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What if...

Your call met only silence, A void where hope once held its ground? Would you dial again, defy the absence, Or let the moment’s weight pull you down? What if our past dissolved to dust, No trace of me, no spark of us?

What if You found another heart to claim, A stranger’s hand to fill the space? Could you walk away, rewrite the flame, And leave our ghosts without a trace? The risk of wrong—a moment’s theft— Could lock us out of all we’ve left.

I dare not think it’s not me, Not us, not this fragile now. For one false step could set us free— Or lose us both, and break the vow.

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Silent Whisper

With whispers soft as dawn, her steps so light,

Alleycat slipped through my shadowed days.

In the tangle of my heart’s crowded night,

She wove a spark that set my world ablaze—

A quiet cure for my unspoken pain.

We carved a haven in fields of fleeting time,

Her laughter a compass, our drives a rhyme.

Her eyes, like stars, held futures yet to climb,

But time and place declared our bond a crime.

Still, her wisdom lit paths I’d never known.

She saved me, yet I lost a piece of me—

A fragment caught in memories I hold.

Though I meant no harm, I see what she might see,

A line we crossed where youth and trust were sold.

Forgive me, Alleycat, for steps misplaced.

To you, now mending lives with healer’s grace,

I send my thanks, my heart across the stars.

If pain remains, I seek your peace, your space,

Your light endures, guiding my quiet scars.

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Complexity

While I sit here, seem

While I sit here, seemingly idle,

My purpose remains crystal clear.

I am inherently good, inherently kind,

A breed apart, rare to find.

You can't measure up to me,

I'm uniquely defined, of a kind…

Even if you refuse to admit it,

I'm the one that lingers in your mind!

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New Page, New Book

This year, I embark on a journey of mindful navigation, where each maneuver is a step towards greater wisdom, and every routine change a brushstroke on the canvas of my life. I commit to embracing thoughtful decisions, reducing the spontaneity of impulsive risks, understanding that this year sets the compass for the next five. Let this be the year where each choice is not just a reaction, but a deliberate step towards my destiny, creating a foundation for a future of purpose and fulfillment.

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Whites under seige

We have to pray for the white farmers in South Africa. They regularly fall victim to some of the most gruesome anti-white murders you can possibly imagine and now they’ve officially been made fair game by their communist government.

Eva Vlaardingerbroek (Commentator/Lawyer)@EvaVlaar

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I had the urge to say something, but I am typing this and saying nothing.

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Almost there...watch this space!

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What I want and what I need

It's possibly the biggest inner war that rages on a daily basis, this choice matrix of what we want and what we need. How do we apply heart and mind to these complex decisions. To have an inherent instinct engine that successfully guides choices is a great asset but we don't all have it. I have it, sometimes and sometimes not. This is the conundrum. It should be consistent and always available slash accurate.

And the more I try and hone this ability, the more it seems to fail me. Yet I know it is there and it can be mastered. How???

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If it wasn't for my passion and desire to never give up, I perhaps would have on many occasions...

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I snapped this at our current project construction site and it took me back to the 80s and listening to Men at Work,

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Moving forward

Regardless of the journey I have walked, the countless mistakes I have made...I will move forward and accept that which I cannot change and embrace that which I can. I am healed, like you and I have hurt badly, like you. I have not had any expression platform or audience. I am reflecting on our time and I accept that I should have known better, even when I walked out and you called me back...should I have kept on walking. You expressed your maturity in such a way that I fell for that wisdom and guidance albeit wrong and not as perceived.

I am glad to see your progress in life, that you have healed and is making a difference in many lives. I will not inject myself nor make myself present in any form and I hope nature and karma keeps us far apart, in different realms or dimensions so that we can stay healed.

May your God guide you and keep you safe, happy and in the loving circle of your family and friends.