more than ready to take a run for it but all you see is a boy around your age, adorning a grey sweater and fluffy hair looking at you with a smile on his face.

“ they didn’t see you come in here so you’re alright” he tells you, breaking the silence and staring contest both shared. you heave a big sigh of relief, standing up from your place and spent the afternoon with your first friend ─ keum donghyun.

13 years old you was best of friends with keum donghyun

although you didn’t know where he lived nor would he tell you when you asked, he was always in that abandoned apartment when you were there. you would always get into the room on the fifth floor, sitting on the worn out bed waiting for keumdong to arrive and spend the rest of the afternoon with you.

“ do you want to go on an adventure with me?” keumdong asks as he sat beside you, staring at the sky. you turn to him and the flashlight he had in hand, looking at him with curious eyes. he chuckles, wringing the flashlight on and pulled you out of the room.

“ are you sure we’re allowed to go around, donghyun? what if the grownups scold us?” you hiss at him, still holding onto his hand as he navigated through hallways and up the sixth floor. he turns to you and nods, breaking into a big smile as he pulls you into a room.

sitting down on a chair, you try to scan around the room even if the sun had little light already. donghyun was rummaging around, going through a closet that was too old already that you wondered if it was older than you and keumdong’s age. you expected it, though. this was an abandoned apartment and no one stayed in it anymore except you both coming here almost every afternoon.

“ here!” keumdong exclaims, whipping out an album with brown exterior that was covered in dust. you look at him skeptically as he sat down beside you, blowing away the dust accumulated on the top of the brown album. he laughs as you coughed out, the dust particles choking you suddenly.

“ where did you find that, keum?”

“ just here” he replies shortly, pointing his flashlight at the album and opened it slowly with a proud smile on his face. a bunch of pressed flowers were on each page, making you gasp at how pretty they were. donghyun just looks at you with a smile on his face while you practically snatched the album away from him.

“ this is so pretty! you’re so awesome, keumdong” you mumble, sending him a thumbs up. he laughs, messing your hair a little before scooting closer to take a look at the preserved beauty of the flowers. he wouldn’t mind looking at this little album for forever ─ at least you were there and the smile on our face.

maybe, keumdong wanted to stay a little longer.

14 years old you still loved being with keum donghyun

“ that’s an abandoned apartment. why would you like to go there every afternoon? who knows there’s ghosts in there” a friend of yours asks, staring at you in wonder as you stopped by the abandoned apartment. you just laugh, waving your hand off with a reassuring smile.

“ keumdong is there to accompany me so there won’t be any problem”

“ who’s keumdong? never heard of that name around the neighbourhood ─ ”

“ he’s my friend! anyways, i’ll go already, okay? i’ll see you tomorrow!” you wave at your friend who just nodded, even if not fully convinced of the friend you were referring to. no one ever entered that apartment ever since and now you’re going there as if it was your house.

what could go wrong? fourteen year old you just wanted to meet donghyun every afternoon

“ what took you so long? i was going to show you something again” donghyun asks, hearing you enter the room at the fifth floor. he sulkily crosses his arms, pouting and turning away from you. you chuckle, shaking his shoulder to face you with a frown on your face too.

“ i’m sorry! my friend just asked why i’m always coming here when it was abandoned” you say, truthfully, and keumdong’s eyes widen before turning back at you. startled, you flinch a little at his abrupt action.

“ what did you say then? did you say you had a friend or ─ ”

“ of course! i said i had a friend name keumdong who i see every afternoon!” you exclaim happily, obviously missing the stutter in donghyun’s words. he just laughs, a proud smile etching on his face and engulfing you in a hug.

“ we’re friends forever, right?” donghyun asks you, very quietly over a whisper, his arms tightening around your frame as he awaits for an answer. you chuckle, snuggling closer to him with a smile on your face.

“ of course! you’re my bestfriend!”

15 years old you slowly started to drift away from keum donghyun

you rarely visited the abandoned building. figuring out you and keumdong had lives outside that very building ─ you opted to not go there all the time due to schoolworks, your new friends, and being with life in general.

but even if you were busy, you never forgot donghyun. you loved him dearly ─ and you still visited the building when you can. he was always there when you visited and you’re relieved at that. you wondered how he always had the right timing of coming by but you never questioned him. climbing up the stairs, you twist the old doorknob open and enter the room.

to your dismay, keumdong wasn’t there. naturally, you would enter the room and see him either laying down on the bed or looking out the window with the cold wind gently kissing his face. today, there was no keumdong in the room, so you waited for a few minutes ─ that turned into an hour.

an hour had passed, and the cold was getting into you. due to the absence of a heater or any warm clothes in the room, you just sucked it up and sat there in hopes the boy would suddenly appear out of nowhere. you thought maybe he was mad you don’t come by often anymore and that you didn’t care about your friendship anymore ─ but the twisting doorknob made you look up from your thoughts.

“ am i too late?” there enters keumdong with a smile on his face, a jacket in hand and a mug. you sigh in relief, running towards him and trapping into a hug. keumdong laughs at you, setting the mug down on the bedside table and sat down beside you.

“ where have you been, dumbass? i thought you were mad at me for not coming by everyday” you say, sulkily punching his shoulder and rolled your eyes. he smiles at you ─ that typical eyesmile of his that looked so adorable and suited donghyun so well.

“ i wasn’t mad! i made you hot chocolate before coming here but then i spilled all over the kitchen so i cleaned up for a bit” he explains as he sheepishly messes his hair, embarrassed. you stay silent in disbelief before breaking into fits of laughter ─ keumdong was the best friend you could ever have and you hoped he would never leave you.

you both didn’t see each other for months after that day.

16 years old you forgot keum donghyun completely

naturally, the existence of keumdong had erased completely from your mind. you were extremely busy with everything you didn’t have the time to visit the abandoned apartment already ─ and because keumdong was just your imaginary friend.

you never realized, but the boy who had always been by your side during afternoons of your life had always been a piece of your imagination, a figment of a creative mind that was yours.

although by then, keumdong watches you clumsily slip out the album of pressed flowers he gave you, watching you pickup the album with a face of confusion. he knew you forgot who gave it to you ─ smiling sadly and lovingly as you flip through the pages as if it was the first time you saw the album, reminding him of the first time you had seen the album.

because even if you forgot about him, he wished for you to have the friends you had always wished for when you both were just 12.

[mapofthysoul]

🧺 jealousy.

- [💌], [📌] + some [🧸] at the end, bf!keum x reader, warnings; none.

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"donghyun! i'll be back soon, i'm just going to hang out with some friends who came to visit." you were super excited to meet with your friends from australia again.

"yeah, ok." but as for donghyun, he was somewhat jealous. most of your friends were actually guys….

as the door closed to your shared apartment, donghyun fumbled with the remote as he flicked through channels to get his mind off of what could happen while you were with your friends.

his phone dinged as he looked at the notification, you had posted something on your instagram. it was a picture of you and your friends. donghyun tightly held his phone as he regretted letting you go out with some of your guy friends. he groaned laying back on the soft couch as he waited for you to come home.

in the meanwhile, you had been catching up with your friends as they had some korean bbq. "so y/n, how are you and donghyun?" jaeyoon said while eating. "we’re good, how about you guys? seeing anyone?" you smirked making a wrap to eat.

"eh, studies have us backed up. you know how it is." jiyeop mentioned sighing shortly after. "when are you going to come visit us in australia? you know your family and everyone else misses you. you could even bring donghyun with since you told us that he said he’d like to visit before." barom smiled. "that'd be a really good idea." you chuckled thinking about how fun a trip to australia with donghyun would be.

you all talked and ate before everyone seperated and you felt sad that your friends were leaving already.

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as you opened the door, you were met with an angry donghyun at the door. he stood with his arms crossed.

"so you've been out since past 2 and came back at almost 11 at night. i was worried." he mumbled softly but loud enough for you to hear, before walking towards the couch.

you took off your shoes before following him to the couch and sitting down. “i haven't seen them in forever love….” he stayed silent staring at the tv with a blank face. "were you jealous?" you said, an evident smirk plastered across your face.

his face became as red as a tomato when you started laughing as you found it cute that your boyfriend was jealous. "baby, there was nothing to be jealous about. we're all just good friends, trust me. as cheesy and cringey as this sounds, my heart belongs to you only."

that was all he needed to hear before pulling you onto his lap and embracing you and smothering your face in little kisses. "next time i'm coming along, ok?" he said pouting playfully.

"sure. they'Il meet you when we go to australia to visit next month.”

"what?!"

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[mapofthysoul]

go to sleep

pairing. jeff × reader

genre. fluff

word count. 863 words

synopsis. jaeho was sick and the others loved to tease him about you ─ could he have ever risked himself getting teased more than now?

now playing. grass, " babyblue"

warnings. sick character, mentions of sicknesses─ fever and a headache, descriptions of physical effects on fever and a cold

note. sorry the requests are kinda slow </3 i have so much projects to finish & hw to submit but i will always try to update ! also, i'm sorry to the anon if this isn't what exactly you wanted ueueue but have a great day ahead, everyone !

JAEHO WASN'T MUCH OF A FAN TO SHOW AFFECTION to you in public due to his shyness─ and because the others teased the shit out of him. but now that he really couldn't go out because he was sick, he had no other choice but to invite you over to see you. jaeho was a clingy boyfriend, though not a lot would know about that fact, but he indeed is so cute you couldn't resist him.

" okay ─ so, my favorite person in this whole wide world is coming and i have a favor to ask you guys" jaeho says, making everyone in the living room turn towards him. yejun was the first to react, elbowing minwoo who was beside him and flashed jaeho a smirk.

this is what jaeho meant ─ he didn't even get to mention your name and now they're looking at him with a smirk on their faces. jokingly, it made his fever even worse when the others started teasing him.

" oh so your honeybunch sugarplum pumpy yumpy yumpkin is arriving ─"

" you are my sweetiepie!"

“ jesus ─ why do you both even know that song?”

" i see. let's make food for our visitor, everyone! you can just rest, jaeho. we'll just tell you if your favorite visitor is coming over" dawit says, shooing the youngest into his room and dragged kyungmin into the kitchen, hurriedly making snacks in case you arrive early or something.

but fortunately, you arrived just right on time when they had finished getting ready. hearing the doorbell, jaeho immediately rushed towards the front door despite his headache and his body feeling heavy as cement just to greet you.

" hi!" you greet as hyunwoo opened the door for you, flashing you a smile and letting you in after you took off your shoes. you weren't really new or unfamiliar to them since you visited from time to time─ but you could say they had cleaned their dorm better now.

" jaeho is in his room so you should just go. oh─ he's here" hyunwoo pauses, pointing at your boyfriend who was standing by the doorway with a blanket wrapped around him and waving at you. you and hyunwoo bid goodbyes to each other and went on your own ways ─ him to the kitchen and you to jaeho.

“ baby!” you call out, running towards jaeho and engulfed him in a hug. he felt a little too warm and his face was a little too pale, making your worry grow ten times worse. he buries his face on the crook of your neck, hugging you back.

“ you shouldn’t get too near me or you’re going to get sick too” jaeho scolds, breaking the hug and holding you by your shoulders. his eyes were droopy that he felt like he was going to sleep if he ever closed his eyes but you’re here ─ he didn’t want to miss the chance to talk to you.

“ it’s fine, jaeho. i’m here to take care of you, okay? now, go back to your room and get enough sleep” you assure, turning him around and gently pushing him towards his room despite his protests and whines.

“ sorry ─ my room’s kinda messy. i didn’t get to clean around because i was sick” he says, sitting down at the edge of his bed and cupping his head with his hand. you nod understandingly, sitting next to him and wrapping your arms around him to warm him a little. jaeho instinctively leans against you and hugs your waist, relaxing in your embrace.

you didn’t even care if you were going to get sick next or if you’re going to catch a fever after a few days ─ your thoughts were only consisting of jaeho and taking care of him, your boyfriend and the only boy you would ever love.

“ go to sleep now” you mumble, untangling yourself from his arms and stood up to assist jaeho to lay down. luckily for you, your boyfriend wasn’t much of a stubborn boy and laid down tiredly. you could see how tired jaeho was, making you feel sorry for him to even stand up and greet you by the doorway.

“ are you going to stay here or are you going to leave when i fall asleep?” he asks as you gently tuck him into his bed, wrapping him with his blanket and placing a fever strip in his forehead. you chuckle at his cuteness ─ jaeho made it clear he didn’t want you to go any time sooner and he wanted you to stay a little longer.

who were you to refuse?

“ i’m staying here until you wake up, dummy. get some sleep, okay? i promise i’ll still be here when you wake up” you assure jaeho who was still looking up at you with pleading eyes and you watch how his eyes smile at the statement, getting comfortable in his bed before drifting to sleep.

“ damn, when is it going to be my turn?”

“ you’re going to be single until you go bald, yewang”

“ i’m younger than you!”

[mapofthysoul]

🍵 cramps.

- [💌],[🧸], bf!baekseung x fem!reader, warnings; none.

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you groaned in bed tossing and turning around from the sharp pains in your stomach, holding a heating patch on your tummy. you scrunched the bedsheet with your hand as hard as you could as the feeling in your stomach felt like you were getting punched in there several times. you kept yourself busy by watching youtube on your phone but you got bored of it after a while and decided to play some music. when the fifth song just about got to the chorus your phone went silent and you immediately checked it knowing it was probably someone calling you.

the contact name 'hyunwoo <3 ' displayed on your screen. you hesitantly picked up. "hi baby! what are you up to?". you knew where this was going and thought about lying to him and saying you're busy, but you didn’t wanna lie to your boyfriend just because of some cramps. "nothing really…. what about you?" you replied. "well, we finished practice early today and i have the rest of the day off, so i was wondering if i could come over?" you could hear how happy he was from his tone of voice. he absolutely adored you and wanted to spend time together whenever he could, and normally you would be the same, but you were just not up for it right now and didn’t wanna be a bother to him.

“hyunwoo, i dont think hanging out today is a good idea.” you said, the tone of your voice soft and calm, knowing he would be disappointed with your answer. "why?" he said sounding a little curious and let down as you expected. "it’s just that i don’t feel too well". his tone suddenly took a turn and he was back to being his cheerful self. "but if my girl is feeling a little down, i absolutely have to come over and cheer her up! and dont even try stop me, i’m already on my way!" he then hung up. it was like you could feel the smirk he had on his face as he said that last sentence through the phone.

you realised you looked like total garbage and thought of changing before he arrived. you were wearing a oversized t-shirt, a pair of sweatpants, fluffy socks and your hair in a messy bun. not one of those cute wearable ones, but an actual mess. being too lazy to do anything about it you decided not to change as you couldn’t bother putting in the effort right now. you heard a knock on your door and you slowly got yourself up and out of bed, dragging yourself over to the door while clenching your stomach with one hand. you opened the door with the other revealing a smiley hyunwoo.

when he saw your state his smile quickly faded. "y/n you look horrible! are you okay?" he exclaimed. "wow, thanks. happy to see you too" you said sarcastically as you left him by the door and went back to your bed in your room, sitting in the middle of it. he entered, shut the door and decided to join you in your room. hyunwoo leaned on the door frame of your room, he sighed, "i’m sorry love, i didn’t mean it like that. you know im always happy to see you, no matter how you look" he quietly let out a chuckle before coming and sitting next to you on your bed. You lightly patted his thigh "but what has gotten my girl feeling down hm?" he said and hugged your waist while nuzzling his face into your neck giving you light pecks, instantly making you smile.

"your girl is down because she is on her period and her cramps are killing her" you said and turned properly to face him. "oh! well have you tried painkillers?" you gave him a light flick on his forehead and he let out a small ‘ow.” :(. "don’t you think i’ve already thought about that? i’m in too much pain to go buy some" you said while watching him rub his forehead from the pain. when he put his hand down you kissed his forehead where you had flicked him a few seconds earlier.

“then i'll be your knight in shining armour and go buy you some!" he said and gave you a quick peck on your lips. “really?" You exlaimed in happiness. "yes really!, why didn’t you just call me earlier and let me know, i would’ve stopped by the pharmacy and picked up some for you" He laughed. ‘i… didn’t want to make you worry or be a bother to you, because i know how stressed you are from work.” “Babe… you will and will never be a bother to me, please don’t say that! i’m your boyfriend and i’m supposed to worry about you. i love you so much.”

you jumped on him and hugged him and he instantly hugged back. you filled his face with pecks while saying a ‘thank you!" between each one. You eventually gave him one last peck before saying ‘i love you too.’ and letting him go so he could buy the painkillers.

after he had left, you had gone back to clenching onto your duvet and holding onto your pillow for your dear life. after a while, he still wasn’t back yet, making you a little worried. your worried thoughts quickly faded when you're front door opened. you couldn’t see who it was from your room but since you had given hyunwoo your keys earlier, you knew he was the only one who could get in to your place.

he soon entered your room with a bag that was filled with various stuff. he searched in the bag for something and tossed you the painkillers. he then left the room and came back with a glass of water. he sat beside you and rubbed your back as you took a painkiller and gulped down the water. when you were done he took the glass and put it on your nightstand. he then lifted the bag up on your bed and emptied the contents out. you could see different types of chocolates, snacks and ice-cream.

“i didnt know what you were craving so i just bought a little bit of everything i thought you would like" he said while scratching the nape of his neck. you were shocked at the amount of stuff he had bought. "even though i love you for buying all this for me, i’ll gain like 10 kilograms, if i eat all of this" you said and laughed. "i dont care if you gain 10 kilograms, as long as you are happy and comfortable! i’ll love you no matter what, i couldn’t care less about how much you weigh.”

you interwined your hands with his and looked into his eyes. you heart almost melting at how cute he looks. "hyunwoo, have i ever told you that you're the best boyfriend i could ever ask for?" his smile grew wide at your words, and a slight blush appeared on his cheeks. "no, but i could get used to hearing that more often.” he said smugly. you snaked your arms around his neck and kissed him.

he responded almost immediately and placed his hands on the small of your back pulling you closer. you kissed for quite a while, before you had to pull away for air. you guys stayed in that position for a little while longer just admiring eachother in comfortable silence. you eventually ended up lying down, hugging each other.

after a while you suggested watching a movie. he agreed and got up to get your laptop. you decided on a movie and placed the laptop down in front of you both. you were now sitting against hyunwoo, your back on his chest, and him leaning up against the headboard of your bed. his arms were resting on your sides and his hands caressing your stomach, while your hands were resting on his.

he grabbed a bite of your chocolate before asking, "have your cramps disappeared yet?" you nodded and stroked his arm. "thank you, for coming and helping your stubborn girlfriend." "i'll be your night in shining armour any time babe." He said and kissed the top of your head.

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[mapofthysoul]

🍵 when you wear their clothes

- [📚], [🧸], bf!enha x reader, school-mate!sunoo x reader, warnings; none.

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heeseung:

came back from the convenience store

went to the kitchen to make some ramen

noticed that you weren’t there

calls out for you, “y/n?”

goes to your bedroom

finds you laying on the bed in his clothes, HIS CLOTHES

screaming internally

thinks you look adorable ^~^

jay:

you guys were cuddling on your bed

was scrolling through his phone

saw a picture of a girl wearing her boyfriend’s hoodie and found it absolutely adorable

suddenly gets up, goes to his closet, picks a hoodie and comes back to you

“here y/n, wear this.”

hands you a gigantic hoodie

lowkey dying inside once you put it on 🥰

“you should definitely start wearing my clothes more often.”

jake:

you guys were on a walk in a park nearby his house when it suddenly started to rain

you both ran to his house- now soaking wet

obviously you had to change your clothes

“you can pick anything from my closet!” he yells from the other side of the staircase before walking into the kitchen

you took one of his shirts (wich was obviously gigantic on you) and just wore some shorts you had left at his house last time you were there

was downstairs making hot chocolate for you guys

as soon as he saw you walking down the stairs, his heart melted sksjsksk

calls you smol😡

rushes to you and gives you the biggest hug

can’t stop looking at you

sunghoon:

came home from dance practice to see you dancing infront of the tv

giggles, decides not to disturb you

then he notices that you’re wearing HIS favourite hoodie???

“it looks better on me.” he scoffs to himself a little annoyed that you stole his hoodie !;&:&&:

finally admits that it looks better on you

goes into the living room and back hugs you, taking in the scent of your hair and some of his own cologne that was on the hoodie

gets clingy because you feel warm #^~^#

feels safe w you

tells you how much he loves you

showers you with little kisses all over your face

sunoo:

he had a crush on you

every day at lunch break, he would catch himself staring at you, just admiring you from afar, laughing along with your friends

it was a free period and your friends were teasing you about how sunoo was staring at you during lunch break

you excused yourself to the restroom and stomped out of your classroom, annoyed at your friends going on about it for the past 15 minutes

but of coarse, you’re y/n and you’re living the y/n life, and as soon as you walked out, sunoo just happened to be walking passed

but the plot twist is that he had a small carton of banana milk in his hand :0 and he spilt it all over you as you had bumped into eachother 😭

looks at you, then the empty carton of banana milk, then at your uniform and back at you

starts blushing because your face was pretty close to his

apologises about a million times and gives you his spare hoodie he kept in his locker

jungwon:

invited you for a sleepover!

while you guys were chilling and eating some snacks, you started feeling a little cold

you slightly shivered and he noticed it

“oH mY GoSh y/N aRe YoU cOLd!?!?”

rushes to his room and goes straight to his closet

comes back, grabs you and MAKES you wear the hoodie 😖

once it’s on you, puts the hood over your head and pulls the strings

your face = now gone

calls you cute (you are🙄)

squeezes you

ni-ki:

he wasn’t that into affection :(

probably only holds your hand or occasionally hugs you because he’s sHy😾

you told him you wanted his hoodie

“you have your own.” hmph

sad y/n activated

feels bad so he gets all his hoodies and throws them at you

“CAN I HAVE ALL OF THEM?” “Y/N ONLY TAKE ONE OR ELSE I’M TELLING HEESEUNG HYUNG THAT YOU’RE THE ONE WHO ATE HIS LAST PACKET OF RAMEN.”

you only took one because you didn’t plan to get killed by heeseung today

when he looked at you after you put it on he had a mini heart attack

“actually, you should wear my clothes often.”

after that he started giving you tons of his clothes to wear because he became addicted to seeing you in his clothes <3

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[mapofthysoul]

🍵 when you have an anxiety attack.

- [📚],[🧸], bf!enha x reader, warnings; none.

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heeseung:

knows exactly what to do

holds your hand and starts counting

12345…678910 take a deep breath in, 12345 hold and 12345…678910 out

takes you into his arms and holds you until you’re calm

tries to make sure you feel safe

jay:

does everything he can do to make you feel better

lots of reassurance

takes you in for a long hug

follows you walking around in circles

wants to know what caused the anxiety attack but won’t force you to tell him if you don’t want to talk about it

jake:

hates seeing you like this because he’s used to the happy and cheerful version of you :(

comforting words, his smile and bear hugs

extremely happy when you finally manage to calm down

wants to know the exact reason as to why you went into that state

sunghoon:

leaves the room

pours you a glass of water

brings you a notebook and a pen because he knows you would rather write down how you’re feeling than talk about it

gentle back rubs to keep you calm and know that he’s right there supporting and comforting you

sunoo:

hugs you and doesn’t let go

soothing words while hugging you

“it’s alright, love.” “shh it’s okay, i’m right here.” “don’t worry, everything is gonna be just fine.”

might be a bit cheesy but he knows it works :)

jungwon:

very worried

feels bad that he doesn’t understand what you’re going through

does research on it

apologises for not being much help

cuddles you and tries to make you feel better after

ni-ki

starts rubbing your shoulders and neck

a bit awkward, but you know he’s trying his best to help

takes your hand and makes you stand up

starts walking around the house with you

notices that it’s working and is relieved

wouldn’t ask about what caused it incase it triggers you to get anxious again

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[mapofthysoul]

intro :)

- she / her 🪴

• multi 📚

• inactive 🎍

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fluff [🧸]

angst [📌]

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# # ! notes: very new to writing, probably wont post much tbh. reactions, lots of fluff. minor <3. feel free to message me i wanna make friends :)

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! > % : enhypen [📚] + epex [💌] + stray kids [🫂] tomorrow x together [🌟] + bts [☂️] + the boyz [🪅] + nct [💿] + to1 [🍄] + ateez [🎨] + ciipher [🧁] + treasure [🌷] + cix [🌂]+ p1harmony [🛼] + wei [🪁] + got7 [🎒] + itzy [⚜️] + twice [🍥].

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as i am a minor (13) , i obviously will not be writing any smut or anything suggestive. although, in some of my imagines in the future there might be some content, like kissing, but it’ll never be used in any sexual context~

thats all for now!

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< ~ • nice to meet you! >•<

- mal 🤍