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I've been transcribing the diary of a girl called Ellen Stabler (1883) online as volunteer work and oh lordy lord her life was not exciting

The last two pages have been entries detailing the weather, the names of people who visited the house that day and that her father went to the office. Ellen I beg of you get a hobby

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Why are yall secretly raising chickens

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That girl is driving me INSANE

Who does she think she is replying to my tiktok comments with RED HEARTS

Is she trying to kill me

And promising to teach my ice skating

How am I supposed to not become utterly obsessed

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Adoring someone who lives in another country is not a good idea lads. I never intended for this to happen I promised myself I wouldn't do this again but here I am cuckoo crazy over someone I've known since JANUARY. ONLY 6 MONTHS. and I would take a bullet for her. What's wrong with me T_T. I have to remind myself that it's foolish to feel this way about her when I haven't met her in real life, I don't know her laugh, her walk, all I know about her is what I have gathered from our correspondence (which sounds dramatic but here we are). The girls I'm friends with at my new school mentioned that they think I'd get on with a boy in my history class, why can't I be obsessed with him? It would make sense, I mean I can see him, hear him, he's in the same timezone. How do I explain to these new friends that I'm pretty sure I've met the only person I ever want to be with, but I met her over fucking TikTok? And she lives in a whole different continent? I'm an IDIOT. IM. AN. IDIOT.

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I'm this close to crashing out

I've been trying to burn this cd for two hours and nothing is working

I downloaded three burners to my laptop, all of them had problems. One complained I'm using CD R rather than CD RW, one said the song files I was downloading had a problem, and I don't even know what the other ones issue was. When I finally thought it worked, it turns out I burned 21 empty songs. The files are there, but none of the music plays. I've burned a cd before and it worked perfectly last time, what's going on now? I'm about to crash out please help me

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Art GCSE at school vs at home

The picture I was able to draw in 55 minutes at school after a decent sleep 🤮

What I was able to draw in 30 minutes at home in the middle of the night sleep deprived af 😍

Don't pick art gcse guys

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We're all losers honestly that's the appeal

i assume you are kind of a loser

Well man this is tumblr

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Not in my 20s but I'm 15 and I've been avidly watching the same show since I was 7 years old

how it feels to be in your 20s with the same interests you had when you were 10

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Does anyone still carry around their 2DS/3DS? I want to start Streetpassing people in the wild (I've just taken the parental controls off my 8 year old 2DS lolz) so how likely am I to come across someone to streetpass in 2025?

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I'm obsessed with Pokemon so here's my Pokemon OC, their lore and the team they would have

This is Astrid Moss, my Pokemon OC (basically just me with better hair). They're the daughter of a research assistant and an ex Johto gym leader who was replaced by Bugsy. They lived in Johto until they were 7, but then their father (research assistant) was offered a job in Galar aiding Proffesor Magnolia in her research on Wishing Stars, so they relocated to Ballonlea (I know its not close to Proffesor Magnolias lab but Ballonlea is so cuteee). They are now 15 and attend the local secondary school for kids from Ballonlea and Stow-On-Side, battling in their free time. They want to be a gym leader when they graduate, aiming to be the first gym leader in Galar without a type speciality (but if that isnt allowed, they will settle for either electric or fairy type).

Their team:

Beloved Furret. The first Pokemon Astrid ever had (they caught her as a Sentret with their Mam when they were 4) and definitely the baby girl of the team. Furret doesn't actually battle, Astrid is too scared of her getting hurt, so she tends to perch on their neck 23 hours of the day. Astrid and Furret are inseparable.

Ampharos, however, does like to battle. Astrid caught Ampharos when she was just a tiny Mareep that would eat the flowers in their back garden when they were 6 years old, and while she is a sweetheart to Astrid, she has a bit of an aggressive streak. This purely stems from protectiveness. Ampharos and Astrid also have a strong bond and love sharing Curry together!

While not technically their first Pokemon, Cinderace is pretty much Astrid's starter. When the pupils of Astrid's school turn 11, they get taken on a special class trip to pick out official starter Pokémon, and this Scorbunny happened to run a little too close to the group and kick it's football straight into Astrid's stomach. That was the moment they knew they absolutely had to have this little legend. They've been besties since.

Astrid caught Pangoro in the wild area when she was still only a little Pancham. While Pangoro looks huge and menacing, she's a massive softy and offers literally the best hugs on the planet. At the same time though, if you mess with Astrid, it's all over for you - Pangoro will happily run to your house and throw you through a window.

The goodest boy. Caught him on a work trip with their Dad and he is like a massive puppy. He is also buffed to high heaven because people kept insulting Astrid for having a Route 2 Pokémon because he's "weak" - they stopped that pretty quickly after taking a thunder to the face.

May I present Dedenne - Astrids beautiful baby who is constantly just done. This is based on my Dedenne from Sword who is, I kid you not, the strongest member of my team - stats boosted to high heaven, has never missed a thunder ONCE, and has a legendary moveset. Dedenne is baby girl.

And the final member of Astrid's permanent squad, Gastrodon - West Sea because that's the correct version. Who doesn't love Gastrodon? He's so cute!!! Astrid's Mam isn't too keen on him but, much like Boltund, he's just like a puppy.

This is Astrid! I'll be making follow up posts of if Astrid was every type gym leader too but this is their childhood/main team of 6 (technically 7 but Furret is more an emotional support bestie than a battler. Obviously the other pokemon are Astrid's besties too but Furret just doesn't want to battle)

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coming back from hell (school)

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I genuinely hate school and I never wanna go back

In case you were unaware I've been out of formal education for the past 6 months due to some personal moving house related issues. I was working from home but not particularly well considering I had no curriculum and no idea how to teach myself the material, but I found that I really enjoyed the quiet and calm, and not being nagged, and the fact that I was the one putting pressure on myself and not like 10 teachers. Today was my first day in my new school and oh my god you guys I did not expect to hate it half as much as I do. I hated not knowing anyone (a fixable issue I know but I really struggle talking to new people), and the school is just so big and crowded and there's so many rooms and finding my classrooms is such a struggle because there's a one way system and all the halls are so crowded and the uniform feels so uncomfortable and did I mention there's constantly massive crowds? Not to mention some days I take extra classes so I'd be in school for 8 hours! So I'm spending the whole day feeling stressed out and sick even when I get home because I have a whole year of art coursework to catch up on and they've put me in geography gcse even though I've not done it at all for the whole of my gcse course and I don't know where anything is and I just feel so stupid all the time. And the teachers just expect me to be fine?! Like no I'm not fine I want to plummet off the stairs actually. NOT TO MENTION I HAVE MOCK EXAMS IN TWO WEEKS. FOR SUBJECTS I HAVENT TAKEN IN MONTHS, or even at all in the case of geography. I hate it so much. I'm surprised I didn't cry the whole day. It's only now that everything has caught up to me. I just hate it so much. And as the cherry on top I just miss my mam the whole day. Is it pathetic to say that as a 15 year old who knows I'll see her when the school day ends? Yes, but I don't care because I like having her around and she's one of my favorite people. I hate it here and I miss all my old friends. I don't think I can do this guys. I despise school so much I can't even make this post funny. I'm just so so sad and stressed. I genuinely just want school to be over.

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Remember, we wouldn't have pride if it weren't for our trans black sisters.

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First day in my new school gang wish me luck xx

Also my first time inside an actual school since *checks calendar* December 2024

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Sometimes healing is going to therapy and sometimes it's making a million Tumblr posts and cringing about how you used to be obsessed with your then 17 now 18 year old friend

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I'm starting to write in my actual real diary again broskis I can't wait

I always think about how fragile our digital lives really are. one hacked account or server crash and poof…years of memories gone. so please pleasee start keeping physical stuff again. printed photos, scribbled journal entries, tickets and receipts, little notes and scraps that feel like home. trust me, you don’t want your whole life to exist only on a screen. you need something real to hold onto!!