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I get frustrated at the perception that you have to have a family or personal connection to a place to study it. I never know how to field the "how did you get interested in Austria? Is your family from there?" question.
Because, no, my family is from the Russian partition. But that doesn't mean I need to work on where my ancestors are from.
#...every time with celtic studies. EVERY TIME#NO. I AM NOT IRISH. I AM NOT IRISH AMERICAN#I am TANGENTIALLY Scottish American but I don't talk about it because people are incapable of not being WEIRD about it#(and if we're doing it by blood percentages I'm more Norwegian or German American because THEY are only a few generations off the boat)#anyway. no. I am not irish. I am not of Irish descent#My life would be significantly easier if I had an Irish grandparent. But no.#My family. Were Brits.#shockingly enough medieval irish things ARE an interesting field in their own right without having some weird blood binding going on#...now I have a considerable portion of my life over there. I have little things I've picked up over the years. Some material. Some not.#but I'm **NOT** IRISH AMERICAN#THE NUMBER ONE WAY OF SPOTTING AN IRISH AMERICAN IN GENERAL IS THAT THEY'LL *TELL YOU* THE SECOND YOU MENTION IRELAND TO THEM
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Paris/Helen in the Iliad so….shes his prize shes also his wife and he wants her because she’s so beautiful and so lovely and he won her, and some part of her wants him too but there’s two helens, one who lived in sparta and had a life there and one who left it all behind to run across the world with him and nobody knows which one she really is. maybe it would be comforting to say that she’s a ghost but that’s all in her mind she’s real and she’s THERE in the room WITH him and he’s tangible and beautiful and nothing like the ghosts she left at home. she only has one choice and maybe she would’ve chosen him even if she had another but neither of them will ever know because they were always puppets dancing on the strings of fate but in this light maybe they can see god in each other maybe thats why…idk
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if anyone feels bad that their fic might contain medical inaccuracies, be comforted to know that whatever creative liberties you take with your medical scenes can never be worse than the one I just read. where one character tries to stop the bleeding on their friend's head wound by putting a tourniquet around their neck
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careers in science & academia are so Cassandra-coded. you possess a Great and Burdensome Knowledge (at heavy cost*), which is both its own reward and its own punishment. and no one fucking listens to you
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it's very important that disabled people are allowed to make bad decisions actually. that we're allowed to do things which cause flare-ups. that we're allowed to take a risk and get it wrong. that not every single second of our day has to be about playing it safe and being well-behaved and staying within our limits
and on the days when we deal with the consequences of those mistakes and bad decisions we're still worthy of a) sympathy and b) pain relief. just as we are if our illness or disability is the result of our choices in the first place
#i'm thinking of this a lot rn#because I'm arguing with my mom about going on a trip#and I get her point: if something bad happens on the trip that could be it. I could never walk again#and I do. So badly. WANT to be able to walk again#I want to be able to take a shower normally. or brush my teeth. Or put my clothing on unassisted.#or wear something besides the few pieces of adaptive clothing I own#I have been in a chair at this point. For a quarter of a year#I will be lucky at this point if I am not in a chair by the time of my birthday#...but also. I am. So tired. Of being told that i can't do THIS or THAT because there's a chance I could be hurt#I WANT to travel#I WANT to see my friends!#I am TIRED of disappointing people who are close to me#I could have lost my ability to walk from an accident when I HAD two working ankles#I was walking across the street. In a CROSSWALK when...the thing happened#On a route I'd taken a hundred times#living life involves taking risks#this...EXISTENCE being tied to a couch perpetually. with occasional jaunts outside for PT or boba...it isn't a LIFE#or at least not a particularly vibrant one#...I've accepted that overseas trips are too complicated right now. I've accepted I can't be on campus#but...I WANT. To see my friends.
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HIGHLY recommend having a Shepard with a face scar in ME1 because it disappears in ME2 with the whole Lazarus thing and that comes with an extra layer of subtle horror. You’ve been dead for two years. Cerberus took possession of your body, resurrected you, and implanted you with metal enhancements, and on top of it all you’re now missing a major facial feature. A part of who you were. Makes me want to eat rocks
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Warwick Davis’ behind the scenes film from Return of the Jedi (1983)
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doodling when I have work to do...
GIVE ME THE FOR GOOD TRAILER NOW PLZ
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Anyway I followed it up by watching this video, which cured my depression.
I have just seen a video on why video game characters need to be more "feminine" (which, it turns out, means "has emotions and can be soft") and it listed f!Eivor as a bad example and, not to suddenly make it 2021 again but...Eivor? EIVOR?
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I have just seen a video on why video game characters need to be more "feminine" (which, it turns out, means "has emotions and can be soft") and it listed f!Eivor as a bad example and, not to suddenly make it 2021 again but...Eivor? EIVOR?
#she doesn't say 'YES I AM SAD SEE ME SOFTLY AND AESTHETICALLY CRY ABOUT IT'#but she does Feel her feelings#one of her MOST. NOTABLE. TRAITS is her sense of compassion#and her open mind#and she encourages OTHER characters to feel their feelings#like the one quest where she encourages the grieving man to cry#like i get it you didn't have the attention span to play a hundred and fifty hour game but don't bring it up if you can't stand the heat#in all fairness: her development as a character can be muted due to the excessive and asynchronous setup of the game#and I have my own Thoughts on how the game handles women in general#BUT. If we're defining 'femininity' in part as 'has Gooey Feelings and Shows Them...' YES. SHE DOES.#girl has a full on crisis of faith at the end of the game#even if Ubisoft's sexism meant that they never invested in her as a female protagonist like they SHOULD HAVE#and then promptly dialed back with a game about a man
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thank you new york i know there’s still the general election and things everywhere are awful but thank you we needed this and you deserve it
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What's a difference between historians people who just like to study history?
idk maybe the fulltime yearslong professional training by other professionals and constant peer review aka quality control? what's the difference between a five star chef and someone who makes homemade meals every day.
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You gotta think about what your OC sleeps in. YOU GOTTA IT TELLS SO MUCH ABOUT THEM
#eleanor's goth ass sleeps in a full black elizabethan nightrail#with fur trimming#kitrye once she's settled wears an ivory chemise and dressing gown in satin#malla wears a shirt and pants#something that's been worn down enough to be soft#even when she was undercover in Baldur's Gate she didn't use her wealth on nightwear#...Ana probably wears pajamas#myldred wears a full flannel nightgown with lace trim that covers her entire body#without willem by her side it gets cold in the city#and the kitties don't always want to sleep with her at night though they're such dears
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