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idk if i told the full story on here but i signed up for a research study where they were testing a new opioid, and it was supposed to be up to 5 injections increasing the dose to see what people could tolerate

i got the first dose and almost immediately fainted. they had to call in a whole medical team and it was a huge fucking deal

i was kicked out of the study and got a phone call later where they were supposed to tell me what the drug was, so i could avoid it in the future. they told me it was saline water. a placebo. i fainted from the placebo effect.

anyway, it's been a few months and i just got an email from the same department asking me to be a research participant in a new study: testing the effects of open-label placebo.

open label placebo is when the subjects and the researchers all know it's a placebo. they're testing the power of my mind. my power to imagine anything.

i like to think that they chose me for this specifically based on their past experience with me. "get the guy who fainted like a little bitch boy from saline water." anyway i just submitted all my info and i'm looking forward to getting started.

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wip scrobbles for momokarun yuri and fem jiji ... STILL thinking about what type of idol outfit redesign i want for rin.. i need her official colours already 😭

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the inherent homoeroticism of "no one gets to kill you but me"

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sickens me to my stomach. how dare this guy get to live my dream.

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posting it here because there's no chance anyone in my family would ever see it: this is how my brother's 13-year-old child decided to announce something to me

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if tumblr goes down give me yuor full home. address and i will move in to your hpuse

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say what you will about the reserve bank of india these are some cracking coins

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You ever look at some art your mutual made and you just sit there in stunned silence and awe that one of your friends is out there making jaw-dropping beautiful art just for the hell of it

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tes THDPSSSSPS 💜

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let’s do something unethical together, just the two of us. for fun.

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his big wet eyes and loser boy personality have entranced her

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I love my Seikret and my Palico.

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All roads unfortunately lead back to tumblr.

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I forgot how fucking fun it's to create for the sake of creating??

Like drawing for the sake of just getting an idea you have out there, or sitting down with a friend planning things to do in the future...

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I love looking at 2-3 week old kittens and saying That thang is hardly even alive. do they know where they are I don't think they do

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“our ocs should kiss” “our ocs on a double date” i think our ocs should try to kill each other